I had a strange desire to write this story, lol. The song is called 'Fairytales' by Jojo.
The Secret
I sit here, on this bed, in this room, tears falling from my eyes. Depression sitting on my lap, I brush them away.
I look out the window and see the rain pour from the sky. Why me? What did I do? I was born into this world for no reason, and now on this early morning I realize it. My heart beats in my chest.
I starts towards my dresser and reach deep inside, where I find a pair of scissors. I start to sob. How could this have been done to me? I fixed Haley and Nathan up! I even took a picture of Jake just for Peyton! It hurt me to say her name. She will never be my friend. But these scissors will be.
I walk towards the bathroom and slam the door, then slide down onto the ground.
You know the story
You read the books
Boy meets girl
Then they fall forever in love
But I know better
So here goes a tale
Of the realest of the real
Listen
I haven't done this in years. I reached up and found a towel. I put it my lap as I cut quietly into my skin. For a second my eyes shut tightly, and then opened. I heaved a delighted sigh and closed my eyes, enjoying the pain.
I sigh again, this time an angry sigh as I realize I have to go to school. Three strikes and I'm out. I can't let them know how I feel.
Now once upon a time in a small world
It was everything that I dreamed of
He was my gem and I was his pearl
Nothing could come between us
A prince charming to call my own
Until the day that he broke my heart
And left me wonderin all alone
Pickin my mind and soul apart
I find my way to the dresser and lean into it. I find a nice long shirt and put it on, smiling into the mirror.
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (It's been crushed)
I don't believe in a tiny hell (No no no no no)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee, oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
"Hi, Brooke," I whisper, "Time to put on your fake smile. Show the world how amazing you are."
I pick up a book and throw it at the mirror. It shatters into a thousand pieces.
Eight years of bad luck. Oh, well.
She looks at me and smiles, betrayl shining in her eyes. She wants me to forgive her. She wants me to forget it.
I cut myself for you, Bitch!
She doesn't know, she probably doesn't care.
Is a good story supposed to end
Unhappily ever after
Just as wonderful as it begins
And carry on for a few chapters
Baby how come each time I open up
I can't seem to get past stage one
I guess it's time for me to close up
And go back on the shelf because I'm done
She's been mean to me throughout high school. Since we've been friends, she's pushed me around, and I've let her.
Not anymore, Peyton. Not anymore.
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (Since my heart's been crushed)
I don't believe in a tiny hell
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way to turn)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
I see him as well. My heart breaks all over again.
Twinkle twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far (Why they seem so far)
Up above the world so high
Won't somebody tell me why (Can you help me)
Can you help me out
Can you tell me what love is all about
Cause I never known it for myself (Don't believe in fairy tales)
That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more
He smiles a small smile, he wants to talk. He wants to tell me he's sorry, but he didn't feel that way with me. I look down, and begin to run past him as he yells for me to stop.
Used to believe in love (No more)
Used to believe in fairy tales (I used to believe, I used to believe, I used to believe)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in a tiny hell (I don't believe in much)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself (Oh no no no no no)
I've just started to learn (Just started to learn)
There's no such thing as fairy tales (There's no such thing as fairy tales)
I sit against the stall door and I take out a pair of tweezers. I hear the other girls talking. Talking about how they are in love. Stupid idiots. I dig into my skin and cover my mouth. It hurts. It hurts. I hate him. No, I don't. I love him. I love him. I love him.
Used to believe in love
Used to believe fairy tales (La da da da)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in a tiny hell
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn
No fair, he gets to be happy. Why not me? I want to be happy.
I guess I'll just have to keep my little secret.
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Good? Bad? Please review. My first short fiction.
The Secret
I sit here, on this bed, in this room, tears falling from my eyes. Depression sitting on my lap, I brush them away.
I look out the window and see the rain pour from the sky. Why me? What did I do? I was born into this world for no reason, and now on this early morning I realize it. My heart beats in my chest.
I starts towards my dresser and reach deep inside, where I find a pair of scissors. I start to sob. How could this have been done to me? I fixed Haley and Nathan up! I even took a picture of Jake just for Peyton! It hurt me to say her name. She will never be my friend. But these scissors will be.
I walk towards the bathroom and slam the door, then slide down onto the ground.
You know the story
You read the books
Boy meets girl
Then they fall forever in love
But I know better
So here goes a tale
Of the realest of the real
Listen
I haven't done this in years. I reached up and found a towel. I put it my lap as I cut quietly into my skin. For a second my eyes shut tightly, and then opened. I heaved a delighted sigh and closed my eyes, enjoying the pain.
I sigh again, this time an angry sigh as I realize I have to go to school. Three strikes and I'm out. I can't let them know how I feel.
Now once upon a time in a small world
It was everything that I dreamed of
He was my gem and I was his pearl
Nothing could come between us
A prince charming to call my own
Until the day that he broke my heart
And left me wonderin all alone
Pickin my mind and soul apart
I find my way to the dresser and lean into it. I find a nice long shirt and put it on, smiling into the mirror.
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (It's been crushed)
I don't believe in a tiny hell (No no no no no)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee, oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
"Hi, Brooke," I whisper, "Time to put on your fake smile. Show the world how amazing you are."
I pick up a book and throw it at the mirror. It shatters into a thousand pieces.
Eight years of bad luck. Oh, well.
She looks at me and smiles, betrayl shining in her eyes. She wants me to forgive her. She wants me to forget it.
I cut myself for you, Bitch!
She doesn't know, she probably doesn't care.
Is a good story supposed to end
Unhappily ever after
Just as wonderful as it begins
And carry on for a few chapters
Baby how come each time I open up
I can't seem to get past stage one
I guess it's time for me to close up
And go back on the shelf because I'm done
She's been mean to me throughout high school. Since we've been friends, she's pushed me around, and I've let her.
Not anymore, Peyton. Not anymore.
Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love)
Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales)
Since my heart's been crushed (Since my heart's been crushed)
I don't believe in a tiny hell
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way to turn)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn (La da da dee oh)
There's no such thing as fairy tales
I see him as well. My heart breaks all over again.
Twinkle twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far (Why they seem so far)
Up above the world so high
Won't somebody tell me why (Can you help me)
Can you help me out
Can you tell me what love is all about
Cause I never known it for myself (Don't believe in fairy tales)
That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more
He smiles a small smile, he wants to talk. He wants to tell me he's sorry, but he didn't feel that way with me. I look down, and begin to run past him as he yells for me to stop.
Used to believe in love (No more)
Used to believe in fairy tales (I used to believe, I used to believe, I used to believe)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in a tiny hell (I don't believe in much)
Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself (Oh no no no no no)
I've just started to learn (Just started to learn)
There's no such thing as fairy tales (There's no such thing as fairy tales)
I sit against the stall door and I take out a pair of tweezers. I hear the other girls talking. Talking about how they are in love. Stupid idiots. I dig into my skin and cover my mouth. It hurts. It hurts. I hate him. No, I don't. I love him. I love him. I love him.
Used to believe in love
Used to believe fairy tales (La da da da)
Since my heart's been crushed
I don't believe in a tiny hell
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn
No fair, he gets to be happy. Why not me? I want to be happy.
I guess I'll just have to keep my little secret.
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Good? Bad? Please review. My first short fiction.
