I've found the direction in which I'm turning in. Yay! The song for this chapter is called "Fly" By Hilary Duff.


The Secret

Chapter 3: Fly

In a moment, everything can change,

Feel the wind on your shoulder,

For a minute, all the world can wait,

Let go of your yesterday

I watched as Haley and Nathan bonded.

I shouldn't be jealous.

I once had that.

Once seems so far away.

Can you hear it calling?

Can you feel it in your soul?

Can you trust this longing?

And take control

Tree Hill High School seemed to be your average school.

Lies lingered through the air, though.

I wonder about him all the time.

Sometimes when I can't sleep, I pick up the phone to call her.

But I know I can't.

Fly

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away

You can shine,

Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,

And start to try, cause it's your time,

Time to fly

I breathe in as I see him talk with his friends, waiting eagerly for Haley to return.

Why must she talk with her boyfriend for years with no end?

She's been good to me, who am I to complain?

I know she and Lucas still speak.

I don't care though, I wouldn't expect her to stop for me.

Lucas turns to me. Hidden underneath his smile is regret.

Not for cheating on me, but for dating me.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,

Find a dream you can follow,

Reach for something, when there's nothing left,

And the world's feeling hollow

Haley and Nathan share a kiss.

They look a lot Lucas and I did.

Maybe I'll pull a former-best-friend stunt and cheat on Haley with Nathan.

No, I'm not evil.

Can you hear it calling?

Can you feel it in your soul?

Can you trust this longing?

And take control

Lucas begins his way towards me.

He starts talking.

His lips are moving, but I don't hear anything.

I stand up.

"Save it." I yell before heading towards Haley and Nathan.

Fly

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away

You can shine,

Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,

And start to try, cause it's your time,

Time to fly

I lay my head on Haley's shoulder as she speaks with Nathan.

Nathan gives her another kiss before leaving.

I interlace our arms and start walking towards first period.

She turns to me with a smile.

"I'm glad you're my friend, Brookie."

And when you're down and feel alone,

And want to run away,

Trust yourself and don't give up,

You know you're better than anyone else


During break, I find my way to the bathroom, and pull down my sleeve, showing myself a numerous amount of cuts.

Haley's friendship helps.

Just not enough.

Not enough to stop the pain.

In a moment, everything can change,

Feel the wind on your shoulder,

For a minute, all the world can wait,

Let go of your yesterday

Peyton has tried to talk to me more then four times.

Luke won't stop bothering me.

My arms are cut.

My heart is broken.

What more is there for me to explain?

Fly

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away

You can shine,

Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,

And start to try,

Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,

And start to try, cause it's your time,

Time to fly

Peyton has only been my best friend since forever.

How could she hurt me?

During practice, how can she look me in the eye, and say she's sorry, it was a mistake?

I lean my head back into the stall, letting my problems drip away, just as quickly as the blood.

In a moment, everything can change