I MUST BE DREAMING Summary- After witnessing her father brutaly murder a woman, kagome is tramatized. How can Inuyasha save kagome before she does the unthinkable? WARNING! contains anorexia, cutting,
possible rape, and language. Read at own risk

this is my first fic, my account is new, bear with meP

i would really appreciate reviwes and comments

they mean alot

thanx D -anGel of Muzique

"How canI pretend that i dont see, what you hide so carelessly I saw her bleed You heard me breathe And i froze inside myself and turned away I must be dreaming"

It was the midle of the night. Kagome awoke to what she thought was a scream. At first, she thought it was nothing. After she heard it again, another pained cry, she thought that her family must be in trouble. silently, she crept down the stairs from her room, and followed what she thought were voices. "its coming from the basement" she thought to herself. Slowly, silently, she opened the basement door and crept down the first few steps, until she could clearly see what was happening. A woman lay handcuffed on the floor. Her face was bruised and bloody, her eyes focused on the dark figure in front of her. It was Dr. Higurashi,Kagome's father.

"Let me go! You sick bastard, LET ME GO"
"Since when did you give the orders, Sakura"
"How do you know my name! How do you know me! Who are you? WHAT DO YOU WANT WITH ME!"

"SHUT UP!" He slapped her hard across ther face, the blood already present flying across the room. Her head snapped back sharply. Kagome's eyes were wide in shock.

"Oni!" Sakura cried, tears straming down her face. "dEVIL!" he seemed pleased with this response. he smiled at her, the coldest, sickest smile Kagome had ever seen."Daddy?" she thought to herself. She wanted so badly to run away, to grab Souta and flee for their lives. But her feet were glued to the spot, her eyes mesmerized to the scene, and she felt trapped.

As Kagome stared in horror, her father gaged Sakura, and brought out an axe. "MMMMMMMMHHHHHHHHHH! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmHHHHHHHHH!" poor Sakura muffled out, crying, begging for mercy. This seemed to excite Dr. Higurashi more, but he replied sternly, that cold smile still alive on his lips, "Quite down. My kids have school tomorrow! Dont want them to wake up, do you?" Kagome sucked in air the wrong way, and had difficulty breathing. She was hoping that her father was possesed by some demon, and that this was not really the man that had raised her. But that last comment, mentioning her and her younger brother, made her realize that the deamon WAS her father.

Kagome stood there in silence, watching her father ravish the poor stranger's body, giving in to his dark pleasures, the poor woman resisting him as much as she could, earning herself a few slaps.As Kagome watched with pleading eyes, Dr. Higurashi hacked at Sakura, limb by limb, her blood soaking the cold basement floor, her screams and sobs muffled by the gag in her mouth. Finally, her father, bored, slit her throat, her blood soaking her beautiful light brown hair.

After he was satisfied, he stuffed the body into three large garbage bags, and turned towards the stairs, where Kagome was stood. She pressed herself into the wall, hiding in the shadows. Her father held the body in his strong arms. As he drew closer to the stairs, Kagome sank to her knees and hid in the shadows, not daring to breathe. Her father walked right past her, and up the stairs.

Kagome followed him out into the woods, and silently watched him bury the corpse of that young woman, her eyes never off her father. She stared at him with terrified, pleading eyes. She was used to seeing murder victims in the horror movies on her usual saterday dates with her friends. But those seemed so...unreal to her, so distant, nothing she could possibly relate to. After all, her father was a rich, highly respected man, the head docter in the hopspital. He was handsome, funny, and cheerful, and would never hurt a fly,
or so Kagome and everyone had thought.

After Kagome's father buried the body and threw the shovel into the river, he started on his way home. Kagome hid behind a tree as her father walked past, whistling a song he used to sing to Kagome and her little brother when they were little. "Pulling mussels from the shell" by Squeeze. (A.N-thats wut my daddy sings to me and my four brothers) Kagome pressed herself as close to the tree as humanly possible-thanking god that she was as thin as she was, for the tree was not that wide. He stoped right in front of the tree and Kagome's heart raced. She could sense her father's presence,and silently prayed to not be discovered. Dr. Higurashi moved on to the house.

Kagome snuck in through her bedroom window.She curled up anto a little ball and didnt even bother to close the window. And as she began to cry, it started to rain. The tears stained her pillows, and as her sobs grew louder,the rain poured down harder.

"we all live we all die that does not begin to justify you Its not what it seems not what you think NO i must be dreaming"

well, this is chapter one...how u like it so far?

-Angel of Muzique