A/n: Bigger Brother is such fun to write.

Chapter 7:

Dana sat nervously in the comfy cushions. Bigger Brother had summoned her to the diary room.
"Hello Dana..."
"Hello Bigger Brother..." She shifted her weight. She was wearing a baggy white T-shirt and loose denim dungarees.
"How are you..."
"Well, until you called me in I was feeling fine..."
"How's the baby?" Bigger Brother's monotonous voice made her nervous.
"Well it's... still in there I think." Dana paused. "Why?"
"Well... you have a decision to make Dana..." Dana sighed. She didn't like where this was going. Bigger brother could be very manipulative.


Dana lay on the sofa, her head on Zoey's lap, her legs dangling off the end of the chair.
"Zoey..." She said softly. Zoey nodded in acknowledgement.
"I wanted to ask you a favor." She had the attention of everyone in the group.
"What?" Zoey questioned.
"Be the godmother? It'd mean a lot to me..." Zoey facefaulted.
"Me? A godmother?" She asked in disbelief.
"Zo you're my closest friend... and if I don't make it I want you to raise her..."
"Her?" Logan questioned. Dana paused.
"Or him..." She added.
"What do you mean 'if you don't make it'" Zoey asked
"They told me I might die in childbirth." Dana shrugged. "I'm gonna fight, but I want you to..."
"Wait a minute! What about me?" Logan demanded. Dana tensed and turned to face him.
"What about you?" She asked coldly. Logan frowned. He couldn't understand it. She turned back to Zoey. "Zo... please?"

"You're telling me that you're gonna die?" Zoey asked in disbelief.
"Maybe..." Dana shrugged. She found it hard to keep a straight face. She knew she wasn't really dying, but Bigger Brother had come up with the idea. If everyone believed it at the end of the week then they'd be given a television for the lounge for the following week. Dana thought they were seriously sick. But hey, if she was dying she was dying. She wasn't really dying. "Either way... Zoey..."
"Oh my god Dana!" Zoey burst into tears. Dana avoided eye contact. She tried to bring a few tears of her own.
"Please Zo. It'll be in good hands with you..." She whispered. Bigger Brother had forced her to say she was going to die (Either that or her baby was going to die and Dana didn't want to tempt fate). They hadn't said how. Dana had chosen how because it tied in with asking Zoey to be godmother. She'd wanted that from the start. She was considering asking Chase to be the godfather aswell.
"But what about Logan..."
"I repeat: What about Logan?" Dana questioned. Zoey flung her arms around her friend and cried. Everyone in the room was silent.

"Why're you gonna die?" Logan asked softly.
"Because YOU got me knocked up, that's why." Dana growled. Logan looked like he was gonna cry. He stood up and left. Dana didn't feel bad in the slightest. "Prat..." She muttered.
"I don't want you to go..." Zoey whispered. Aislin rubbed Dana's shoulders. Devonny started to cry. Honey was shaking her blonde curls all over the place. The boys didn't know what to say. Natalie froze. Suddenly her rage towards Dana seemed quelled.


"When they find out she's not gonna die... they're gonna kill her."
"Especially Zoey, she's already PO'd that Logan lied to her." Dustin sighed and shook his head. "We should be getting to school." Chase reluctantly switched off the TV.
"If she's still single when she gets out... I'm gonna tell her how I feel about her." Chase said decisively.
"Good for you. But... we don't care." Michael said. "We're late for media, come on."
The housemates this week must each write a poem about another housemate. They must then give the poem tothe housemate it's written about.
"Who're you doing?" Zoey whispered.
"Logan." Dana answered with an evil grin. She flourished her pen.
"I'm doing you..." Zoey whispered.
"Cool, but shut up I'm trying to think." Dana tried to think about words to rhyme with 'Jerk'

'Jerk - A poem about Logan'

Well here I am, aren't I the fool.
To think I actually thought you were cool
'Wanna make out?' Were the words you said
The trademark phrase lured me into your bed

So now you know that I'm knocked up,
Now I know that I cocked up
I fell for the world's biggest jerk
Strange, isn't it how the universe works?

She'll have your nose, He'll have my eyes
Why do I always fall for the wrong guys?
You tricked me once, so shame on you
There's nothing more that I can do

I'll leave you with these 7 words
Because I know how much they hurt.
You Logan Reese, are the ultimate jerk.

"Why are you so nasty to him?" Zoey asked as Dana crossed the circle. She had read Dana's poem.
"None of your business." She said haughtily, dropping her poem at Logan's feet. "I meant every word of that poem, and I feel better for saying it." Zoey sighed. She watched Logan's face fall and screw up, and end up twisted and hurt. She couldn't do it. Zoey found that no matter what Logan had done she could not take Dana's side. She hurried over to her friend and hugged him.
"Thanks Zo..." he whispered.
"Hey! Who's side are you on." Demanded Dana, looking furious that Zoey had betrayed her.
"You're being a total bitch Dana." Zoey said softly.
"I am am I?" Dana's eyes glittered. "Screw you then..." She stood up. "I told you you were the godmother, to keep my child away from... from him." She stalked off in an angry mood.
"I hate her." Said Corey.
"She's so... moody..." Said Monica in slight shock. She'd met some nasty people in her life time, but Dana seemed to be taking the cake.

Dana was secluded for the rest of the day. She locked herself in one of the bathrooms, and screamed at anyone who tried to talk through the door at her. She found it highly amusing at first, but grew bored of annoying them after a while. Instead she pulled out a pen and her notebook and began to scrawl.

'This is my Bigger Brother Diary,
EVERYONE HATES ME! AND THAT'S OK BECAUSE I HATE THEM TOO!

I hate it here. I didn't wanna come, they bullied me into it. It means I have to look at Logan all the time and I can't do it! How am I supposed to face him! When this kid is born what do I say to it? How am I supposed to look my baby in the eye, knowing Logan is his dad? Ugh...

I selected Zoey as godmother, and Chase as godfather... in the hopes that if anything (knock on wood) should happen to me, then Logan would be cut out of the picture. I doubt that'll happen. I know I'm gonna have to face it one day...

I'm hungry. That's the downside of being a pregnant shut in. No food. I'd better go sneak something. I ran off pretending to cry. Great, I really should stop the fake waterworks.'

Dana was cautious as she entered the lounge. Aaron and Logan were cooking. She sat down, cross legged on the floor.
"She wakes up..." Devonny said softly, a small smile playing on her lips.
"I wasn't sleeping." She shrugged. "What did I miss?"
"Well... Tani's working fast..." Said Aislin, diapprovingly.
"Oh shut up." Tani blushed.
"Ciaron is now officially OFF the market." Devonny continued, ignoring Tani's protests.
"Oh what a loss to woman kind." Ciaron said playfully, pretending it was the utmost tragedy, he then winked at Tani, who blushed deeper. Monica rolled her eyes.

"Other than that... you didn't miss much."
"Where's Zoey?" Dana wondered aloud.
"Cooking in the kitchens..." Said Honey sweetly.
"But it's... it's Aaron and..." Dana started.
"Yeah she's talking to Logan." Darren said softly. He hadn't spoken to Dana since her arrival. Dana sighed and stood up.
"I have to go make my peace with Zo..."
"That girl is just looking for trouble..." Said Natalie, shaking her head. Monica sighed and nodded.
"What can ya do?"

"I just don't see why she's suddenly so nasty to me... before I came for this show we were fine..."
"I saw, you were flirting all the time and... I don't understand either." Zoey sighed, as Logan handed her the mixing bowl. Aaron saw Dana enter and quickly whistled. Logan and Zoey looked up.
"Want me to take over?" Dana asked Aaron. Aaron looked apprehensive.
"It's cool." Logan assured him. Aaron sighed and handed Dana the wooden spoon. He left muttering:
"Don't blame me when there's bloodshed."

"Zoey I..."
"Forget it." Zoey smiled and hugged her friend.
"You're getting me covered in tomato sauce..." Dana said distastefully. Zoey giggled.
"Do me a favor..." Zoey begged, "Make up with Logan."
"Drop dead." Dana turned to the stove. She sucked at cooking.
"Oh come on, he's really upset."
"Should've thought of that BEFORE, shouldn't he?" She said icily.

"Do you intend on staying at PCA?" Logan asked eventually, into the silence.
"You think you can get rid of me that easily?" She asked skeptically. "Damn." She sucked her burnt finger angrily. Stupid Logan!
"That's a yes then..." Logan questioned. Dana ignored him. "Dana..."
"Dana..." Zoey whispered, trying to get attention.
"Shut up..."
"No we won't Dana..." Logan said irately. "You're really getting on our nerves, what the hell is wrong with you?" Dana said nothing, and started to serve the food. "Dana! Stop ignoring us!"
"Logan leave her alone..." Zoey begged. She knew when Dana was about to erupt.
"If he'd left me alone in the first place, I wouldn't be in this mess." Dana huffed, she carried the plates out. Logan sighed and looked at Zoey.
"Well..." He said. "That went well."


Chase and Dustin were the only ones watching avidly anymore. Everyone else watched in moderation. The novelty of seeing their friends on TV had fastly worn off. Nicole said she only dipped in and out for the obvious romance. The Ciaron/Tani moments were sweet, and the Dana/Logan/Natalie traingle was more interesting than all of her soaps, put together.
"What is wrong with Dana recently?" Dustin questioned his friend.
"She's pregnant, don't all girls get like that when they're pregnant?"
"I dunno, she seems almost... evil." Dustin looked afraid.
"Only to Logan..." Chase shrugged. "And I'm sensing there's a past that we don't know about there..."
"Think we'll find out?" Dustin wondered as he watched the gang sit down for dinner, Dana, Logan and Zoey were silent.
"This is Bigger Brother, everyone always finds out." Chase shook his head at Dustin's naiveity, had he never watched this show?

"So..." Logan spoke eventually. "Who's the godfather?" Dana heard him, however she pretended she didn't. Instead she turned to Zoey and said, as though the idea had just occured to her.
"By the way, I'm gonna ask Chase to be godfather."

Chase nearly fainted.
"ME!" He asked in disbelief!
"Yeah you... haha." Dustin teased.
"Why me?"

"Why Chase?" Questioned Zoey.
"Because... you two get on great..." Dana explained. "You've got the maternal instinct and he has the paternal. You'd make great parents..."

"Don't go getting any ideas." Warned Dustin. "If you get my sister pregnant, I'll kill ya."


Dana cuddled into her bed tightly. She curled in a ball. Then sprawled out. She couldn't get comfortable. The stupid baby was stupid kicking. She stood up and walked out, into the garden. She slipped off her slippers and bathed her feet in the pool.
"You can't sleep either?" Zoey asked.
"Nah..."
"Makes five of us?"
"Well... Ciaron's making out with Tani. I'm up and out here with you. And Logan can't sleep because he's worried about you. Why can't you sleep?"
"Baby's kicking." Dana shrugged.

"Why are you so annoyed at him?"
"The baby, I'm not mad at..."
"Cut the mommy talk. Dana what did Logan do to make you hate him?" Zoey asked.
"He got me pregnant?" Dana suggested lamely. Zoey rolled her eyes.
"Come on..." Dana sighed. She pulled her knees up to her chest.
"It's not... it's not that he got me pregnant, it's how he got me pregnant."
"Oh come on, what he's bad in bed? That's no excuse..." Zoey said snappily. Dana shook her head.

"He was great but that's beside the point... When we started to... well... you know... well... I said no." Dana whispered very quietly.
"You said no?" Zoey asked in confusion.
"I said no." Dana confirmed.
"You mean... you mean he... he RAPED you?" Zoey asked in disbelief. Suddenly it all made sense.

A/n: Don't go ragging on poor Logan just yet. Just coz the girls are crying rape, doesn't mean he has the same view.