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Note: So I'm being kind and giving you a few chapters at once but it wont happen again unless you're kind and review!

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So Danny rushed straight over with pizza and chocolate to help me out and right away made me feel better.

We discussed my options, and when Danny brought up termination I was completely shocked and disgusted. I could never do that. Inside of me there is a person and that would be like murder.

I know I want to keep the baby but that's about all I know. I don't know how I'm going to tell Jack or Martin and I definitely don't know what I'm going to do when this baby is born.

I love my job and I really want to keep it but I don't know how I'll manage if I'm all alone raising a child. Being an agent is really demanding and I don't think there's anyway I'm going to be able to handle that and being a mom. I just won't have the time.

Danny persuaded me to take it a couple of steps at a time. First I have to tell Martin and Jack, then I can worry about what's going to go on in the future. I don't know how supportive either of them will be and I don't even know how they'll react.

So I'm going to meet Martin for coffee tomorrow morning and then Jack for lunch. Better to get everything over with quickly. I'll have two huge weights off my mind by tomorrow afternoon…

TBC..