Simply Love You

In the Common Room

8:00 pm

I am in the best of moods. It is hard to explain even. I am PMSing, I have no chocolate, and yet I am happy. I even got a "Dreadful" on my history of Magic paper. I could care less, I am just happy. Even giddy! What is wrong with me? I don't know, but if being happy makes you lose weight then I have lost 10 pounds. And If I do that would be great because I am a little on the heavy side, I weighed myself and I weigh 125 and last I checked I weighed 120!

I normally wouldn't care, but I want to look good for my man. He deserves it. I have the best Boyfriend in the world! He hugs me. He talks to me, and doesn't mind my 'no kissing' thing (but I might stop that soon). I'm not even clingy to him, he is clingy to me, which makes me feel a little annoyed but mostly loved. He wants to be around me, I don't feel pushy.

Maybe I'm in love. Or maybe he does a good love potion. I don't know but I can't get enough of him.

Lily

In Potions Class

11:00 am

Scratch the whole "love potion" thing. He can't make potions to save his life. How cute.

Lily

In The Great hall

7:00 pm

Christmas is in one week. So I am going to be separated from my boyfriend for two weeks. For once I am dreading Christmas. And I am not staying here at Hogwarts, my mom would not be happy and I sort of owe her because I couldn't be at home for the entire summer break. Maybe I could see James at least once. How will I survive?

On a different note, Aubrey has cut her hair like a boy's. I couldn't believe it. She said it was the "new and hip" style. I told her that it looked great, but like I was going to say anything else. It looks…okay. I just need to get used to it. I just don't know how. Maybe her little "experiments" have gone too far. I am going to describe it. It is about two inches long and that's about it. She keeps talking about how many style options she has now. But she also had so many style options before! How and I supposed to get used to it? What is she? Insane? She just did it today and she didn't come to dinner because she said she wasn't hungry.

Lily

In the Common Room

8:00 pm

Well, Aubrey is showcasing her new look. There has only been one convincing good reaction, from Sirius. He said it looked Sexy. So that was enough to make all of the girl's sneers be erased. She is now going on and on about how it will be the new thing. I just smile and nod thinking "in what universe?" obviously in Aubrey's. I hope her hair grows very fast. Eww!

Sorry, but I think that that haircut was meant for Boys! And if it was going on a girl, then they must be a little to secure with themselves. James came up to me once and he whispered, "For once my hair is longer than a girl's!" He is right, his hair is pretty long for a guy's. It touches the collar of his shirt, and if he didn't comb his hair back with his fingers like he always does then it would constantly be in his eyes. Actually now that I look at it, his hair could be tucked behind his ear. Weird! That's what I do with my hair, to think that my boyfriend could do that with his!

I would like to run my fingers through his hair! Then tuck it behind his ear and then mess it all up again. He looks good with messy hair. Cute, more like it. I never noticed how wonderfully dark his eyes are. Like chocolate orbs. No Dark Chocolate orbs, with little specks of auburn. So, so cute.

I almost feel bad for my no kissing rule, it seems like suddenly everyone is kissing, and he always groans when he sees two people wrapped together on a chair or in a corner. But if he loves me he can wait. His test is still going. It will not stop until I am ready. And I am not sure if I am yet, I need a little longer. Don't think that I don't want to kiss him, I do. I just don't know if my emotions are ready for that particular rush.

Lily

In the Common Room

3:00 pm

Tomorrow I am leaving to go home so I am going to be separated from James. I can't stand it! How will I survive?

But I bought him a gift. I was at a loss of what would be a good gift for a boyfriend for the very first Christmas. So I bought him a ton of candy and some filibuster's fireworks. I hope that that would be good. I am not sure.

Lily

At Home

Christmas Day

Noon

Marry Christmas! I got my gift from James. It was green emerald earrings and a promise ring. Promising that he will ask me to marry him, even if it is not now. It is a promise that I will wait for him and that I truly do love him. It is beautiful it is gold with crystals embedded into it on the top. I love it. This is a great Christmas.

Right after I put it on he appeared in front of me. He told me that it was bewitched so that when I put it on for the first time he would be there, because he wanted to see his future wife. I kissed him, then and there. In front of my parents and petunia. Even in front of Vernon, who my mother and Father decided would be allowed to join us today because he and petunia were proposed.

Oh no! This is the end of my journal. I have to end my story for now! I don't have any room left. i might get a new one, and i migh not, we'll see.I love James!

Lily