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A/N The entire gang is in their senior year. Sesshomaru is in his second year in college. The day he was in Inuyasha's school, was to watch his behavior. Yes, their parents are dead. Sesshomaru runs the family company and Inuyasha will inherit half of the company when he becomes of age, which will be in an year. Kanna is Souta's age, but a couple of months younger. She had skipped 2 years cause she's soooo smart. But this year, junior, she flunked.
Also, I do not own the song, "Since U've Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson or "Last Resort" by Papa Roach. I do own a couple of ds of Papa Roach.
Last Time... Kagome's POV
On my way out, I saw two tombs that caught my attention. I read the names and gasped out loud. The graves read InuTashio Takahashi Izayio Takahashi. They were Inuyasha's parents. I was going to have to drag that story out of him later.
I kept thinking about the grave that was right next to my dad's. It read 'Here lies a loving mother, daughter, sister, wife, and grandmother. We hope the angels above us have her in their arms. From 1948 to 2000.' Underneath that was my gradmother's name. It flashed in my mind as I spreaded my wings and flew into the air
Lady Kaede Higurashi
This Time...
Ch. 12 Morning Jogs Ruin A Person Kagome's POV>
I got home around 6 in the night. The first thing I saw was Shippo. He was crying. I immediately sped up and tucked my wings in before my feet could completely touch the ground. I ran up to him and held him.
"Baby, what's wrong. Why are you crying?" I asked him as I hugged him and tried to calm him down. He sobbed a little and then answered me.
"Mommy, you've been gone so long. Daddy told me that you disappeared." Shippo cried.
"But, sweetie, I only went to visit grandma, grandpa, and your aunt and uncles...wait...who's daddy?" I asked. Shippo's father was dead. There wasn't anyone he considered as a father figure.
"That would be me." a voice said. Inuyasha came out of the front of the main shrine house. All I could think of was "Huh?"
"Shippo has been calling me daddy because he thinks me and you are mates." Inuyasha said as he pointed to the mate mark he had placed on me this morning.
"Mommy, is it okay if I call Inuyasha daddy?" he asked me giving me puppy eyes. I laughed.
"Of course. Now let's get inside before it startes to rain." I said as a rain drop fell on my arm. We hurried into the shrine as more rain drops fell. I saw that my arm warmers were slipping so I quickly adjusted them. I set Shippo to go to sleep. Souta, Inuyasha, Shippo, Lady Kaede, and I were the only ones here.
"So, where were you?" Inuyasha asked me as he sat down in my bed. I shrugged. I was sitting at the head of the bed. Inuyasha was sitting at the foot of the bed.
"I went to the graveyard to visit my family. I talked to them for a while before I started to feel weak." I simply stated.
"How can you talk to your family if they are dead?" asked a confused hanyou. I sighed and explained this. How I hate life.
"I am an angel miko. Meaning that I could fly into the heavens and visit the dead. Or I could fly into the pits of Hell and visit those who have been evil during their life period. I casted a spell so that I could talk to my family whenever I want to."
"Ooh, I get it." Inuyasha crawled over to were I was and hugged me. We sat lied down, me in his arms, and watched 'Cradle 2 the Grave.' In the middle of the movie, I remembered something.
"Puppy, please sit up." I told him as I tried to remember a spell. Inuyasha sat up, without a question. I remembered the spell and placed my hands over Inuyasha's heart. I muttered the enchantment and the Crystal and Shikon No Tama appeared. The Crystal appeared out of Inuyasha's heart and the Shikon No Tama out of his neck.
"So that's were you hid it!" Inuyasha said as I placed the Crystal over my heart and the jewel over my neck. They glowed and disappeared into my body.
"YUP!" I said as we got back to the same position as before, except Inuyasha had drapped his leg over mine. By the time the movie was finished, I was almost asleep. Inuyasha and I were in the same position as before. Then Inuyasha started to kiss my neck to wake me up. He nipped and licked the mate mark he placed on me today during second period. We had skipped.
Inuyasha flipped me over and sat on me, but didn't put his entire weight on me. He pinned my wrist above me and started to kiss me. I felt his tongue begging for an entrance and I granted it. I felt my arms go cold, but I was too caught up too notice. Inuyasha let go of my arms and I flipped him over. I sat on top off him straddling his waist. My arm warmers had gone down again and I quickly fixed them. Inuyasha, unfortuanetly, saw this.
"What's wrong, Ryo?" Inuyasha said. He would sometimes tease me and call Ryo. Gods, I hate him. "Nothing, it's just my arm warmers."
"What about them?" he asked. Obviously he can't take a hint. I really didn't want to talk about it but he did ask me.
"They were falling down and my arms were cold." I explained, hoping he bought it. Oh, he bought it and some extra things.
"Here, let me help you." he offered.
"Naw, it's okay. I fixed them anyways." I said. Inuyasha shook his head. "Let me place these pins on them so that they won't fall anymore." he explained. That was so smart. Why didn't I think of it? Inuyasha place two pins on each of my arm warmers. On the second one he was putting on my second arm, however, he poked me with the pin. I winced slightly. Inuyasha noticed this.
"What's wrong? Did I poke you?" he asked.
"Slightly, but it's okay." I said. I lied. He had poked me on the deepest wound that I had. Inuyasha sniffed a little and started to remove the pins.
"What are you doing?" I asked him. Please don't let him remove my warmers. Please. I prayed.
"Trying to see your wound. I smell blood. I think I poked you harder." he said as he took off my warmer. I tried to pull back, but Inuyasha's grip was too strong. I guess I didn't pray hard enough.
"Inuyasha, don't. It's not really-" Too late. Inuyasha had taken off my warmer and saw all the wounds and scars.
"I thought you healed from the battle." Inuyasha said silently.
I whispered, "I did." I knew something clicked in Inuyasha's head.
"Give me your other arm." he told me firmly. I didn't budge at first. "Give me your other arm." he told me more firmly and harshly. I whimpered and gave him my arm that was behind my back.
Inuyasha didn't waste any time and took off my warmer. "How did you get these?" Inuyasha asked me. To tell the truth or not, that is the question.
"I did them myself." I simply answered. Oh well. So much for not telling. Inuyasha had his head down, so I couldn't see his eyes and what emotions he was having right about now.
"How?" he asked, head still down. I took me awhile to realize what he meant.
"With almost anything. I buy mirrors, break them, and use the glass. My pocket knife, a dagger. Anything that is sharp." I said sadly. I knew sooner or later I was going to have to tell him. I didn't know it was going to be this soon.
"Since when?" he asked again.
"Since I was 6 years old. I kept doing this to myself, never planning on quitting, and probably never quiting." I said a little to harsly.
"Why?" he asked. He kept attacking me with the questions. I let out a harsh laugh.
"Why? Because of all the shit I have to go through. You don't know how much I have suffered. I had to go through-out so much. I had to see everyone I love suffer or die a gruesome death. Everytime I cut myself, I feel like I'm taking a bit of the pain away." I said a bit harshly than intended.
"Is that the only place?" he asked. I shook my head. I knew he didn't see so I amswered.
"I also do my legs and my stomach and ribs." I said.
Inuyasha still had his head down. I knew he wasn't going to say much, so I read his thoughts. I was shocked about what he was thinking. 'Dammit, how can I be with her? I should break it up. Kikyo was right. She isn't any good for me. Why didn't I listen?Because I'm a baka. Maybe I should have gotten together with Kikyo. At least she's a normal person.' '
Without a word, Inuyasha stood up and left. I tried to stop him, but he pushed me roughly onto the bed.
"Inuyasha, Inuyasha, INUYASHA!" I yelled after him, trying to stop him. He wouldn't do anything, only walk forwards. I cried after him, my legs not working. Souta came into the room, asking me what happened. I only gave him a brief explanation. Souta understood, and only hugged and comforted me.
I cried myself to sleep. I felt Souta cover me with my blanket. I felt like shit. But I knew Souta was always there for me. After Nikki's and Toboy's death, the only people I have really trusted was Souta and Master Wong.
I had so many barriers placed up around my heart. It took Inuyasha only a couple of days and a few sweet words to break my barriers down. I knew I would put up more.
X- The Next Morning 5 am
I woke up around 5 to do my morning ritual. I wasn't going to go to school today. Too depressed. I knew 'Roku was going to ask me why. I got into my black pants, white tank top, black and white arm warmers, and put my running shoes on. I ran out the shrine, towards the heart of Tokyo. I decided to stop by the market to pick up some food. I was on my way home, when I noticed something silver. It was silver with golden orbs. Inuyasha! He was right across the street.
I almost shouted out to him. But then, the Kinky Hoe of Kikyo came up to him and started to talk to him. I used my demon hearing to hear what they were saying. I only managed to catch 'our date' and 'after that, we could have some fun.' I gasped. So as soon as he dumps me, he goes and hooks up with that slut. And less than a weak. I looked at them and saw Inuyasha kiss Kikyo.
I ran away, before the tears could come. I shrugged off all the strange looks I got. The last thing I heard was that Inuyasha said he would be more than happy to fuck her and be her mate. When I got to the shrine, I closed the door and slumped down. I brought my knees up to my chest and laid my head down. A black tear slipped down. I touched my mate mark. At least it would disappear in less than 2 weeks.
Souta came into the living room and saw me. "Hey, sis, did you get the- what's wrong?" Souta asked as soon as he saw my tear. I shook my head and told him it was nothing.
"Kaggy, don't lie to me." Souta said. I broke down and told him. In the end, Souta was furious.
"I swear if he ever comes 10 feet from you, I will rip out his heart and make him eat it." Souta kept saying over and over again different ways he would kill Inuyasha. I laughed and told him I was going outside to go and feed the animals. Souta understood.
I went over to the forest that was behind the shrine. It was only about a 10 minute run away. There, all of my 50 animals were kept. There was a barrier placed around the forest so that only people that I know that I like are allowed to pass.
I was there for about an hour, feeding the animals. I muttered my enchantment and Master Wong appeared. We did the usual 'hello Master.' and 'hello Ryo.' I sighed and sat down cross-legged. I ran a hand through my hair.
"He knows about my scars in my scars and wounds." I simpy said. Master Wong nodded, understanding.
"Does he know why?" he asked. I nodded. "He knows that I had a hard past. That's all. That and that Zume was shot the night that I had a cold along with Souta."
"Tell him the rest of the story." he simply said. I looked up to him.
"Why should I?" I angrily said. "He already moved on to that Kinky Hoe. I saw them this morning. They are going on a date and then have some 'after dinner fun'. I saw him kiss her! He said that he would be more than happy to fuck her senseless and be her fucking mate!" I screamed. My heart was hurting. I felt like I lost everything. I felt like I had a balck coal where my heart was supposed to be.
"Ryo, don't be so quick to judge things. Talk with Inuyasha first and then come and talk or scream to me." and with that my Master disappeared. I tried to call him back, but he wouldn't respond.
"FUCK!" I screamed and went inside the main shrine using the back door. "If you value your balls, don't come near me in the next hour Souta!" I screamed to Souta, who was nowhere to be found. And just to show that I mean business, I said Souta' name and not his nickname.
I heard someone scream and a crashing sound. "What the fuck is going on over there!" I set my water bottle down and went to the front door, where I heard the crashing and yelling. The first thing I saw was a bleeding Souta. The next thing was a glass vase.
"Souta, what happened?" I asked as I crouched down and tried to tend his wound. He had a gash across his palm and there was a piece of glass stuck next to it. I got out my dagger and carefull removed the glass. I slammed the dagger somewhere, I didn't know where.
"Kags, you're-" Souta started to say, but I hushed him. "You're wounded. I need to get the glass out." I said as I wrapped a bandage around his palm.
"I'll be fine. By midnight, this will heal." he said proudly. I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just don't let all that demon power go to your head. Now...where'd I'd put my dagger?" I asked as I looked around the floor.
"Kags, I found your dagger." Souta said. I looked at him. "It's in you leg." he said. I knew he was going to hurl. I was confused, bu then I looked at my leg. There was my dagger, sticking out.
"How'd it end up there?" I asked. I shrugged and yanked it out of my leg. "Go to the bathroom," I told Souta. He nodded and seconds later, you could hear the sound of hurl and smell it too. Souta flushed the toilet about ten times and sprayed some perfume.
"Idiot, you don't mix something stinky with something that smells good. It makes everything else smell worse." I said as I cleaned up my wound. "Sandman, I'm going to go to 'Roku's house and take care of Aunt Destiny. Do you want to come?" I asked him. Then I remembered something. "How come your not at school?" I asked him.
"Kags, it's 7:20. School doesn't start for another half hour." he simply said. I smacked my forehead. Of course, how could I forget.
"Well, get ready, and I'll drive you to school." I said as I replaced my black running pants with hip-huggers and my arm warmers with my black hoodie. I took off my running shoes and put on my All-Stars. I went to Shippo's room and got him ready for kindergarten school.
"Hey, Shippo, do you want to go to Auntie Desiny's house after school?" I asked him as I put his skater shoes on. Shippo's eyes widened.
"Really, mommy?" Shippo asked as we went downstairs. "Can daddy come too?" he asked oh-so innocently. I froze mid-step. I knelt down to Shippo's level.
"Sweetie, I think yesterday was the last day that you'll ever see daddy." I said. I picked him up and yelled at Souta to get ready.
"Why, mommy? What did daddy do?" Shippo asked as I strapped him in the car seat that was in my sports car.
"Daddy really hurt mommy yesterday. And this morning I saw him kissing a whore." I explained as I handed Souta his lunch. Souta asked me a question in his thoughts. (Souta's thoughts; Kagome's thoughts.)
'What did Shippo ask?' Souta asked as I drove out of the drive way and towards the elementary school. 'He wanted to know when was Inuyasha coming back.'
'What did tell him?' Souta asked.
'The truth what else?'
'Couldn't you just have lied to him?
'No! I want Shippo to know what is going on in my life. Even if it hurts him a little. It's best to let a child know about the adult world so that they can prepare themselves for the dangers that come.'
'Have you been reading those parenting books again?' Souta asked bluntly. I flipped him off as I drove up to the school. I got out of the car and helped Shippo unstrap his seat belt. A girl came up to Shippo.
"Hey Shippo, who's this?" she asked as pointed to me. I laughed and knelt down.
"My name is Kagome, Shippo's mom. Who are you?" I asked.
"My name is Souten Thunder." she said. I gasped. She was the Thunder Brothers' younger sister. Souta quickly said in his thoughts that he would explain everything later.
"So, is this your girlfriend, Shippo?" I teased. Souta laughed and the two kindergarteners blushed. I laughed. "I'm only kidding. Now hurry along, I'll be seeing you later." Shippo gave me a kiss good-bye and Souten hugged me.
"They make a cute couple!" I said as they walked away. Souta laughed and agreed. He started to walk away. "Hey, where you going?" I asked him.
"To the high school, where else?" he said. I sighed and told him to come over. "Why don't I just drive you to the school, moron?" I asked him.
"Are you sure? I don't want you to bump into the silver haired freak." Souta said. I laughed at Souta's new nickname for Inuyasha. I got in the car and Souta hesitated before getting in also. I was silent for a few minutes, thinkning about the piece of silver hair I saw near the school, before I started to talk.
"You make it seem like we're going to your funeral." I said as I sped up. With Shippo or young people in the car, I drive carefully. If it's me and Souta or some other people, I drive without a care.
"Well. with the way you drive, I'm not suprised you haven't had a funeral." he muttered. I rolled my eyes as I pulled up to the high school. Souta was a sophmore. Brat skipped an year. I was a senior. Yeay for me!
The first thing I saw was Snake's face. Then I saw Pinky, Flower, Wolf, and Shorty. Fluffy was probably in Tokyo U. right about now.
"What the hell happened to you? Where did you after lunch? And were you planning on skipping today?" Miroku kept attacking me with the questions. I punch him in the shoulder to shut him up.
"I am okay, in one piece. I went to the graveyard after school. And yes, I was planning to skip today and the rest of the week for that matter." I answered Miroku's attacks...er...questions.
I saw Souta talking to Kanna. "So, this is the hottest and newest couple?" I said as I walked up to the teens. They blushed and we all laughed.
"Okay, these are the rules. Yes kissing, yes groping, but no fucking. Wait two days, then fuck like Hell." I said. Kanna blushed and Souta yelled, "Kagome!"
"What! I don't want nieces and newphews!" I said. "Not yet anyways." I said winking at Kanna. Souta blushed and ushered Kanna inside the school before and I qoute, 'Embarasses the living hell out of us.'
"So, what's going on?" Sang asked. I shrugged. "Come to my place tomorrow after school alright." I told her and dorve off to Miroku's, leaving the teens confused. I drove up to 'Roku's drive way and parked my car.
"Eri!" I yelled. The maid came and bowed.
"Ms. Higurashi, how can I help you?" she asked. I rolled my eyes. This girl was seriously a bitch. I mean, so what if I am going to inherit over half of the clubs and bars in the world. And I am also going to inherit trillions of dollars and many companies. Eri treated my like I ruled this world. I guess that doesn't make sense.
"Where is my aunt right now?" I asked her. Eri said that Destiny was upstairs in her room, watching t.v. When I got upstairs, I saw my aunt watching soap operas.
"Watcha watching?" I asked as I sat next to her.
"Oh, Kagome. I didn't hear you come in, which is strange since we always hear your loud music in the stereo." Destiny said. I looked offended.
"I resent that." I muttered as we watch the soap operas. "Ouch, that's gotta hurt." I said, refering to the bitch slapping that was going on between two women in the soap opera.
"No shit. Lucinda is getting to get killed. She's too nice." Destiny remarked. I snorted.
"Naw, Rachel is going to die. She might be a kiss-ass biker chick, but she's evil. You know that they always kill the interesting people." I said. Destiny laughed and agreed.
X- Coyote Ugly Bar 10:00 pm.
After school, I picked up Souta and Shippo. I spend sometime with Shippo and with Souta. A couple of hours earlier, I practiced for about 3 hours. Then I went to a quick gang meeting, I decided to work tonight. I was in the bar, serving drinks, when he came in with her. Inuyasha and Kikyo.
I practically dropped the bottle I was holding if it wasn't for Rachel who caught. "What's wrong, Ryo. Slowing down on us?" she teased. I punched her and finished pouring the drinks.
"Okay, people. I'm outta here." I yelled as I heade to the back door. I heard them groan and complain, but I didn't care. There was no way I was going to work if Inuyasha and his whore are there.
"Come, Ryo, stay. We need you." Jersey said. I shook my head.
"I'm already half drunk." I replied. Rachel punched me. "Then finish getting completly drunk." I shook my head and said no. On my way out I heard;
"I guess she's lost her touch." Taira replied. Oh hells no!
"Guess what, whore, I haven't. I'm staying till midnight!" I yelled as I put my sweater back on the locker. I was wearing a black halter top with blue faded jeans. To hide to 'marks', I put on blue and black fishnets with fingerless gloves. My hair was in it's usual ponytail and I had black eyeliner, mascara, and light blue eyeshadow. Everyone cheered in the club as they saw me come back and start working.
"Hey, everybody. Ryo here is going to sing us a couple of songs. How about it?" Rachel asked the crowd. They cheered. I knew the perfect songs to play.
"Alright. Now I dedicate this songs to Inuyasha, I love you, you scumbag." I smirked as the music began to play.
Here's the thing we started off friends.
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone
I saw the look of confusion on Inuyasha's face and almost laughed out loud. Kikyo was fuming because Inuyasha was paying attention to me and not to her.
You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long before I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since U Been Gone
I saw the look of shock on Inuyasha's face. I'm so happy that I put it there. He said he loved me and said that he would always be ther for me, well, he didn't succedd in his promises. Payback is a bitch my friends.
How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
I knew he wanted to leave with his slut, but something told him not to. It was me. I gave him a look that clearly stated that if he left, he would never live to be 18. My eyes were beginning to cloudy up, but I wasn't going to waste any more tears for him.
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
The crowd cheered. I was so close to breaking down to tears, but decided to leave that for later. I told Taira to put in another cd and play my favorite. song. I knew this song would get Inuyasha angry, and that's what I wanted.
"This next song, is dedicated to thw world. Listen to the lirycs and you know that the words are true." I said/yelled as I put my electric guitar on and began to play it.
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Cuz I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright
I finished off the song and I knew that Inuyasha got my message. My message was that I love him no matter what, and I could do better without him. However, a part of me died when he left me.
I jumped off stage and drove home. I didn't look behind me. All I left was my black tears and pieces of my broken heart. Weird, though. I never thought that I would be suffering for a boy. Not after what he did. Not after Drake.
Sorry, I haven't updated in a long-ass hell time. Vacation is coming up and I'm sad cause all my friends are leaving. And also that my frined Eli won tickets to London to go see My Chemical Romance or something like that. I forgot what band it is but I know it's a rock band.
I will update soon and if you review, think of the following questions. Who's Drake? What's all of the secrets that Kagome hides? And what is going on with Inuyasha? Why does Kagome have black tears instead of clear ones? Questions shall be answered.
Fare thee well until next time! Ja Ne
No, I'm not going anywhere for the summer, so I can update when ever.
