Disclaimer: Do you ever feel like breaking down? (Yes)
Do you ever feel out of place? (Of course)
Like somehow you just don't belong (As is life)
And no one understands you (No one ever will)
Do you ever wanna runaway? (not today)
Do you lock yourself in your room? (once before)
With the radio on turned up so loud (feel that beat)
That no one hears you screaming (Why can't I own InuYasha!)

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ShyRomantic: Thank you so much! I love writing this fic, but with the lack of time and inspiration it is getting very hard. I always enjoy reading reviews and I am so glad you reviewed. I am hoping to update at least once a week. That's my goal anyway.

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Pressing my cheek to feel the coolness of the glass as the still falling rain continues to pour outside, I could not help but think of that kiss. I mean it was my first kiss. Unless you count the one were InuYasha turned full demon and I tried to break the spell placed on him. Anyways for me it was my first kiss. A special first kiss because Miroku gave it to me. It's funny really how Miroku was always there whenever I broke down. The mischievous hentai monk. Out of anyone I would have never have thought it would be him always comforting me. Whenever InuYasha ran to Kikyou or whenever we got into another stupid fight, he was there. Miroku was also the one who stopped me from leaving for good, that is before the well decided that I should be sent back to my time. Placing my finger on the glass I started to trace patterns absently.

"Kagome," a resounding knock and soft, caring words from my mother entered the sanctuary of my bed room. Getting up I quickly opened the door.

"Yes mama," I look into her eyes while I said that.

"Are you alright?" She placed a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"Don't worry mom. I am just a little shocked with the recent events."

"Alright. I am here for you if you need me Kagome."

"I know." Smiling a bit and hugging her softly.

"Anyway it's dinnertime Kagome. Wash up, dear."

"Hai!" (means: yes or okay) I walk carefully to the bathroom and washed my hands and ran down the stairs. I mean if I recall correctly tonight was Oden night! Can't have Souta stealing my food again.

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After I finished dinner I helped mama do the dishes and went back up to my bedroom to do homework. I was just about to do my math homework, that evil thing created to torture us kids, when my mother called me from downstairs. Who would be coming at 6:22? I got up and headed to the front door. Reaching downstairs and seeing Ayumi seated at a couch talking to my mother I suddenly realized that I forgot about the said promise of working on our project tonight. (So did I Kags and I am the author)

"Hi Ayumi! Would you like to come up to my room?" I smile at her as she nodded her head. We both climbed the stairs to my room and started on our project as quickly as we entered my room. For some reason I could not concentrate. I kept looking at the same spot outside the window. Ayumi at some point in her explanation stopped and looked at me.

"Kags?" she questioned softly.

"Oh my gosh! Sorry Ayumi I wasn't paying attention."

"It's been like this all night. Anything wrong?"

"Well no. I mean ye-I don't know."

"Is it a boy?"

"How did you know?"

"You have that same look as Eri when she daydreams about her latest victim." She smirks slightly which made me feel slightly uncomfortable. I mean this Ayumi not Yuka! Yuka and Eri smirk! I smirk! Not Ayumi! "Care to tell me?"

"I don't think you would understand even if I told you." Tears threatened to fall as I said this.

"Try me Kags. Please, trust me." That did it. I broke down. I did the one thing I was fighting to do and that is cry. Ayumi came to my side and started rubbing my back listening to me as I rapidly revealed my secret. Everything about the well, the hanyou, my friends there, and him. I couldn't help it. Keeping it a secret, hiding it from her was just so hard. I can't keep anything from her. "I don't know what to do Ayumi! How should I act around him! How!" I finished.

"You love him very much, huh, Kags? You should tell him."

"I can't! I just--it's not like InuYasha. The feelings for InuYasha were never like this! How do I cure myself!"

"Tell him."

"What if he doesn't like me! I don't want to lose him." More tears. More heart wenching sobs. "What if he hates me?" Ayumi just smiled at me as she comforted me. I never realized it before, but InuYasha was just a silly crush unlike Miroku. Who I know I loved completely. With every fiber of my being. I can't lose Miroku. I just can't. I love him to much. Two words came to mind when I thought of Miroku. Soul Mate.

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I seem to be making her cry a lot. Oh well please review!

Next chapter:

Now that Kagome knows her true feelings for Miroku things get harder for her to be around him, but when a shard reveals itself, it's back to the gangs' quest. To collect the shards of the Shikon no Tama and to destroy Naraku!