Title: Uncomfortable

Rating: PG

Summary: Some of Dean's thoughts after Asylum. My first Supernatural Fic.


There's something to be said for uncomfortable silences. There quite...uncomfortable, hence the name. But the silence that was currently in the Black '67 Chevy Impala, was uncomfortable and a bit...what was the proper word...angsty. Yes, angsty and uncomfortable was a perfect way to describe the silence between the Winchester brothers. And Dean hated it. Dean by nature was a talkative person, so the silence in the car was definitely a strain on his already fragile psyche. His hands tightened around the steering until the knuckles turned white. Sam shot a glance towards his brother, but quickly turned away, guilt showing clearly on his face. Dean cursed mentally at Sam's reaction. Sam blamed himself for what happened, but Dean didn't. Yeah, the doc only attacked because Sam was already pissed at him and yeah he knew his brother had issues with him, but he knew, he knew, that Sam would never hurt him. How could he make Sam realize that? Sure Dean was hurt by his brother's words, his thoughts, but he understood. He knew that sometimes he followed Dad around like a little puppy, that he listened to everything that the man said, he knew that. He knew that he bossed his brother around, but he is the older brother and old habits die hard. Sam was justified in his thoughts, Dean knew that. But the pain in his chest kept reminding him of the absolute glee in his brother's eyes when he pulled that trigger. Dean shook his head. So not the moment he wanted to relive. The older Winchester pulled the car over suddenly and parked. Sam jerked.

"What the hell Dean?"

"I don't blame you Sammy." Dean shook his head when Sam opened his mouth to speak. "Shut up Sammy. Just know, I don't blame you." Dean started his car and drove back onto the road. Sam looked at his brother and turned back to the window with a smile on his face. There was no longer an uncomfortable, angsty silence in the car, after all who could be uncomfortable with Metallica blasting?


Was it okay? It's just really random and it's my first Supernatural fic, so I'm nervous. Anyway let me know with reviews. Thanks.