What He Always Knew
I always knew but I guess I just didn't want to admit was that from the moment my parents died He began controlling my life. Now when it matters least I can finally admit He never truly cared. I was the Weapon meant to die fighting for the "Good of Mankind". Its funny I never thought that death would be this freeing.
I always knew that to Him I was just a means to and end. Sure He may have cared once but that must have been before the prophecy stating that I had to "Kill or be killed". He had everything planned everything that ever happened to me. From the Dursleys treatment to losing my godfather Sirius. You can't tell me that He couldn't have known about Quirrel's posessin to Crouch's "Mad-eye Moody" impersonation. I know He even planned me dying with Riddle, just like I am now. I guess He got his wish along with Riddle and the Death Eaters. The Boy-Who-Lived is almost dead. I'm lying in my own blood. Fitting considering how I let Riddle win. I just stood there waiting for Riddle to show up and when he did I raised my wand up to his eye level and snapped it. Riddle's eyes showed a no small amount of shock. I think what shocked him the most was when I told him I was his to do with what he willed. That leads me up to where I am now lying in a pool of my blood. As I struggle to get up I stare into His eyes one last time.
"Dumbledore I got one last thing to say to you" I take a pause as everyone turns thinking I'm going to thank Him for helping train me. "UP YOURS" I can see the shock in everyone's eyes I said that. He just does that eye twickly thing He does and says "Point to you" even though he lost the battle he still won the war. And that's all he cares about.
