Entry 2:
Great news! I get to leave my middle school; I'm starting at a new school! But of course, I have bad news to follow. I'm starting at a new school. I'll turn back into the same loser kid, who has no friends. Great.
Entry 3:
Just had my first day at Degrassi Community School. Its okay I guess. At least I have a friend. Her name is Ashley. She's somewhat goth like me, which is a major plus. We hit it off right away and I like to consider her a best friend, but it may be too soon to judge, and of course, she may not feel the same way. She gave me her number which has to mean something. Should I call her? Probably not. She may think I'm some crazed stalker who's going to chop her head off at night. But maybe she wanted me to call her. Maybe she gave me a fake a number? Conclusion: hypothetical thoughts suck.
But dad bought me a guitar. I'm guessing because he knows how much life sucks for me. I don't have a teacher, but I picked up Guitar is for Dummies. I've learned how to play a few notes, but that's about it. Maybe I can become a huge rock star and runaway from my suck-ass life. Yet another conclusion: I am too bitter to function.
But a few great things have happened since dad is back home and I started at Degrassi:
1. Mom isn't as much as of an alcoholic like she was before.
2. I'm not such a loser
3. The obvious, my dad is home.
4. I have a guitar
5. And finally, I have become better at making lists
The not-so-freakish loser,
Ellie Nash
