Disclaimer: I don't own beyblade or the lyrics. They are from the song "Numb" by Linkin Park.
I have never been a grandson for you, have I ? You have never treated me like one.
Do I have to do this grandfather? Do I have to be a part of your wicked plans?
I wonder, have you ever regretted the things you have done? Have you ever regretted hitting me? Have you ever regretted killing your own son? Or are you just a monster like you seem? Is your heart is that empty? Isn't there even a piece of emotion in your heart? Are you deprived of humanity and love that much?
Who or whatever you are, grandfather, I am tired! Tired of playing the little puppet of yours! Tired of being the one who you want me to be. Stop playing with me! Stop using me for your wicked deeds! I am your grandson, not your tool! I am a person, not a puppet!
I have feelings grandfather and you hurt me. You killed me inside. I am still breathing, my heart still pounds but I am dead to joys and beauties of the world and it is all because of you!
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware.
Couldn't you love me, grandfather? Couldn't you bring me to the parks or tell me that you are proud of me when I was succeeded, like the other grandfathers? No, you couldn't. The things I have done were never enough for you. Every step I took, even my existence was a mistake.
"Like father, like son." they say. But I won't be like you. I won't let it happen. You won't be able to turn me into your slave. You won't be able to turn me into an emotionless, cold and cruel bastard like you are! I won't be a careless person who is hungry to power. You forced me to build ice walls around me. You forced me to wear a cold mask. But deep down I am still a caring child like I used to be.
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.
I HATE YOU! It is the only thing left in my heart. I hate you for stealing my innocence and childhood from me! I hate you for killing my parents! I hate you for staining my once innocent dreams! And I despise myself because of the blood which flows in my veins. Your stained blood!
Look at me and be proud of yourself! Be proud of the monster you created! Be proud of the lives you screwed!
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