Chapter 8: "What Do I Do Now?"
Shawn speeds Lita's car down the street and stops by a local Speedway gas station. He parks in a parking spot by the air tank. He takes out the keys and bonks his head on the steering wheel.
"Fuck… Shit… I'm such a damn jerk." Shawn slaps himself. "What do I do, now?" He takes out his phone and stares at the case. He caresses it, and smiles. She wants me back. But… I promised myself I would never be back with her. She hurt me… She really hurt me. But… I miss her so damn much. She told me she wanted to be back with me. Did she actually leave him? Does she really ask for forgiveness? Does she really want to be a family again? Lita… Lita is helping me through this. Lita is being a really good friend. Actually one of the best friends that I've had in a long time. I.. I may be in love with her. I miss my wife, though. Family, or good friend? Which one should I chose! Shawn punches the steering wheel in frustration. "Damn!" He rubs his forehead. I can't live through this anymore. I'm telling her that I can't be there. Wait. I don't want to hurt her. "Who should I pick!" Shawn yells. Okay. Shawn starts up the car again. I've made my choice… Shawn pulls out of the parking lot, and leaves the gas station.
End Chapter Eight
