So anyways, I am sorry last chapter was depressing, but this one is too...I am starting to rethink my rating for this story, and I think it should be 'M'...because of this next chapter...
WARNING! THERE IS A LEMON in case you dont know what a lemon is...and you have a virgin mind...then just skip this chapter, because basically the whole thing is bad...so if you dont want to read it...just skip it...but I mean, if you do skip the chapter, then you will be missing out on part of the story that will kinda define the next chapter. But it's your choice, it isnt too bad, but it is sad for Starfire, and please dont flame me for hurting Star...she WILL bounce back! I swear!
Well...you DONT have to skip the chapter, I will put A TTTT at the end of the 'bad' part...and you can scroll down to there...
Chapter 14: Humiliation
Starfire's eyes flickered open. It was only seven at night…did she have a great sleep. She looked at the body next to her and saw that he was fast asleep.
Starfire slowly stepped out of bed, grabbed her clothes, and made her way over to the bathroom.
As she opened the door, she heard Robin stir behind her. "Whatcha doin?" he asked.
"Getting in the shower, you are welcome if you like."
"Maybe I'll join you in a little bit." He sat up, rubbing his face, still tired.
She moved the curtain over; a shiver went up her spine as her feet touched the cold shower floor. She turned on the shower and let the water run over her naked body, rinsing her beautiful auburn hair. She took the soap and started to rub it all over her body when she noticed a figure standing outside the curtain.
"Hey, baby, you decided to wake up, huh?" she said softly as she let the water wash off the soap.
The figure moved closer without answering, "Huh, baby?" she asked again.
The figure didn't answer, "Robin?" she softly whispered when she saw a knife shaped object come out from behind his back.
"ROBIN!" she let out a little scream before the curtain was pulled and the knife was around her neck.
"Hey Nightblade…" a harsh whisper came out of him as he held up the knife to her neck. "Not a word, a sound, or anything. If I see your hands glow, if I see you reach, I will slice your throat and it will be a fast and painless death for you. Let me tell you though, it won't be painless for Robin when he sees your dead body on the floor with blood streaming from your neck. Is that what you want?" he whispered and Starfire fought back tears, closing her eyes and biting her lip. "Didn't think so…" he said, "Now do as I say. Grab a towel and wrap it around you." She did that. She could hear footsteps coming closer to the bathroom.
"Starfire? I heard a scream." Robin's voice came from the other side. "Star?" he asked again when he didn't hear anything.
"Now, hold onto your clothes." Starfire grabbed her clothes, holding them up to her chest where she was holding the towel loosely around her body. "You can scream if you really want…it won't help…" he whispered. Robin barged into the room, he was in his complete uniform already. Red X turned to face Robin, his knife up to Starfire's neck and her, desperately trying to hold onto everything in this time.
"ROBIN…help." She managed to whisper, tears glistened her cheeks.
"Star…Red X! Let her go!" Robin said, holding his stance.
"Any closer, she dies." Red X smiled under his mask.
"Please…" Robin sighed, "Let her go."
"Let me think about that…no!" he laughed, "So, did you two have tons of fun today?" he mocked.
"Actually…" Starfire smiled, "He might be even better than you, X…"
"What did you say?" he pushed the knife up to Starfire's throat giving her a tiny cut, just enough to let blood stream down.
"Starfire, be quiet!" Robin shouted.
"But it's true…" she sighed.
"I'll kill you." Red X said.
"No you won't." Starfire yelled, "You said you loved me, you couldn't stand to see harm come to me."
"Unless it is from me…" he brought the blade further to her throat. "And besides, if I was forced to do this, your death would be quick and painless. I never said it would be painless for either of us." He nodded at Robin. "Well, it was nice to see you again, but I would like to take this princess with me. Robin, please, stand there and watch if you must…I don't care. One step closer and she will die." He added as Robin started to walk forward.
"Now do exactly as I say." X said to Starfire who nodded in return, biting her lip. She could feel blood trickle down her neck. X brought the knife up, creating a little circle, and flipped her around.
What are you doing? Slade asked, I told you to bring her to me to kill
"Change of plans, Slade…Please, let me do this…you will like it…" he whispered, "Now, Starfire, take off my mask." She did… "Starfire, drop your towel." She was hesitant, but she finally did. "Now, kiss me, and no biting…" he saw disappointment enter Star's eyes as she reached in, kissing him lightly on the lips. Robin watched in disgust the entire time, wanting to cry. The other Titans came in to see what the ruckus was.
"What is going on, what's with all the yelling?" Cyborg walked inside, seeing Robin stare at something. He saw that Robin's face was entirely white, "Robin?"
Starfire had broken the kiss slightly and glanced in fear at who was coming. She started to reach for her towel, but X pressed the knife closer to her skin and she dropped it in an instant. When she glanced back, Robin saw her eyes; they were full of sorrow, pain, sadness and fear. But they were overflowing with tears.
"What's going…" Raven stopped when she saw what Robin was seeing. Starfire felt a sharp pain in her neck, urging her to continue, and she did. She had to, or Robin would suffer. He was suffering now. She wondered which would hurt him more, watching this or her death. She knew if she died, she would never be able to make it better, but if she continued, she would have a chance.
"Come on…" X whispered as she started kissing him all over again.
Cyborg and Beastboy stared at the two, making out right there. All they had to do was charge, but if they did, Star would die…she was already naked, exposed, humiliated, and terrified.
The four Titans started to leave, when Starfire screeched in pain. "Don't leave, watch. Come one, it's like live porn!"
With every minute that passed, Starfire felt weaker, like she was going to fall. Robin felt like he was going to throw up and so did Cy. His little sister was hurting…and he couldn't do anything about it. Beastboy felt sick to his stomach as well, but being the little one, he was still a little intrigued, and with his hormones, he couldn't help feeling a something hard in his pants…he couldn't control it, however much he tried. He felt nails clawing into his chest when he noticed that Raven was embracing him, her head in his chest and her hand there too. She couldn't bear to watch it, and every time she buried her head in his chest, Starfire screeched.
Beastboy took his arms and pulled Raven into him, as if to show her he would keep her safe. It relaxed Raven a little, but not very much, her best friend was…she shuddered.
"Your hands aren't doing anything." He whispered in her mouth.
"What do you want me to do?" she whispered back.
"Pull me out from my pants." She started to pull down his pants, but he stopped her, "There's a zipper."
She nodded again, unzipping his pants, pulling his hard dick out and started tracing her long fingers up and down it.
"You aren't into this, are you?" he asked. When she shook her head, he smiled, "Well, I don't care." He grabbed her hands, keeping the dagger in one of his own, then pushed her against the wall.
The next thing Starfire knew, X was pushing himself into her, and back out. He did this three times, hurting her every time. Every time he did, she felt like she was going to break. She screamed from the pain and pressure. Once he finished, he whispered, "Put me away." And she did.
The next thing he did was almost worse. He positioned one hand in the center of her back, taking his other and traced an 'S' in her chest, saying loud enough for the team to hear, "A present from Slade. And this is from me, so every time you and Robin are -------, and his hand traced the scar, he will remember this moment, this fun we had in front of him." He cut an 'X' on her left hip bone. It was small, but deep. Starfire screamed in pain. She put back on his mask when he told her to, and he flipped her back around, putting the knife at her throat.
TTTT um...this is the end of the lemon/'bad' part...so you know!
"Well, Titans, it was fun!" he said, then let Starfire drop to the floor and he jumped out the window and out of sight.
Starfire was on the floor, her head down, trying to keep herself covered with her hands. Robin took the towel there on the ground, draping it over her naked body.
"Let's get you to the infirmary." He whispered as he picked her up in his strong hands, carrying her to the Hospital wing. "Raven, grab a fresh pair of clothes for us and meet us up there."
Raven nodded, and walked into Starfire's room, Beastboy trailing behind her. He needed to talk to Raven…badly.
Cyborg followed Robin, wanting to soothe his little sister.
Robin seemed to be whispering something in Starfire's ear, which seemed to calm her down a lot.
When they reached the room, he lay her down on the bed. Once she was sat down, Cyborg went right to work. He moved the towel just so he could see the 'S' on her chest.
"Well, at least it is your initial." He smiled at her.
"No… 'K' is my initial, this is the initial of Slade." Starfire sighed.
"K?" Robin asked, sitting next to her, holding her hand while Cyborg numbed the area and started sewing stitches in it, closing the wound. Starfire lay with her eyes closed the entire time.
"My name is not Starfire, it is Koriand'r. On Earth only is it Starfire. The only people from my planet who call me by that name are family and friends. I must face my destiny. I am a princess of Tamaran, and I will have to go up there one of these days and take my place as Queen."
"But, Star…please don't leave us." Robin pleaded, "I love you."
"I do not know if I can look into the faces or eyes of anyone in this tower again." She sighed, "I have to leave, Robin, not today, but on my twenty-first birthday, I must leave."
"So you aren't leaving anytime soon." Cyborg smiled, "Good…I don't know what we would do if we lost you again, Star."
"You guys would be fine." She smiled, "You don't need such a horrible person in your lives anyways. I am so ashamed."
"Why?" Robin asked.
"What do you mean why?" Starfire rose her voice a little bit. "Ouch!" she yelled when Cyborg cut the thread.
"All done." He said, "Star, it wasn't your fault."
"Yes, it was. I shouldn't have stood there. There was a minute where I could've attacked him, but I didn't."
"It's hard to come up with an attack right there on the spot." Robin smiled, "Even I am bad at that. I have to think about it for a few seconds before I attack. He knew what he was going to do right when he locked that door."
Tears started to fall from her eyes as she thought back at it. "I'm so sorry…I feel like a horrible person, a worse girlfriend and a terrible friend. Did you see the look on Raven's face? And you, Robin, you were white, Cyborg, you just looked angry, and Beastboy, well he…tried to look disgusted but well…huh."
"He is sick…I'm sorry, I think he was just reacting to Raven because she was clinging to him like crazy." Cyborg said. "Starfire. Everything happens for a reason, and brings out good things. Like is like a large puzzle…and all you see is one piece. Every year, every day, every minute, one of those pieces is revealed. We can't see the whole picture yet, but it is good. It will be great, Star…I am already seeing the results of you taking off. Because you left, you and Robin became closer. Because of just now, Raven and Beastboy are probably going to become closer. Starfire...don't worry. We all know that he forced you to do those things."
"Yeah Star…I still love you just the same as I did this morning. Nothing can change the way I love you." Robin said to her, reaching in and giving her a long kiss on the lips.
"Thanks…" She wiped a tear from her eyes as she reached up to give Cyborg a hug.
"Now!" Cyborg said when they let go, "On to the leg." He moved the towel so he could see the little 'X' on her hip. "This one's really deep." He said, starting to numb this area and clean up the blood.
TTTT
Raven and Beastboy walked together to the Hospital Wing, not saying a word. They both knew that the other didn't really want to talk about…them…after such an episode. Raven choked back tears when they entered the room, "Star…" she whispered as she watched Cyborg sew up the X.
"Raven!" Starfire smiled as her best friend walked in.
"How are you, Star." Raven asked, showing some sympathy in her voice, while she floated quickly over to where Starfire was sitting. Then she spoke, "I brought you some clothes. I thought you would prefer a pair of extra low pants and underwear because of, well…that." She pointed at the X. "So I brought you a pair with an elastic waist so you can roll it until it doesn't hurt anymore." She smiled.
"And a baggy shirt, right?" Starfire asked, smiling.
"Yeah…because of the 's'" she said, then placed her hands over where Cyborg had put the bandage. "Azarath Metrion Zynthos." She chanted and the wound started to decrease.
"It is gone!" starfire smiled in delight for all that was remaining of the 's' was a deep scratch and stitches.
"Well, keep the stitches in just in case it opens a little bit more." Cyborg said.
"Alright, now to the hip." Raven said, placing her hands over that and repeated her chanting. "This one is deeper, I could only heal it enough to the same type of cut that one used to be." She said, pointing to the 's'.
Starfire stared at the ground, she didn't care as much about the 's' but she didn't want the 'x' to be left there. It will remind her of all the times she and Red X slept together, and, of course, what just happened. This was scarred into her life, her memories.
Just then, the four Titans started to blink, their costumes, that is, flashing red. Robin pulled out his communicator to see Slade's face. "Team, Slade's north, at the corner of South St. and Maine."
"I'll stay here with Starfire." Raven smiled, "now we can have a girl to girl talk, finally, without you guys butting in."
"I can come…" Starfire smiled, pushing up, "I wish to help."
"No." Robin said, "I can't let you do that, you need to rest. Raven, good idea, stay here with Star. Call us if anything happens." And with that, the three boys were gone.
