chapter 2 recollections, breakfast trouble! May 2, 1998
I woke up this morning my arm draped over harry and my leg entwined around his leg. rubbing my eyes, I sat up looking over at him still laying there looking as peaceful as ever. realizing me being half naked over him I decided fuck it I need to get changed and I needed to shower properly. looking over to my dresser wondering what I could where today.
I look over at the clock it has been 18 hours since I passed out after fixing harry. Shit, wow light headedness is a bitch, I flopped back down on the bed. from next to me I hear "Ginny no I am sorry!" I spun around Harry is still passed out and curling up into the fetal position. I can't leave him like this I leaned back and pulled him closer to give him a kiss on the forehead. When his eyes shot open radiating a power that felt like his but intensified to a scary level.
With the hairs on the back of my head standing like an electric shock, I moved my hand ever so slowly towards him "h-h-harry it's me its ok." shit I haven't been this vulnerable in quite some time, I began to move towards the wall adjacent to the bed. Harry turning to look at me eyes going from a dilated pupal to full and loving tenderness. He looked back into my eyes his in turn sparkling I could feel my face burning with the heat of a thousand suns. "How did you sleep last night?" he asked in a cheeky tone.
I wonder did he wake up in the middle of the night to look at me and was he saying something because of how I laid on top of him? realizing I was still laying on him in a rather lover like fashion I began to blush and frantically wanted to stand up. That's when he pulled me close crying saying, "I am so sorry!" but I want to tell you everything if you will listen?" so I sat up 'is this why he left me without any goodbyes last summer preparing for what might be coming' I nodded.
I'll listen but first you must promise not to do that to me again, I don't know if I can handle you dyeing again. He began to tell me about the horcruxes, he told me about the times him and Hermione wandered with Ron around the different forests, how Ron was controlled by the locket and left. I started to cry he wiped my cheeks and said, "don't be sad it was rough we all lost part of our self's out there, do you want to know what kept me sane?" I nodded not being able to speak, pain and contempt flowing from my eyes as he pulled out a parchment the was folded rather odd. He said, "this was how ginny, I solemnly swear I am up to no good." The parchment started to bleed as well as unfold, to my surprise it showed the entire map of Hogwarts.
He pulled me close "I looked at this map every night and watched you, I know it might sound creepy, but I felt better knowing you were safe." Happiness and joy filled my hart as well as pain, knowing that I was somehow able to help him. He then proceeded to tell me about meeting Dumbledore in a blinding white light version of king's cross station and speaking to Dumbledore about the outcome of his sacrifice and that he had choices. I smiled when he told me that in a funny way, he only had one choice, that was he had to come home. I leaned in and got a rather good kiss reminding me of all those years ago on the Hogwarts grounds
I went to the dresser, and I pulled out a crimson red lace with a matching red bra and a crimson red v neck from there I went over to the closet wondering what I should wear since we are going to Gringotts today. but then I noticed my pants id wear usually where weren't there and the other one "sniff," had an Oder. dear morgana that would make Buber tuba puss smell like roses. I sigh looked over to some military cargo pants I had Hermione buy me before they left last year on the end of the bed. I smiled mom must have done some laundry, I walked over after changing my bra and panties making sure I face away from harry.
Can't let him look at the goods early now I headed to the end of the bed and hike them up. well, they certainly seemed to fit tighter. I turned to harry; he had grabbed a shirt with a lot of holes in it I laughed what a goof. ' what,' he said "it's perfectly fine." "Fine I don't think so it looks like you just crawled out of a dumpster behind Brogan and Burks, I stopped my mind racing for a solution "give me a sec." I haphazardly thew on my v neck and raced out of the room to Percy's bedroom and knocked. "Hay big brother I have a question" I had used this before, but I usually conveyed that I was asking for something, he looked out "yeah what can I help my baby sister with."
I thought for a second Do you have some shorts i could borrow for a bit?" this confused him but only for a second. he nodded and shut the door I heard a bang and a clash it sounded like a rhino in a China shop, after a few second and my foot tapping. "Yeah, just" clash something else fell "you know you are a lot like mom with that impatient tapping you, do he peeked his head out.
"Here I don't know why though. is it a prank ginny you know it is way too early? I put my palm to his face and shoved him back into his bedroom and pull the door closed. "That's for a need to know and you don't. anyways ill barrow these just until 4 and you'll have them back". I walked into the bedroom put those on at least they might fit. You need to be somewhat decent looking, till we get you some new clothing might have to go to madam Milkins shop.
I then threw him, one of my shirts put that on "you...Shure?' he stammered his face turning crimson god that's a good look on him. Pulling myself back to reality. "Might be a tight fit harry but you'll have to deal with it for now. we went downstairs to have breakfast, mom seemed to be taking things well it did not seem like she had anything bothering her. I could smell the smokiness of the sausage and the sweet succulent taste of salty Bacon and ham. As the smell of gooey cheesy eggs wafted up to my nose, my stomach did a leap and turned inside out. god I am starving I grabbed harry's hand and dragged him downstairs, stopping short when we saw Hermione and Ron, Hermione more accurately sitting on Ron's lap. harry sat down "hay Ron, Hermione; wow molly breakfast smells Really nice."
though he may have been able to fool mom Hermione and Ron, he didn't fool me that seem too rehearsed too stoic. I bounced around and whispered in his ear, "nice try mister I could tell that was rehearsed." He looked down I lifted his chin and kissed his cheek, "if you want to talk then tell me ok love." at this Ron shot up turned to harry and said, "mate you, me outside now." I knew what was coming Ron Sticking his nose in my life, "no you can say it here Infront of me and harry." Ron said, 'no I just want to chat" and stepped out the back door.
I heard muffliato I looked around to Hermione, sad and anger boiling in her face she put her finger to her lips and swished her wand. suddenly as if the volume to my life had been turned down and now back to full volume, "saggy tits harry the fuck is your problem?" "…..well Ron, "harry started but Ron cut him off. "..don't Ron me for fucks sake you died little over 24 hours ago, now you have her wrapped around your finger like nothing happened. did it occur.." his voice trailed off I was pissed so was Hermione, we both decided that it was enough. I stood up and pulled out my wand but Hermione beet me to it. with what I assume is a bombarda spell variant silently cast. as she was next to me in the same instance, I felt better knowing that Hermione was on my side.
"RONAL BILLIUS WEASLY How FUCKING DARE YOU! WHAT IN MORGANAS LEFT TIT?" "GINNY," moms voice rang threw the door. "NO MOM HE HAS STUCK HIS NOSE WHERE IT DOSNT BELONG," turning back on Ron. "NOW RON...YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BERATE HIM, you of all people you stand there knowing full well what he just went through. you're getting mad at him for wanting me it's mutual. I CHOSE Him and he chose me! just because I cry you want to defend me now of all times, well news flash I don't need it, my tears were of sadness fucker." At this my tears begin to swell, with almost unusual speed harry was next to me in an instant "I cried yes but I was crying tears, because we lost our brother.
I was crying because I had a feeling last year that harry was going on a suicide mission and it killed me yes.", Ron began to open his mouth to which I responded with my hand and Hermione in turned and said, "no Ron listen to her." my tears had started to flow, "I was crying yesterday because I saw the love of my life in my best friends arms dead at the hands of lord Voldemort. I thought I'd end up like great aunt marg or aunt tessy, alone forever and I wanted to throw my self of the bridge, because what was worth living? I now get to try with no interference, except day-to-day life. We want to build our relationship and hear you are trying to destroy any chance I have!'
after I finished, I turned to harry tears flowing just like it had two days ago, harry was using my shirt to wipe away my tears and looking into my face with admiration caring and determination. "...well... well, where is he going to be sleeping?" at that point I heard my father clear his throat, well he will be sleeping in her room Ron. if you have a problem with it you can talk to me." dad had been standing in the background, I kept wondering how long dad had been there, as harry put his hand on my head then smiled at dad, at which Ron blurted out. "Why are they an exception to the rule?" dad just smiled, "molly dear can you come give me back up to what was talked about last night. At that point mom stepped over to dad's side, eyes filled to the brim with tears.
She must have been worried about losing another family member due to a spat. "Ron me and your mother were talking last night, and we've decided." mom cut in her voice kind of choppy, "to get rid of the old separation rule we only ask that after 12 you keep noise to a minimum. also, if you must do anything well you guys know the spells." my dad came back, "but I'd rather not have little ones running around yet." To which Ron Hermione and harry blushed, "now come inside and eat, especially you harry Hermione and Ron you look like the dead." to which harry stiffened up I turned and pulled him close you want to talk as I looked into his eyes they turned into a gray blank emerald green with tears, I felt him start to fall and I was scared for the second time this morning.
"MOM!" I called out and harry fell to his knees I seized my wand and from my father I heard aresto momento. harry just seemed to slowly fall to the ground as I picked him up with the help of dad and took him to my room, with Hermione and Ron's help I put him in bed, dad turned to me "why did he collapse?" I asked "I don't know mom said you look like the dead and he glossed over" at witch my father stood up walked over to the clock and yelled up "pers."
"yes" came Percy's voice from upstairs. can you send a protronus to Kingsley I need to speak to him urgently and let him know I am calling off?
Molly dear I need to speak with you." He then turned to me "ginny will you go with Hermione and Ron for a bit "hurt devastated again. I felt like I was losing harry all over again" I started to step out and heard harry scream out, "no ginny please don't leave!" I turned around but harry was still asleep, at which dad said "I think I know what's going on. ginny stay with harry as I step out. "Tell me what's going on" with a voice break at which my dad turned and said, "I need to ask Kingsley and your mother first."
I woke up nightmares still pounding in my head. looking next to me seeing ginny bloody damn half naked, wearing a blue lace. looking half afraid I remember the thought of last night, I figured now the mask would have to work. I proceed to tell ginny the events of the past nine months from thinking she hates me to Ron leaving us to seeing Dumbledore.
seeing my mom, dad and my god father trying to hold back the pain of the loss we suffered I apologized to her, and she immediately turned my head and with a blaze of passion in her eyes, the care I see framed by her fiery red headedness. "You don't have to apologize! It is Ron who should," I thought for a moment.
she wasn't wrong, there where some things Ron and I, still needed to talk about. then the thought of Hermione reprimanding me along with ginny floated though my mind. I realized it would probably be better to forgive and forget. I turned trying to hide the simmering guilt, hiding out in the dark back of my mind. "He may be a Belland babe, but we all went through a lot out there it changed us some in a way, more in others. hell, I might not be the same." ginny turned to me her eyes fiery with rage. I have come to see this only seconds before a spell was hurled. Softened to a warm glow the kind of eyes that would bright the darkest parts of my mind. The kind of a look that a spouse or kind mother gives when she turns her focus from her anger to tender care. we had leaned rather close I could smell the strawberry shampoo she always used.
It is that of a comforting smell that brings me bliss. My stomach grumbled the need of food getting to both of us we shared a fruitful laugh. I looked over at the clothes laden on the floor. my shirt with many holes from the battle from yesterday and my jacket on the dresser slashed and gashed all over. I looked around blushing realizing that my pants were torn, and I was not in them. just sitting on the bed in my underwear I fetched my pants and pulled them up. I'll have to get some pants or robes at diagon alley but that will have to wait. I heard a chortle accompanied by a laugh. I looked over to see ginny shaking her head, I began to stand up and she pushed me back onto the bed. "You," she started "wait here." out the door she went upon returning to the room holding red basketball shorts and tossing them to me.
"You will not leave this room in those pairs of pants, but in the shorts I grabbed as a favor. Breakfast first then from there, we will go to diagone alley, but first breakfast I can smell bacon." she turned as I stood up, I noticed ginny standing in her military cargo pants. Hung a little lower than necessary I could see she sported a red high pair of panties. with a low-cut crimson red v neck blushing and relishing at the thought of her sitting on my lap I immediately looked down as she giggled and asked, "well are you coming down?" I thew on the shorts which fit surprisingly as well as comfortable. I walked downstairs with a shirt ginny tossed as we left the room. As I took each step downstairs I hadn't realized how much physical pain I was in. I spent a little too much time internally analyzing my physical pain.
when I looked up I noticed on the coffee table from Christmas was the one Weasley we lost this time, as my brain flooded to all who lost their lives. I turned being dragged by ginny and saw Hermione sitting on Ron's lap and laugh 'I wonder what happened to them?' I turned "hay Ron, Hermione; as I sat down it smells great molly." satisfied thinking I had hidden the disturbances well enough in my head, ginny leaned over. "Nice try mister," as she kissed my lips. I was blinded temporarily from the supple taste of her lips on mine, I could stay like this for ever and feel bliss. "If you want to talk then tell me ok love," I opened my eyes to see Ron's in flames. he shot up "harry, you, me, outside now mate." I stood up ginny started "no Ron."
he put his hand up and I was curious as to what he wanted to say so we walked out the back door into the gardens and he turned and silently cast muffliato at the door. I raised my eyebrows, "never knew you could cast that." "That doesn't matter right now mate, first what in merlins, saggy, tits, harry? the fuck is your problem?" "…..well Ron, "I started to say but he cut me off. "..don't Ron me for fucks sake you died little over 24 hours ago now you have her wrapped around your finger like nothing happened, did it occur to you that you already broke her hart once." at which Ginny cut in ""RONAL BILLIUS WEASLY How FUCKING DARE YOU! WHAT IN MORGANAS LEFT TIT," "GINNY." came molly's voice rang thorough the door, "NO MOM HE HAS STUCK HIS NOSE WHERE IT DOSNT BELONG." Ginny whirled around on Ron, "NOW RON ... YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BERATE HIM you of all people. You stand there knowing full well what he just went through and you're getting mad at him for wanting me, it's mutual I CHOSE Him, and he chose me!"
my brain was racing she wants me like truly wants me. Ginny continued "just because I cry you want to defend me now of all times well news flash Ron I don't need it my tears were of sadness fucker." I could see tears in her eye swell. every part of me wanted to hex Ron for making her cry, at which another voice in my head said you don't have any place, you made her cry. so I just looked on as she continued, "I cried yes but I was crying tears because we lost our bother. I was crying because I knew last year that harry was going on a suicide mission, and it killed me yes." Ron began to open his mouth to which ginny held her hand up, as Hermione cut in as she turned she said "no Ron listen to her." her tears started to stream down her rosy cheeks she continued, "I was crying yesterday because I saw the love of my life in my best friends arms, dead at the hands of lord Voldemort. I thought I'd end up like great aunt Marg, or aunt teasy alone forever.
I wanted to throw my self of the bridge because what was worth living. I now get to try with no interference, except day-to-day life. We get build our relationship and here you are trying to destroy any chance I have!' after she finished she turned to me tears flowing like the waterfall in Gringotts bank something took over inside of me, in a flash using her shirt she gave me to wipe away her tears. I began to investigate her face trying to convey without speaking my love and care for her as well as how much I admire her as a person and my love. "...well... well, where is he going to be sleeping?" at that point I heard Arthur clear his throat, well he will be sleeping in her room. Ron if you have problem you can talk to me." dad had been standing in the background as I put my head on her shoulder trying tnot to act smug. I then smiled at Arthur there at which Ron blurted out. "Why are they an exception to the rule." Arthur just smiled, "molly dear can you come give me back up to what was talked about last night," Suddenly he was flanked by molly.
"Ron me and your mother were talking last night and we've decided.." molly cut in "to get rid of the old separation rule, we only ask that after 12 you keep noise to a minimum and that if you must do anything well you guys know the spells." Arthur came back, "but I'd rather not have little ones running around yet." to which I felt a sense of burning heat rise, "now come inside and eat especially you harry Hermione and Ron you look like the dead." my legs felt week, and everything rather quickly faded to black again I was in darkness. surrounded by Dennis and Fred, harry why did we have to die, but I didnt want you to you should have done better been stronger."
