Chapter 6: Hidden thoughts

"Van Hellsing." he bowed in bow his black hood slid to reveil his golden locks of hair. He lifted his head to face me. He looked familiar somehow. Then I beagain to think of Integra."You are Sera Victoria."

"Yes I am." I sniffled.

"Why do you cry?"

"What are you doing here?" He stiffened.

"I live here."

"Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing lives here." I said in a snippy tone.

"No she won't."

"Is that a threat?" I eyed him suspiciously. Then I thought of all the pictures on the floor and beagain to choke on my tears.

"NO it's not." He glanced at the pictures then back at me."Take me to Sir Integra." My eyes narrowed to him. 'If hes trys anything...' He grabbed my hand and pulled me with him threw the darkness."Think of where were going." I did what he said we did not arrive on the ceiling but right in front of Integra's desk when we landed I snatched my hand away from him.

"Who are you." Integra scowled. Van Hellsing backed away from her desk and continued to walk back until he hit a large portrait in her room. The man in the portrait looked almost exactally like Van Hellsing. I hit Integra's desk in shock. Van Hellsing smiled. I looked at Integra she didn't look shocked just angry at Van Hellsing.

"Don't I look familiar." he had a smug look on his face like he won and he knew it."I'm your 29th Great Grandfather." Integra made a low growl. I just was speechless 'What do you say to him' Then a thought came to me maybe it's another trick the same one that vampire played claiming to be her sister.

"My family of the Van Hellsing would never become a undead monster!" Integra was furious. 'Then it must be a trick'

"Seras it is no trick." A voice submerged from behind me.

"Alucard?" Van Hellsing appeared surprised."Weren't you in the dugeon." Alucard satanical smiled formed on his lips.

"It was fun." I glanced back from my former 'Master' to the paintings double."While it lasted."

"Alucard who is this." Integra leaned over her desk her eyes almost pleaded for a different answer I looked a Van Hellsing he smiled at me then I turned away."This is not one of my family is it!?" Alucard leaned over to almost touch Integra.

"He is who he says." I glanced at Van Hellsing again he stared around the office as if looking for something. He felt around the wall for something.

"What are you doing." Van Hellsing didn't answer. Suddenly he became fascinated with a piece of paneling in the wall he played with it for awhile. Then the wall beagain to open I backed up again against the desk. Van Hellsing stepped in to the opening he mostioned us to follow him. Alucard walked without heistation then walked in Integra I followed in last behind her. I looked ahead to see a table with old chair and hung on the walls were the Van Hellsing creast. The table appeared to be set for many and rotton bits of food still hung on the plate. Van Hellsing, Alucard, and Integra went over to the small bookshelf on a corner of the room. While I glanced at the table carfully I smelled in blood. My body was compelled to kneel and sniff the table I searched it for that smell slowly it lead me to underneath the table. I lifted up the table cloth the smell of rotting flesh inhabited the air then I saw a decomposing body on the ground.

"Well I'll show you the other rooms." I dropped the cloth. Alucard and Integra walked into a doorway but Van Hellsing stayed here."You found it didn't you." I had a perplexed look on my face guess because Van Hellsing continued."We had to leave very quickly you see during dinner a...most unfortunate accident you see...Alucard.."

"Are you coming." Integra called from the other room.

"Yes!" Van Hellsing returned the calling."Shall we." He lowered a hand to help me up and held my hand. He just stood still and suddenly he was moving and we were in the room with Alucard and Integra. He realeased his bind on my hand. 'How did he do that?' 'You will do it soon as well' a foreign voice in my head answered. 'What?' I looked at Alucard but he was examineing something in the room not even noticeing me. Then I looked at Van Hellsing. He grinned I beagain to think about what he said in my room.

(Flash back)

'Seras why are you thinking so hard.'

"Who are you!"

"I am I."

"Don't play stupid what is your name!"

"I would not hurt my own."

"I am not your kind freak."

"I am not freak."

"Then what are you?"

"If one looks dead is one, If one is dead should one look dead?"

"What the hell is that supposed to mean."

"You were not always vampire." Then to Integra's words."I have another undead monster to deal with."

"I am a monster," I remembered myself crying."I am a monster!"

"The monster is not you." I suddenly remembered the figure that was now above me."They are the monsters in human skin they are there only to feed us and to become more of us."

"Your mad."

"No you are no judge of what is mad or sane. I was you and you had a time of time killing those humans."

"I'll ask you again who are you!?"

"Van Hellsing. You are Seras Victoria."

"Yes I am."

"Why do you cry?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I live here."

"Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing lives here."

"No she won't."

"Is that a threat?"

"No it's not."

(End Flash back)

"Is something wrong Seras?" Alucard asked me.

"No nothing is wrong." I answered. I could tell that Van Hellsing beamed when I hadn't told are conversation. It seemed I had to not tell something made me feel like I was protecting my family. 'An odd feeling this is.' Van Hellsing picked up a book and showed it to Integra while Alucard came over to me.

"Seras don't lie to me." he whispered into my ear."I know something isn't right."

"Why don't you just read my mind." Alucard looked away.

"I can't."

"Why?" Alucard walked away and followed where Van Hellsing led Integra there was a hallway hidden by a giant rug hanging on the wall. 'Why wouldn't he be able to read my mind it never stopped him before.' 'Because I wouldn't let him' Van Hellsing answered. My eyes grew wide.

tomiie789:Sorry it took so long.