Chapter 2

Paranoid

This chapter unlike the first one is written from Dick's perspective. Please submit your reviews!!!

I watched Tim as he left Bludhaven headed back home towards Gotham. At first I thought nothing of what had just happened. Then the shock settled in... I kissed him. I kissed him deeply, I kissed him passionately, and I kissed him as though we were lovers. I'm not gay.

I've never kissed another guy like that... I've never even found myself wanting to have sex with another guy. I'm not gay. Then I also remembered that Tim was still in high school. He was still a minor.

My god what've I done?! How sick have I become? And Tim... Tim's my friend.. I'm not suppose to do things like that with him. Oh god, Tim probably thinks I'm a sick freak.. He was probably just to scared to say so.

I closed my eyes and sat down on the roof top. I tried to clear my head. The night air was as polluted as ever, the city was loud and noisy, and the roof tops had a slight hazy type of fog on top of them. Then my thoughts drifted.

Back to Tim, back to the kiss. I had held Tim so closely to me, his lips felt so soft as I had pushed mine on to his. His arms felt good across my back. I remember sound of his breathing, how I could feel his heart beating so close to mine as I explore his mouth with my tongue. I then thought back to what was said after the kiss.

Tim said that he loved me and I said that I loved him to. But I've never been in that sort of relationship with a guy. I'm not gay. I then thought back to Tim. My god I know I really do love him... probably more then words could ever. I'm not gay. I'm not gay. I'm just... in love with Tim that's all.

Preview of next chapter: Tim and Dick were being watched but by who. How will Barbara react when she learns about Tim and Dick's relationship and what does she intend to about it.