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Cooking? Please. I burnt what ever I was supposed to be cooking. Kagome's friend, Yuka kicked me out of the kitchen with a disapproving glare.

"Hey sis!" Kagome yelled catching up with me. I waved and we started out of the school. My cell phone rang in my pocket as I walked down the hall. The ICP tune rang through the halls and Kagome gave it a look that indicated she didn't like it. I loved it. I pulled it out and read the caller ID. "Soda." I muttered running out of the school and answering it.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey hic Baby girl."

"Soda what have you been doing?" He sounded drunk. I hated that, and he knew it.

"Oh nothing, hic just hanging with the guys. Hic"

"Soda you liar you have been drinking." I said feeling my anger return.

"I have hic not." He said.

"Soda!" I screamed into the phone. "You know I hate that! Than you lie about it! What kind of brother are you?"

"But hic…" I hung up without letting him finish. I turned my phone on vibrate and ran through the roads to Kagome's home. I ran through the doors and upstairs. I threw open a draw and pulled out a razor, pressing it to my left arm.

A hand grabbed my arm and pulled it behind my back. I dropped the blade in surprise. "Let go!" I yelled pulling against them. "What the hell are you doing?" InuYasha's voice rang loudly in my ear. "It's nothing that concerns you!" I replied pulling hard against him. I turned against the way he was holding my arm and cart wheeled, catching him off guard. He let go but pinned me to a wall as soon as I stood up. "Leave me alone. I can do what I want!" I screamed feeling tears and cursing myself inwardly. I sank to my knees and sobbed into my knees. "That guy on the phone. He was drinking and you love him huh?" I nodded at his words. "Your brother?" I nodded again. "Hey kid get up. Don't worry he's ok. Or will be." He said rubbing my head. "He promised me he wouldn't drink!" I sobbed. I wiped my eyes and sucked my tears back. I hated crying! It was so weak! "Don't tell Kagome about this ok?" I whispered. I wanted to stay as tough as I could. He nodded and smiled lightly. "I've cried over Kagome. I thought she had died once. Don't tell her though." He said with a Keh.

I smiled and nodded. I stuck the razor back into my draw and put Avenged Sevenfold- Waking the Fallen into my CD player. I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling. "So want me to kill this Soda guy?" InuYasha asked popping his knuckles. I sighed and flipped through my music, "Naw he is my brother after all." I thought about all Soda had done and what he was doing now.

Kagome walked in. "There you two are! Sis you ran off and I didn't get a chance to ask who called." Kagome said looking at her with worry. "It was Soda." I said. "Hey Kagome I need to talk to you." InuYasha said pulling her out in the hall. He shut the door and I wondered what he was going to say.

"Kagome, what does it mean when someone holds a blade to their arm?" He asked. Kagome frowned. "It's called cutting. Why?" She asked. "Can it kill them?" He asked ignoring her question. "If they cut their wrist to deep. Why?" She asked again. "Why do they do it?" He asked. "I'm not sure. Why InuYasha?" She asked. "Because I caught Butterfly with a blade to her arm." Kagome gasped.

My door flew open and I looked up. Kagome walked over and grabbed my arm. "What! Hey quit!" I said as she twisted it behind my back and pushed the sleeve up. All my scars were shining. "Kagome what?" I asked. She gasped and I felt a tear hit my arm. "You do cut!" She screamed and ran out of the room knocking me down. InuYasha ran in as I pulled myself up. "You told her didn't you?" I asked feeling my anger bubble. "I asked." He replied. I jumped up and ran out of the room and then out of the house. "I hate you InuYasha!" I screamed running into the well house. I jumped into the well to hide only blue lights surrounded me and I felt something hit me in the back of the neck. Everything blacked.