NOTE TO READER: I'm sorry this has taken so long to update, I'm in college now so my time is a lot more precious, but I hope you like this chapter. Please tell me what you think of it. Another chapter is in the works as you read this.
Sequel to Lessons in Love: High School
Disclaimer: I do not own Charmed or any of it's characters, any others that are not in charmed on the other hand are mine. But this story does happen to be mine and my own idea.
© Charmed-Phoebe03
WARNING: GRAPHIC SEXUAL FLASHBACKS AND REFERANCES
Lessons in Love: College … Chapter 18 (Reality Flashbacks)
Leo's PoV
He didn't go back to her, he knew he should have but he didn't. He hadn't gone back to see the woman he loved, the mother of his child. He hadn't seen her for over a month- he had went to his classes as usual but if he saw her in-between he would make for the other direction. She was never going to forgive for leaving her again especially since he had left her pregnant- no wonder she had wanted nothing to do with him when he had finally had seen her again. He had always felt bad enough when he had moved without telling her, knowing she would feel betrayed, for her it must have been even worse when she had found out she was pregnant. Although he hadn't liked Missy for a while after Piper and himself got together, she had known he'd left. He still remembered the emails he got from her. She had been gloating, or at the very least happy. She had said how it was a clever way of telling Piper she was dumped. After all what is crueller then leaving the country with out telling you other-half. His 'other-half', of course Missy hadn't said that, she wouldn't think past the insulting terms, but that was what Piper had always been to him. Ever since he first saw the real her, the one that would patiently explain when he knew if he were tutoring, he'd be wringing the kids neck. The girl that would rush from the bathroom, after a shower to answer the door, not caring she had no make-up on, … or a bra. Oh god he still remembered that day like it was yesterday.
Oh god, he had wanted her then, even when he had been trying to tell himself she was a geek and he shouldn't even want to touch her with a barge-pole when he really wanted her nipple in his mouth. Crude he knew, but it hadn't stopped his mouth watering at the sight of her. And her smell, it had made him shiver with anticipation and he'd still been a teen then, he was just twenty years old now. But he wasn't right for her. She needed someone who could look after her and Wyatt, his son. How would he feel if he saw them in the street one day, with someone else playing his role, someone else playing loving husband, someone else playing daddy. No he couldn't think about that at the moment- it would eat him alive, it broke his heart thinking about it, if he saw it, it would destroy him. He hadn't expected to see her at a community college, now he new why- even with him leaving for her to pursue her scholarship, she had still had to give it up, because she was going to have a baby, his baby. And what Dan had said about her…
"Piper had to go to the crèche after school surely you don't think I wouldn't walk there with her if I wasn't interested, do you?" he grimaced as Leo's fingers seemed to press slightly harder. "cute kid too, shame. Such a shame, she could have been my breeding whore too"
Oh he had wanted to kill him, not just punch him. How he ever thought of Dan as a friend, was beyond him. She had probably felt that way about herself though, when he left her, he had probably made her think it was just about sex. But he loved her, he always would. He had said it all in that corny letter he had sent her…
Dear Piper,
I have been sorry for a lot of things in my life but none of them hurts me more then how sorry I am about you. I've been … well not a nice person lately.
I shouldn't have left you unknowing- I know that. I just could think of a way to tell you.
I was going to tell you that night on New Years, but I found I couldn't I didn't want to admit it, I didn't want to admit that I might not see you again. I didn't want to lose you.
I had thought of asking you to come with me, but I thought of your future. You had already got your Harvard scholarship though and I didn't want to ruin that for you. I knew how hard you had worked for that, I wanted you to have everything you'd ever wanted. Even if it meant not experiencing it with you.
I am so sorry, I didn't write to you sooner or tell you what my parents wanted to do, but I want you to know that I will always love you. I know there is now excuse for it- but never the less, my feelings for you will never die and I will carry on loving you for the rest of my life.
All my love
Leo
xx.
His excuse had been the scholarship, but know he could see, he had just not been ready. Thinking about the letter he had sent, he couldn't blame her for her anger, the letter was one of an adolescent teenage boy, trying to be the ideal Romeo, but what he had forgotten was that that story had a sad ending too. He remembered when he first saw her again, or at least thought he had, although at the time he thought he was crazy…
Just then Leo noticed Dan had just been walking away from a brunette, she seemed to flow in her walk just like- no it couldn't be, she-
"Where you going to?" breaking his eyes from the brunette Leo looked at Dan.
"Er lecture room two, why?" he said quickly looking for the brunette, but she was gone… damn!
Yeah 'damn' had been his word that day. 'damn' that he was trying to find Piper in everyone he saw and 'damn' he had been so sure it had been her. But considering what had happened since, he now knew it had been her, and since then he had seen her at a much closer distance. He had held her hand, been on the receiving end of her anger, … he had watched her sleep, heard her shallow breathing, felt her heartbeat against his bare chest, had her chestnut locks on his naked skin, his hands on her body, his body inside hers as she shattered her reason feeling the release he gave her… Now he was thinking 'damn' for a whole new reason, and it had something to do with the growing hardness in his pants… remember … just remembering how he …
He lowered his head to her lips and kissed her tenderly on the lips. It was a slow passionate kiss, gently caressing her tongue with his. Then he grabbed her hips with his large hands and slid them around her back matching what her arms were doing to him. Then one hand slipped around her back and one cupped her bottom and lifted her up on to the bathroom vanity, and her hands began to wander to his belt. His kisses were toxic yet addictive and her lips were begging to be fed. She couldn't believe she was doing this she though as he nibbled at her neck. What was possessing her to do this, she was doing things she shouldn't, but she couldn't help herself she thought as he whipped out her hair bobble. He lifted her off the vanity and into her room next door. She didn't know whether she was going to laugh or cry, he was going to bed her again, her first love and Wyatt's father was going to take her again- and she knew she would not be able to say no. She had never been able to say no to him that was her weakness, he was her weakness. He laid her onto her bed removing her red tank top, tugging it almost hungrily over her head, devouring her scent with every sweet kiss that touch her skin. Sitting up he moved his hands lower to the rim of her jeans un buttoning them and jerking them off and throwing over the side of the bed. Placing her hands on the buckle, she folded her fingertips around it touching the rim were his boxers began, touching his hot flesh with the back of her cold fingers. She knew he was turned on she could feel his skin volt when her cold skin touched his. At that he took her hands with his and pinned them to the bed kissing her inner arms gently and passionately. Sitting back up, her hands still were he left them he quickly fiddled with the buckle, yanking himself free of his trousers, revealing grey calvins. He paused for a moment above her almost as if he was taking her all in, maybe even regretting his actions, her actions too. Then he lowered his head again kissing her neck almost taking her breath out of her lungs. He spread his kisses all over her skin. His hands wrapping around her, caressing her back and unclipping her bra, caressing her breasts with his tongue, making her whimper with ecstasy- she couldn't hold it in any longer. Eagerly she pulled at his boxers he helped her then threw them to the floor- he hadn't changed much unless it was that he had got bigger. He lowered his head again to her stomach, kissing her slowly and sensually along her navel towards the rim of her panties. Entwining his fingers in between the straps he bit by bit dragged them along her skin and down her legs till they were completely off. He was at her feet and he travelled along her legs kissing them gently until he got to her rosy centre. Kissing her gently indulging her senses with emotion, she couldn't help the cries of pleasure that escaped her lips until her insides seemed to explode with energy that seemed to tire her. That was until Leo came up to face her his eyes full of happiness. Her energy seemed to soar as Leo circled his right arm around her back and used his left arm to raise her leg around to grip onto his back, and then back to encircle the other side of her. Looking into her eyes he kissed her and then thrust upwards into her, sucking the air into her lungs and releasing a gasp from her lips. A moan fled his lips as if he couldn't hold it in any longer. Over and over again, her body shaking beneath him, getting hotter until the sweat was pouring from both of them only interrupted by the moans, whines and groans that came from their union. Gripping his back with her fingers, her nails piecing his skin as she arched an almost like war cry eloped from his lips. Then that was it, he exploded inside her, igniting her senses as she felt his bodily fluids swim inside her, pleasure swept across her face as he fell further onto her gasping and searching for breath. She was tired and her eyes seemed heavy as his scent filled her nostrils as she swayed slowly asleep.
He couldn't live without her, it had been decided before he was even born, everyone in the world had a soul mate, and from the beginning it had been ordained that she would be him. She may hate him now, but that was going to change. He was going to think of a plan to get them together, and keep them together. It was going to take some time, but they were going to survive this, and they were going to survive it together.
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