A/N; Feel really bad about not getting my facts straight about Quidditch. In my defense, the last time I read one of the books was 4 years ago. Ah well point being I'll look up Quidditch before I write about it. Try to lower Dorrie's blood pressure some, cause I know she's gotta be freaking out at my grammar/spelling mistakes. lol Thanks for the correction Dorrie you're great. All my reviewers are.

Sirius was extremely mad at her for getting on the broom and finishing the tryouts. He'd gone on and on about how she could of killed herself and their daughter. Sidney felt really bad about it, but she was careful and she was okay. Allen Sutherland pulled through with a mild concussion and James was suspended from his spot as Captain for the next week and a half. They didn't have any games, but they did have to break Cade into Keeper. James had intstantly agreed with Sidney that Cade was the best choice for the job. After that they had dubbed Sirius temporary Captain, and he wasn't handling it to well.

"I can't do this, I can't." He rambled as he paced around the Common Room.

"You can babe, all you have to do is go practice."

"Do you have any idea how much work goes into a single practice!"

"Sirius honey, it's not that hard post a day that everyone has to be out there and practice."

"You have to pick a routine to practice,how long."

"A time, a place, and a game plan."

"You have an answer for everything, you ever get a letter from your dad?"

"Umm, no it hasn't come yet. I hope Tawny didn't get lost." She lied.

"I'm sure she's fine." He hugged her and James came through the door.

"Sirius. Ummm. We got that thing. With the thing at the place."

"I know about the thing, I'll be there soon,"

"If you want me to leave, all you had to do was ask."

"No Sid, I just need Sirius to hurry up." James said quickly.

"I'll be there in a minute James."

James left and Lily came down the stairs.

"Oh, hey Sirius, did James come yet for the thing?"

"Yeah you just missed him." Sirius said absent mindedly looking over some Quidditch routines.

"What are you still doing here then?"

"I'm going in just a minute."

"Sirius, I'll take care of the Quidditch routine, if you want to go ahead and go."

Lily looked aggravated.

"Did you tell her about the thing?" She said glaring at him

"No Lils I didn't tell her about the thing."

"Did he tell you about the thing?."

"All I heard today was how I could of killed myself and my daughter. Nothing else." She said glaring at Sirius.

" Okay. Why am I getting all of the bad looks?" Sirius whined."

"Hey Sid, could you sort out all of this mess for Sirius, he's got somewhere else he's got to be." She looked over to him. " Isn't that right Sirius?"

He looked at his watch." Oh god. I'm so so late. Sidney baby please?"

"Alright. Just be back before curfew,"

"See that's the thing. I'm not coming back until tomorrow morning."

"Where the hell are you going?"

"I can't tell you."

"Sirius Black I'm your girlfriend and the mother of your daughter. You had best tell me where the hell you are going."

"He can't Sid. He wants to, but he can't. I'll be back tonight." Lily said as she push Sirius towards the portrait.

"Sure. Don't trust Sidney. She's not important enough!" She yelled after them and grabbed the nearest glass and threw it them, shattering nearly missing Sirius as he disappeared. She stomped over and started looking through the routines.

"Alright, now I feel bad," He told Lily as they headed out towards the Forbidden Forest holding a lantern.

"Look. It's part of being a friend. You have to keep certain secrets. You know how bad it would freak Sidney out to know that Remus was a werewolf? Do you rember how freaked out you and James were? How long it took for you to come around? The two of you practically turned your backs on him when you found out."

"I came around. It's not every day you find out one of your best friends is a were wolf." He reasoned with her. He saw James standing infron of the womping willow.

"Oye! Prongs!" He didn't hear Sirius, so Sirius let out a high pitched whistle that caught James's attention.

"There you two are."

"Has Wormtail gone in yet?"

"Yeah. The Womping Willow should come to a stand-still soon." He'd barely said that when it came to a stop.

"Let's go." Lily said as she slid down first followed by James. Sirius saw Remus, or rather the werewolf version of Remus.

"Damn! He's coming get moving!" He shouted at his friends. He whistled to get Remus's attention and then jumped into the entrance. Lily'd already gotten into the Shrinking Shack and James turned into a stag. It took Sirius a fourth of a second to turn into the dog which was all the time he'd had as Remus came into the hallway. James and Sirius stood their ground before their cursed friend knowing he'd turn back into his normal self in a matter of seconds. Remus fell to the ground in a fit of convulsions before changing back. It looked horribly painful. After they were sure he was back they turned back into themselves. Sirius approached Remus carefully.

"You alright Moony?"

"Yeah... I think...I think so."

"Come on out Lily! He's turned back!" James shouted towards the Shrieking Shack.

Lily came out and rushed to his side. She checked his pulse and other medi-wizard things. It was the whole reason they let her come out. She knew before they did. She'd taken care of him when he'd first gotten to Hogwarts. Remus was a pitiful site when he turned back into a human from a werewolf. For the next few days he would apologize for everything and act like a guilty child. What bothered Sirius most about it was he had nothing to be sorry for.

"He's alright." She said looking up at the three Mauderer's, she turned her attention towards Remus. "Remus. Remus, Sirius is going to stay with you tonight okay?"

"That's fine." He said absent mindedly.

"He'll start coming to his senses over the course of the night. Be fair to him Sirius, he's scared out of his mind."

"Alright Lils, I'll take care of him if you take care of Sid."

"Deal."

Lily, James, and Peter made their ways back to the Castle in a hurry. It'd taken longer than any of them expected and they knew they were out past curfew. James and Lily were under the Invisibility Cloak and Peter was going a different way as a rat to avoid the Professors which never made much sense to Lily since the school was full of cats, but to each his own. They'd all three gotten back to the Common Room without getting caught or eaten. Lily sighed as she headed up towards her room, knowing good and well Sidney was waiting for her. She opened the door slowly and quietly incase she got lucky and Sidney was asleep, but she wasn't.

"Have fun?"

"Not really,"

"Where'd you go?"

"You know I can't tell you that."

"Where's Sirius?"

"Can't tell you that either."

"Alright where's Remus then?"

"That either. You've got 16 of these to go."

"Lily I can't live with secrets."

"Well you'll have to make due with this one."

"Is James back?"

"Yes, he's probably asleep, like we should be," She said turning the lamp off and ending all converstation with Sidney.

Sirius had gotten Remus into the Shrieking Shack and sat on the bed watching Remus's behavior.This wasn't the first time he'd stayed with Remus, but it was the first time Remus was this shaken up. He kept trying to talk him into the present. That he was okay and not being attacked by the werewolf that'd cursed him for life.

"Remus, do you rember Sidney?"

"Yeah. She's safe."

"Yeah she is Remus, you rember she's going to have a baby?"

"A little girl?" He said looking at Sirius.

"Yeah a baby girl."

"I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for Remus. Not a damn thing."

"Yes I do. I'm a werewolf."

"That's not your fault."

"Yes it is."

"No Remus it's not."

"You're wrong."

"No Remus, you can't help it. The best you can do is take your potions and not blame yourself."

"Stop it!"

"Remus. It's okay, you're in Hogwarts you're okay,"

"Stop.. just please stop"

Sirius stopped talking and just watched Remus on his side, rolled up into a ball, crying himself senseless. It killed him to see Remus like that, but there wasn't anything he could do to help him. When he got back he'd imagine Sidney would be angry with him, but he had a duty to Remus to help him when this happened. He had no doubts if roles where reversed Remus would sit and watch over him and talk him into the present.

He wasn't completely wrong. Remus didn't turn his back on him, but he didn't believe him when he said he didn't kill James and Lily either.