Sirius was awakened by Remus. "5 more minutes Prongs," He said tiredly and turned over.

"Come on Sirius, it's nine-thirty. We're completely late."

"Nine...Nine-thirty!" He jumped awake, but he tripped over the loose floor board and fell in the floor. " Ouch."

"Come on Padfoot, get up here." Sirius took Remus's help up off of the floor.

"Thanks, you feeling alright Moony? You were pretty bad off last night,"

"I'm fine Sirius. Let's atleast go to one of our classes."

"If we have to."

They walked back to the Castle and quickly grabbed their books, and practically ran to their second class. Sirius saw Sidney sitting next to Lily. All Sidney did was look up at him and glare and then turn back around towards the professor. James waved his hand at Sirius to catch his attention so he would take his seat.

"And what Mr. Lupin,may I ask, took you so long!"

"W-we w-woke up late,s-sir." Remus said in a stutter, looking down at the table.

"All of your fellow Griffindors were here on time. Why not you and Mr. Black?"

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry doesn't cover it, Mr. Lupin!" Professor Beegley screeched as he hit the desk with his fist, making Remus flinch.

"He said he was sorry!" Sirius yelled at him.

"Don't you talk to me in that tone of voice, Mr. Black!." He said walking over to Sirius.

"Than you shouldn't either." Sirius said standing up to the challenge and looking his Professor in the eye.

"Get out. The both of you get out of my class." He turned around to look at Remus. "Now!" Remus jumped up grabbing his things and almost bolted out the door. Sirius grabbed his things and left after giving Professor Beegley one last glare.

He turned his head to see Remus propped up against the wall with his head in his hands.

"You alright Moony?"

"Yeah." He took his hands from his face. "Yeah Sirius, I'm fine." Sirius noticed his hands were shaking.

"Look Remus, Beegley's a complete bastard. Don't listen to a thing he says."

"I know. I know."

"Besides it's like Lily says, sorry's always good enough."

"Well good cause Sidney's gonna come out of there and let you know how sorry you are."

"I know. God love the woman."

"Why her Sirius?"

"Well I liked her because at first I couldn't have her, and then once I did, I wasn't ever going to let her go."

"I hope I find someone like that for me, I mean James has Lily, you have Sidney."

"Remus, you will find someone like that for you, and when you do, you will completely deserve her."

"Thanks Sirius,"

"Ah come on now, what are Marauder's for huh?"

Remus chuckled at the joke when Sidney, Lily, and James came out of the classroom. Lily went straight for Remus, giving him a back-breaking hug, but he made no attempts to get a way from her.

"It's okay Lily, I'm alright." He told her in a soft reassuring voice.

Sirius snapped back to reality after seeing Sidney stomping off out of the corner of his eye. Needless to say he went after.

"Sidney wait!"

"No!"

"Sid!"

She turned around and threw the heaviest book she had landing Sirius right in the face. He yelped in pain and glared at her.

"Now what was that for!"

"For being an insensitive, uncaring, prat you are!"

"Why am I insensitive!"

"Not trusting me!"

"Well then that makes me untrusting too, does it not?"

He chased her into a dead end with no one else around and held his ground.

"Let's do a truce Sidney, please?"

"No."

"Come on, you can't be like this. Can you atleast be civil with me for our daughters sake?"

He said as he edged up to her and putting a hand on her growing stomach. It took every ounce of self control he had to not do that of every second of every day. He loved Sidney and his daughter so much that it hurt. He just didn't know how much it was going to. She threw her arms around him and he did the same lifting her off the ground and setting her back down after a few seconds.

"I'm sorry Sidney. I really am. I love you so much." He said into her neck.

"I love you too."

"Sid baby what's the matter?"

" Nothing it's just...I want to be apart of your life Sirius. All of it the good and bad."

"Sidney, I didn't leave last night for me."

"Then what'd you leave for?"

"He left for me."

They broke their hug to see just Remus himself standing there.

"Remus, you don't have to."

"No, Sirius it's alright. It's my secret."

"What's going on?" Sidney asked a hint of fear in her voice.

" Sidney. I have known James,Lily, Sirius, and even Peter since our first year, but there's something else I've known even before that."

"Remus are you sick?" She asked with more fear in her voice and her eyes were wide and sparkling with tears.

"Yeah, in a way I'm very sick."

"What's wrong?" She asked stepping away from Sirius.

"Do you know about werewolves?"

"Little bit."

"I got bitten by a werewolf when I was six years old."

" Oh my god."

"I started having full blown reactions to it when I was ten and a year later I got accepted into Hogwarts."

"Oh my god." She said again.

She started staggering and her eyelids got heavy and before she knew it she was engulfed in black unconsciousness. Sirius caught her before she fell to the ground. Remus dashed to her side and looked up at Sirius with eyes full of fear.

"I'm sorry Sirius, oh god I'm so sorry."

"Hey, she's just fainted. She's fine." He said in an attempted to reassure both Remus and himself. His hand drifted subconsciously to her stomach and he felt the baby moving. It didn't feel right to him, the baby was shifting way too much.

"Help me get her to the Hospital Wing,"

"Wha-What?"

"Now! Help me get her to the damn hospital wing!"

Remus jumped at Sirius's tone. His adrenaline spiked, because he knew that something had to be very wrong for Sirius to speak to him like that. He propped Sidney's left arm over his neck as Sirius took the other side as they started off towards the Hospital Wing as a fast pace. They passed Lily and James. Lily started her twenty questions and James just followed them like a lost puppy. After what seemed like an eternity to Sirius they'd made it to the Hospital Wing.

"Ma'dam Pomfrey!"

"What Mr. Black?" She turned the corner to see Sirius putting Sidney down on a free cot. "What happened!"

"She's fainted. Something's wrong with our baby." He said staring off into space and pulling at his hair.

"Her blood-pressures way too high, the baby's heart rate is low."

"What's that supposed to mean!" He shouted at the older woman without meaning to.

"It means she's going to have to operate on Sidney, Sirius." Lily said quietly, gently placing a hand on his shoulder.

"What are you going to do?" He asked his voice full of fear.

"I'm going to have to perform a cerserean,"

"Lily?" He managed to choke out.

"It's a muggle way Sirius, she's going to perform a surgery to take the baby out of Sidney."

"It's too early! Why don't you do something like a real healer!"

"Her blood pressures too high for me to even attempt. She's seven and a half months along, she'll be fine."

"What about my baby?" He asked her swallowing hard.

"I can't make any promises. Now please leave so I can get started." She said in a pleading voice with a sympathetic look for the 7th year.

"What do you mean you can't make any promises?"

"Come on Sirius. There's nothing else you can do." Lily said trying to talk him into reality.

"I can't leave her,"

"Come on Sirius." Remus said pulling him back some by his shoulder.

"Come on Padfoot. It'll be fine." James said dragging him out of the Hospital Wing.

"Get off me! I need to stay, Sid would want me to stay!" He said losing all composure.

"Sidney would want you to do what's best for your baby Sirius. Come on." Lily said giving him a sympathetic look through her own tears.

It took both Remus and James to get Sirius out of the Hospital Wing. He was so distraught, he was pacing quickly up and down the halls where the rest of them sat on the floor leaned up against the wall.

"Lily, you know a little about Healers right?"

"Yes Sirius, I do." She told him standing up.

"What chances do I have of my baby living?"

"About 60 percent."

He lost it again and Lily wrapped her arms around him and he lost more of his composure.

"I can't lose my baby Lily. I can't."

"I know honey, god, I know."