Disclaimer: I hate this things If I owned KH I would have someone writing this things for me

Parings: Sora/Riku Cloud/Squall (for now I think)

Overall Rating: R

Chapter Rating: PG-13

Warnings: This fic is a YAOI and in case the paring didn't give it away it means male/male relationships don't like don't read. Really very simple. It's also an AU okay. Well having said that enjoy the story.

A/N: Thanks a mil for reviewing guys I really hope you enjoy this chapter and there's a bit of a lime at the end nothing too graphic though. Well enjoy. And I'm truly sorry for the quick impersonal thanks, but I'm kind of in a hurry and won't be able to post for a few days so enjoy the extra long chapter and sorry if I misspelled anyone's and if there are more mistakes than normal I'm really in a hurry so bye and enjoy the cahpter

Thanks to: Kaharu. Heather Chirsti. Only Haunted. animegirl171. Lady Geagua. Master fluffy. Mushashi445. esaure. Eva. VampssAmby10210. Platinum-haired Angel. Princess Swiffty. Mrs. Passionate. Kitty. Leo. Jade queen of the Damned. Black-Rose-Spirit-Mage. thunder dragon.

Early Sunday morning saw Sora smiling happily down the hall to the reception desk of the hospital. He was dressed in dark green baggy shorts and a black sweater. In his right hand he held a small box carefully self wrapped. Well he had tried to be careful, but it turned out looking a bit unprofessional, but it didn't matter, what was inside was what was truly important.

Sora smiled thinking about he contents in the box. Before coming to the hospital he had decided to get Riku, a get well card or flowers or something to show Riku he cared for him. After a bit of self debating the cons and pros of many gifts, he decided for neither cards, or candy or flowers. It was just too thoughtless, Riku deserved something more unique.

He currently held that something in his hand as he walked up to reception desk. It had taken him a while to decide for Riku's gift, and he hoped he would like it. He stopped in front of the reception desk and smiled cheerfully. The young woman behind the desk was the same one who had been there yesterday.

"Hello, could I go in to see Riku?"

She looked up at him and smiled, shaking her head.

"I'm sorry visiting hours aren't until ten. I'm afraid you're one hour early"

Sora's shoulder dropped sadly.

"Oh"

The woman behind the desk whose name tag read Leena, looked down at his head and sighed.

"Is that for him?"

She asked pointing to the box on Sora's hand. Sora nodded still not looking up.

"If you'd like I can put it in with the rest"

Sora looked up and frowned.

"The rest?"

She nodded smiling and pointed to a plastic cart full of flowers, balloons and cards all which read from get well soon to feel better. Sora's eyes went wide with surprise.

"All those are for Riku?"

She smiled nodding.

"Actually this is the second round I'm making to his room. I already brought him some in earlier, seems like they jus keep on coming"

Sora was happy to see so many people cared for Riku and wanted him to be alright. Though a tiny, itty, bitty part of him felt jealous.

"Well would you like me to take it to him?"

Sora chewed on his bottom lip and a slow smiled spread through his lips.

"Yes please"

He said handing her the box, she took it and frowned when her arm sank down a bit. She had expected a weightless box, but the box was slightly heavy and she wondered what was inside.

"I'll be back in an hour to see him"

Sora smiled and walked down the hall, but not towards the exti but to another wing of the hospital. Sora walked slowly, smiling cheerfully. He had to wait an hour to see Riku, but that was perfect, he knew just the thing to make Riku feel better. An hour should give him enough time. So he strode on down the hall in search for that magical remedy, that would heal Riku.

"For the last time I do not have and eating problem"

Riku said again for what seemed to be the hundredth time during the last five minutes. His parents had been there, when he had woken up a few minutes ago. They had hugged him and told him how much they loved him.

After that Dr. Gabriel his doctor for six years, had walked in. Riku always felt a bit intimidated by the man, he was tall with olive skin dark short hair and the most incredible color of green eyes he had ever seen which were shield by his gold trim glasses. There was just something about the way he walked that gave him such an air of confidence it was overwhelming at times.

Dr. Gabriel had checked Riku and said he would be fine. He had than proceeded to usher his parents out the door telling them he wanted to speak to him privately. Riku had thought that was odd, but had said nothing.

Now he sat up on his bed his head throbbing trying not to rolls his eyes and pout. Dr Gabriel had heard Riku's answer and crossed his arms looking down at his patient. With that looked that unnerved Riku.

"Riku. This is a very serious matter. I know it maybe difficult for you to admit it but the sooner you do the sooner you'll get better"

Riku groaned irritated, he closed his eyes and grit his teeth.

"Gabriel I'm telling you I do not have and eating problem"

He said through clenched teeth, looking murderously at his doctor. Gabriel sighed.

"Than tell me Riku. Why have you deprived you body of any nourishment for the past few days? Hmm?

Riku looked away, he started out the only window in the room, focusing on nothing in particular. He closed his eyes, he wanted to kick himself for having neglected his health like that. He thought he had gotten over that problem, it wasn't that he didn't want to eat, he just had too many things in his mind to remember and frankly he didn't feel like eating when he felt so down. Though he knew he didn't have an eating problem.

"I've just had a lot in my mind"

Dr. Gabriel looked down at the boy who had his face turned and eyes closed and the hard look he had been giving Riku soften.

"Riku is it too much pressure? School, friends, family, sports? I know it can be very overwhelming when your trying to please everyone. Perhaps futbol is too much pressure you should consider dropping it if it..."

Riku's eyes snapped opened and his head whirled around to turn back to Dr Gabriel. Riku could not believe what he had just suggested. He might as well have asked him to have his arm amputated.

"God no. It's not the pressure of futbol, or any of those things you mentioned"

Gabriel sighed again, now becoming a little impatient.

"Alright than please tell me what it is Riku. Help me to help you"

Riku looked up at Gabriel. If it was the only way to get him to leave him alone, than he would tell him his problems.

"Gabe"

He began, he had become accustomed to calling his doctor by his first name a while ago. It helped that he was in his mid twenties and could actually relate to him most of the time. He didn't think he would call him by his first name if he were fifty years old man and said things like when I was you age. Riku shudder and continued.

"I don't need help, but I will tell you why I did what I did"

Dr. Gabriel was about to protest but decided against it, and nodded for Riku to continue. Riku took a deep breath.

"Have... have you ever been in love? Have you ever felt so much in love with a person that when you actually realize you love them it's bittersweet? In the sense that you can't really have them"

Love? Gabriel thought not possible, a little crush had brought Riku to his current state. He almost rolled his eyes at the concept of a little school romance, being responsible. of Riku's eating problem.

"No Riku I'm afraid I do not know"

He said keeping his tone neutral. He was telling the truth he had never actually fallen in love no time for love when you were saving lives. Riku ran a hand through his hair.

"I know what your thinking and it's not a stupid love sick teenage thing."

Riku said glaring at his doctor. Gabriel seemed surprised with Riku could read him so well.

"I'm sorry please continue"

Riku didn't really want to continue, not in front of a man who believed he was just another love sick teen. But he did anyway.

"Well I'm in love. In love with my best friend I never planned on telling him"

That earned him a raised eye brown from Gabriel, but he remained quiet.

"Nor did I ever plan on acting on my feelings, towards him. But I did and it was well to make a long story short I kissed him. Since than I have been afraid, not that he won't return my feelings but I'm more afraid I'll lose him as a friend. I cannot image not having him around to just talk to. All last week he didn't talk to me and all I could think of was that I had lost my best friend, the only person who truly understands me."

Riku gulped trying to swallowed the lump that had formed in his throat, he wasn't looking at Gabriel instead his eyes were cast down unfocused.

"Do you know what it feels like? Can you even begin to imagine not having the one person who makes you feel whole? The pain of my broken arm pales in comparison to the emotional pain of feeling your heart has been ripped off your chest and stomped on repeatedly. Taking that into consideration and than dumping the rest of my life on top of it, food falls pretty far down in the list of priorities"

Dr. Gabriel only blinked, looking down at Riku who was not looking at him. He wanted to believe Riku had just a mere high school crush, but the way he spoke had him thinking otherwise. Riku didn't have an eating disorder, he was just heart broken and as much as he hated to admit it, he knew what it felt like. He too had gone through a few skipped meals when he had been younger thinking about unrequited love , and even more when he had his med career to think of. He understood what Riku was going through, even though it was irresponsible to neglect his body like that, he was guilty of having done the same.

"Riku I believe you"

He spoke softly. His tone surprising Riku. He was expecting Gabriel to scold him and tell him crushes came and went and he should just forget what he felt.

"You do?"

Riku asked skeptical, Dr. Gabriel nodded.

"Yes even though I have never actually been in love, I can relate to what you're going through. Though I'm still going to be monitoring you very closely for a few weeks okay?"

Riku nodded, he didn't mind it wasn't like he had an actual problem any way.

"Alright. Go ahead and rest a bit. Would you like me to send your parents in?"

Riku didn't have time to answer him, they were interrupted by a soft knock.

"Come in"

A nurse opened the door smiling brightly at the two men in the room. She turned around holding the door open with her foot and pulled something along with her into the room. Riku stared with wide eyes as she hauled yet another cart full of flowers and cards. He looked around his room at the other balloons and flowers, they had already brought in.

"Good morning"

She said stopping by Riku's bed.

"Morning Leena."

"Morning"

She smiled at them and began placing the flowers around the room on any available surface she could find.

"Riku your parents wanted me to tell you, they were going home to take a quick shower and they would be back as soon as possible"

She said arranging the flowers around his room, which Riku noticed ranged from roses to tulips and lilies even he paled magnolias? He was allergic to magnolias.

"Leena you might want to put the magnolias further away from Riku, he's allergic"

Leena only smiled and nodded, Riku sighed in relief the last time he had smelled a magnolia his nose had swelled like a balloon and his face had turned a very bright red and his skin itched all over not the most pleasant feeling.

"Thank you"

Riku said to Gabriel. Who chuckled at the look of relief Riku had etched on his face.

"Well I'm going to go check on my other patients. Have a good day Riku. Try not to do too much today"

He left, leaving Riku with Leena. Leena was currently smelling some of the flowers. She smiled and turned to Riku.

"My aren't you a popular one"

Riku blushed, the flowers, the balloons the cards even the candy, were nice, but for some reason they made him sad. It made him feel like they were a send away present, and roses just reminded him of funerals. He shudder wanting to leave already, he hated hospitals.

"Would you like me to bring you the cards so you can read them?"

"No thank you. I'll read them later"

He said shaking his head. He really didn't want to read about people wishing him a speedy recovery. Wishing was foolish. He thought bitterly looking down at his cast which held his broken bones in place. A broken arm, that meant he couldn't play again until he healed, he sighed sadly. It wasn't like he need his hands to play, but he still had to wait until his bones mended.

"This sucks ass"

He muttered under his breath.

"Some people even came by to drop off their flowers in hopes to see you, but it was a bit too early for visiting. Even the boy who came in with you yesterday came by"

Riku's head snapped back to the nurse. Sora? Sora had been there? He thought back to the previous day, trying to concentrate, had he dreamed Sora had come to see him? He wasn't sure. He remembered something about Sora making him promise something and Sora's warm lips. Sora had kissed him? At that thought his heart have a little jump of hope.

"Did he umm leave?"

Leena who had given up trying to find space for Riku's flowers just left them on the cart. She looked back at Riku with warm hazel eyes.

"I think he just wondered off to kill time, he said he would be back. Though he did leave a present for you. Would you like to see it?"

He nodded in response and tried hard not to grin like an idiot. Sora had sent him a present, that meant Sora still thought of him as a friend at least. He kicked himself mentally for ever thinking Sora would just stop talking to him completely. They had shared way too much for either one of them to just pretend like the other didn't exist.

Leena looked through the cart spotting Sora's present and grabbed it walking over to Riku handing it to him. Riku blinked and took it. It was wrapped with simple white wrapping paper and he smiled seeing the excessive amount of tape Sora had used to hold the edges together. He opened the small box which was a bit heavy and wondered what was inside. He took the lid off and blinked. The nurse tilted her head brow furrowed.

"That's rather unusual"

She said looking at Riku's gift. Riku smiled trying not to cry.

"It's perfect"

He whispered taking out the flat round rock about four inches in diameter half an inch thick it was painted in black and white checkered hexagons. It was a futbol. To other people like Leena it might have seem strange to give a rock as a present, but to Rku it was perfect. It was strange, but that's what made it special, it meant Sora's feelings towards him had not changed at all, he still cared for him. Riku would have been more upset if Sora had just sent him a card. The rock futbol however was strange, it was special, it was so Sora.

Riku realized he wanted to see Sora. He needed to see Sora. With a resolution he had not felt in weeks he decided he would fight for Sora no matter what. He wouldn't let Sora run away from him, with his heart in his hand.

"When can I leave?"

"You can leave as soon as you eat than Dr Gabe will be in to check on you one last time and if your okay. Meaning your food doesn't decide to make an encore than you can leave"

She said all that with a bright smile on her face. Riku wondered briefly why nurses always seemed like they were trained to smiled when saying anything. It was creepy another reason he hated hospitals.

"Okay than get me something to eat"

"For the last time kid Im not letting you in. Read the sight 'STAFF ONLY'"

Sora glared at the taller man in front of him, who looked to be about six feet tall in his late twenties maybe with incredible long raven hair, in other circumstances, Sora would have actually thought he was hot. Though at the moment that man was blocking his way to his goal,. He had been so close but than this nurse had found him and now refused to let him in.

"Please I promise I won't break anything"

The man looked down at the boy in front of him. He crossed his arms and shook his head sending him a stern stare. The boy pouted.

"Come on it's for a good cause don't you want your patients to feel better?"

He argued, the kid had explained what he had wanted to do. It seemed harmless enough but rules were rule and he was not going to let him in.

"Kid I'm a man of modern science medicine I hardly think that anything in there will make your friend feel physically better"

Sora bit his lip he had to get in there, he would get in not matter what, even if it meant stooping down to a level he didn't want to, the pout, but this was for Riku. He stepped closer to the man putting on his best pout. He stuck out his bottom lip a bit and looked up at the man through big sad almost teary eyes. Giving him the ultimate puppy eyes. Puppy eyes that had always gotten him anything he wanted and to top it all off he held up his palms together in font of him in a sort of praying manner

"Please"

He whispered sadly. The man looked at him almost giving in but looked away.

"No"

He said and made the mistake of looking back at Sora. Sora'sl face fell, and he gaped opened mouth at the man. The tall man felt like he had just ran over a puppy. Sora still stared at him incredulously. His puppy eyes had failed him. Why? It always worked on his parents. Sora was about to protest but his words died on his lips.

"Look kid I'm truly sorry but I can't let you in rules are rules and I won't break them"

"Vincent? Sora?"

Came a voice from behind Sora, they both recognized. So Vincent was it Sora thought before he turned giving his back to Vincent and facing Kairi's mom looking at both of them. He smiled at the red headed woman and she smiled in return, she closed a folder she had been reading and tucked it under her arm.

"Sora, how nice to see you. Kairi told me about Riku. Are you here to see him?"

Sora nodded and he brighten, here was the perfect chance for him to get what he wanted.

"Yes but they told me visiting hours weren't until ten"

She looked down at her wrist watch it was nine seventeen. It was early still, but he was a bit far from the wing where they were keeping Riku.

"And what are you doing down here? I know you didn't get lost?"

Vincent who had gotten tired of looking at Sora's back stepped beside him and began to answer for him, but Sora cut him off.

"Well I was trying to get in there to see if I could find or make something to make Riku feel better, but your minion here won't let me in"

Dr. Kitone looked over to Vincent who seemed to be trying very hard to not strangle the boy beside him for calling him that. Instead he looked away and replied in a monotone voice.

"Staff Only"

Was his only answer , he knew he had done nothing wrong so explained no further. Dr. Kitone saw Sora sigh, and looked sadly at the floor. He looked up and her heart melted. He had the biggest most sad expression she had ever seen and a part of her knew it was done deliberately to make her crack. It was working.

"I guess I'll just go than"

He whispered sadly, he clasped his hands behind his back and here came the killer move. He shuffled his foot, that did it , she cracked.

"I'm sure we can trust Sora to not break anything"

Sora bit his lip to keep from shouting out in joy. Vincent did a double take on the doctor in front of him. This unyielding woman who wouldn't let them anywhere near the maternity ward without being fully sterilized from head to toe was cracking under the puppy look.

"But.. but.."

He sputtered trying frantically to form a coherent sentence or at least a semi coherent sentence. Dr Kitone, charge of the maternity ward only smiled at him and turned smirking to Sora.

"And if he does break anything he'll pay for it. Right Sora?"

Sora nodded happily

"Yeah I'll pay for anything I might break no biggie"

"Oh no not with money Sora. I mean by cleaning the umm oh what's the word chamber pots I guess"

Sora frowned confused, but only nodded.

"Go ahead let him in"

She said and left. Sora turned to Vincent giving him a triumphant simile. A smile which wavered seeing Vincent who smirking with satisfaction down at him.

"What's so funny?"

Sora asked, confused.

"Do you even know what she meant by chamber pot?"

Sora shook his head. He had assumed it was a pot, a big one to be called a chamber pot, but hadn't she said pots? Vincent's smirk only grew.

"The chamber pots or potty pans"

Vincent said, bursting out in laughter at seeing Sora visibly pale. If he didn't know better he could have sworn Sora was about to faint. Reducing his laughter to a chuckle he opened the door.

"Well come on in"

Sora's mouth had gone dry, horrible, horrible images coming to his mind as the words potty pan dance in his head. He gulped looking at the door being held opened by a smirking Vincent. He would just have to be super careful, after all it was for Riku. With that resolution in mind he went in to the hospitals kitchen.

He approached looking down at the limp form on the floor a twisted smile on his cruel lips. He spat to the side and began walking towards the dying man on the floor. Crouching down he whispered slowly.

"I will sit here and watch enjoying as you slowly and painfully die in you own pool of blood. And I will relished in the fact you could do nothing to save her and as you slowly begin to feel coldness through out your body you will be me for death. Which I'll not give."

"Squall?"

Cloud called out to Squall who was sitting on the middle of the hard wood floor of his sisters dance studio. The studio Squall's parent's had built for their daughter Ellone seven years ago. Cloud noticed papers all around Squall. He smiled at him, it was obvious he had not heard him. Squall always slipped into his own world when he wrote.

Cloud loved to watch him write, he loved he way his brow would furrow in concentration and his lips would sort purse in a type of pout. Cloud walked closer to Squall.

"Even with my last breath I'll not beg for your mercy. I'd rather die a thousand times over, in this way. Than give you the satisfaction of seeing me-"

"Squa-all"

Cloud whispered slowly into Squalls ear, making Squall close his eyes as a shiver made it's way from his neck through out his body. He opened his eyes staring at his and Cloud's reflection on the mirror wall in front of them.

"How long have you been there?"

"Not long. How long have you been in here?"

Squall shrugged. This was the only place he could write in peace. This was the only place in his entire "home" he found comfort in. His parents had built the studio for Ellone when she was fourteen, he had been only eleven. His sister had been a very talented dancer, he loved watching her dance, she was so graceful and beautiful.

His sister had been the only one who really cared for him. But Ellone had died of leukemia five years ago, she had died and had left him all alone. That's' when he had began to shut everyone out. He had felt a numbness through his body, and he cared for no one and nothing. He had ceased to live and merely existed. It had hurt, he had wanted to care for people, but he couldn't afraid he would just lose them like he had lost Ellone.

That was one of the reason he had turned to acting, if he couldn't really care for people, he could at least pretend he cared. Acting became his escape, his safe haven. When he acted he hid behind all the different masks and he felt safe and protected. Until Cloud, Cloud had helped him to shed the numbness and to feel like he lived instead of just existed.

Cloud had even helped him discovered something he didn't even know he could do, write. Cloud had told him, if he couldn't talk about the pain he felt for losing his sister, than he could write about it, and he had. It had been so easy, how the words just flowed from his head to his hand and on to paper.

He still loved acting, but it remained his escape. His writing felt right, when he wrote he could express everything he felt and couldn't or wouldn't say. He became lost, writing for hours on end like he had been doing just a few minutes ago.

"I don't know I lose track of time"

He said answering Cloud's question. He stretched out, he thought it was odd that the one place that reminded him so much of his sister brought him so much peace. When his parents wouldn't even go ten feet of the rooms saying it was too painful. Not for him he wanted to remember Ellone, at her best doing what she had loved to do.

Cloud moved to the mirrors staring briefly at his sad expression, before turning back to face Squall. Cloud leaned back on the horizontal bar running through the length of that wall, he crossed his hands over his chest. Knowing what he had to say next would forever changed his and Squall's relationship.

"We need to talk"

"Okay than get me something to eat"

Leena smiled at Riku and nodded, but before she could make a move. They heard a knock on the door and she went to open the door. Riku's heart skipped a beat seeing a messy brown head peek in before he saw a grinning Sora stepping into the room with a food tray in his hands. The nurse frowned as Sora walked inside.

"Good morning"

Sora greeted them cheerfully and gripped the tray tightly to keep from running to Riku and just wrap his arms around him and make him promise again to never scare him like that.

"And what's this?"

Leena asked. Sora turned and smiled.

"Special delivery straight from the kitchen."

The kitchen? How had he gotten in the kitchen? Shaking her head she decided she really didn't want to know and as long as it came from the hospitals kitchen it was okay for Riku to eat.

"Well looks like you got your wish"

She said looking at Riku. Who was smiling at Sora.

"You might have to help him a bit, unless he's a lefty"

Sora nodded and she smiled leaving the room. Sora walked forward looking for a place to put the tray. Noticing all the flowers and cards and what not adorning Riku's room. It looked more like a gift shop than a hospital room, finding a small place on a table he set the tray down and turned to Riku. He smile shyly both boy becoming nervously quiet.

Riku wondered again if he had only dreamed Sora had come to see him the previous day. But he had more important things he wanted to know.

"We need to talk"

Riku said Sora walked to his bed and sat down next to him.

"Yeah we do"

Riku felt his stomach in a knot he needed to know how Sora felt, he really couldn't take it any more.

"Sora..."

Sora shook his head bringing one hand up to place his index finger on Riku's lips silencing him.

"Riku I'm sorry"

Riku's heart sank.

"I'm sorry it took me so long to realize what I feel for you. You're my friend Riku and I never want that to change, but I've realized that I need you as more than my friend that I want you as more than a friend..."

Sora bit his lip and looked down

"Is it okay? To be more than your friend?"

He asked in low whisper. Riku smiled reaching for Sora's hand which was still on his mouth and grabbed it with his left arm thankful they had taken the I.V. out earlier. He kissed Sora's hand.

"Of course it's more than okay?"

He said pulling Sora down to kiss him. Sora smiled before his lips touched Riku's and gladly responded to the kiss. It was a nice slow kiss though opened mouth with no tongues just a feel of one another's lips. Riku took Sora's lower lip between his lips releasing it and nuzzling Sora's nose. Sora sighed contently thinking he could stay like that for ever. He pulled up a bit and smiled at Riku who was in turn smiling up at him.

Sora's smiled turned sad as he looked at Riku's broken arm.

"I only wish I had figured out what I felt earlier than this would not have happened"

Riku frowned did that mean Sora was only saying those things because he felt guilty? Sora seemed to read his thoughts and looked down at Riku taking his face gently with one of hand. He looked at him with a frown and spoke in a strong secure voice Riku had never heard him use before.

"No Riku I realized what I felt for you even before the game."

He leaned down his forehead touching Riku's

"Trust me Riku your accident only served to prove that if anything ever happened to you I wouldn't be able to bear it. I love you, I think I always have"

Riku smile all doubt fleeing his mind. He felt as if he were floating on air and this time he knew it wasn't because of the medicine. Sora loved him, and there was nothing in the world that could ever change that. Riku closed his eyes pulling Sora's head the rest of the way down and kissed him again

Sora parted his lips giving Riku entrance to his mouth. Riku delved inside Sora's mouth hungrily very much unlike the recent kissed they had just share. This kiss was full of emotion and need. He needed to know Sora was Right there. Sora groaned as Riku traced his bottom lip with his tongue and he darted out his own tongue seeking Riku's. He had missed him so much, his touch his voice everything. God how he need him. Riku bit Sora's lower lip and licked it before releasing his hold on Sora. Sora kissed Riku lips in a chaste kiss before he pulled up for air.

"I love you too Sora"

Sora smiled brightly, feeling the words going straight into his heart embedding themselves there permanently. He kissed the tip of Riku's nose and straighten up.

"I still wish I would have told you sooner"

Riku frowned.

"Sora it's not your fault. You know you can't control anyone's life but your own. Okay?"

Sora sighed playing with the sheet of Riku's bed.

"Than why do I feel so guilty?"

Riku smiled up at him.

"Because you're weird like that"

Sora pouted crossing his arms over his chest. Riku chuckled.

"But I like you that way. And speaking of weird"

He said pulling out Sora's present from beside his pillow. He held it up and Sora blushed. He shrugged looking around the room at all the flowers, balloons, cards teddy bears adorning Riku's room The flowers were nice, though depressing too. And the other things though thoughtful, were also thoughtless and ordinary. Flowers and cards seemed like the perfect thing to get when you could think of nothing else to get so ordinary. Riku was not ordinary and he was glad he hadn't gotten him flowers, besides Riku hated flowers, they reminded him of funerals or so he had told him once.

"I don't know flowers and cards seem so typical, like you don't even have to make an effort to thinks to get something like that. And I wanted to get you something unique which described you. Do you like it?"

Riku nodded

"It looks familiar though"

He said feeling silly, but Sora blushed.

"Well remember that rock I found three years ago at camp"

"You mean the one you tripped over and sent you tumbling down the hill."

Riku said smiling lightly, when it truth he had been so scared Sora had gotten hurt he had ran like lightning down the hill after him. Sora blushed.

"Hey if it hadn't been for that rock we wouldn't have found the lake. So it's lucky and it's yours now. For good luck"

Riku smiled feeling a warm tingle through out his body and decide he liked that tingle brought on by Sora. Riku smiled up at Sora and was about to thank him when his stomach gave a loud grumble. Riku blushed and Sora's eyes brighten.

"Great your hungry. I made you some food"

Sora said getting up to retrieve the tray he had sat down earlier. He walked back to the bed and sat down with one leg folded in front of him where he placed the tray.

"You made this?"

Riku asked looking at the tray, which contained, a bowl of chicken noodle soup, a bowl of fruit a muffin and big glass of orange juice. Sora nodded to his question.

"How did you get in the kitchen?"

Sora smiled trying not to shiver remembering the promise he had made if he broke anything. Good thing for him the fates seemed to have been on his side and he had made it out of the kitchen with out breaking a single thing. Much to Vincent's disappointment.

"I pulled some strings"

Riku raised a brown sitting up on his bed and pressed the side panel to make bed turn on an upright position so he could sit up. Sora sighed, Riku was not buying it.

"I made puppy eyes at Kairi's mom and she let me in and told me if I broke anything I'd have to pay it back by cleaning the... the umm I'll tell you later"

He said looking down at Riku's food, not wanting to make Riku loose his appetite. Riku nodded, he was too hungry at the moment to really want to know what Sora had to clean. Sora took the bowl of soup first and grabbed the spoon, he handed it to Riku who instinctively reached out with his right hand only to wince and drop his hand back down. Sora smiled.

"Aww poor baby."

Riku glared and reached for the spoon with his left hand. He took a hold of the spoon awkwardly and began to eat. Five minutes later there was more soup on the sheets then in his mouth. Sora had offered to help him but being the stubborn mule he was he had refused. Took another scoop of his soup and Sora stopped him.

"Riku just let me help you. Please?"

Riku sighed at the rate he was going he would be lucky if he didn't starve to death.

"Fine, but it you say here comes the choo-choo train I won't eat"

Riku said and Sora had to fight to not laugh.

"I promise I won't"

He took the spoon from Riku and began feeding him. Riku ate a bit bothered he couldn't feed himself, but quickly pushed his discomfort aside enjoying the taste of the soup. Sora fed Riku another spoon full of soup and some of it escaped Riku's mouth he quickly darted out tongue licking away the delicious liquid closing his eyes a little moan escaping his lips. Sora's breath hitched seeing Riku licking his lips so sensually The action however went unnoticed by Riku and he merely waited for Sora too feed him. As Sora kept feeding him, Riu kept licking his lips from any of the soup that had escaped his mouth. All the while Sora kept wanting to be the one doing the licking. Riku finally noticed how Sora was staring at him, his tongue darted out licking his lips.

"Do you want some Rah?"

Sora nodded and lunged forward kissing Riku's lips, tasting the soup on his lips. Riku was surprised by the sudden attack but kissed him back, tongues darting out dancing with each other and as much as he liked the taste of the soup nothing could compare to the taste of Sora. Sora pulled away biting and his licking his lips.

"Hmm Soup and Riku taste good"

Riku smirked, maybe having Sora feeding him wasn't such a bad thing after all. After finishing the fruit Sora reached over for the fruit. Fruit was okay, Riku could eat fruit with out needing help. Riku began eating his fruit a little disappointed Sora wasn't feeding it to him. He offered some to Sora who took some gladly.

Sora took a grape and popped it into his mouth. Riku watched him take small slice of peeled orange and hold it between his fingers. Riku smiled and before Sora could bring the fruit to his mouth Riku had taken the piece of fruit with his mouth. Not a quick snatched but slowly brushing his lips against Sora's fingers not breaking eyes contact with him.

Sora gasped, as the feeling of Riku's mouth on his fingers sent shivers down his spine and lower still. Sora gulped and Riku took the fruit smirking satisfied with the reaction he had gotten out of Sora. Sora frowned two could play that game. He thought and took a strawberry from the bowl, licking it slowly bringing the tip to his lips sucking it gently before he took a biet. Riku swallowed hard, feeling all his blood rush southwards settling between his legs.

"I don't think I'm hungry any more"

He said pulling Sora down on top of him, again devouring his mouth, letting his tongue explore deeply inside Sora's hot cavern. Sora moaned and reached out blindly with one hand trying to find a place for the bowl. Finding a surface he dropped the bowl and concentrated on Riku.

Sora gasped for air and straddle Riku who was still in an upright position. They broke the kiss momentarily before, Sora leaned down to kiss Riku again. Riku kissed Sora's lips and moved down to his jaw nipping slowly at Sora's skin. He moved to Sora's neck suckling slowly at the sensitive skin there, and Sora gasped both from Riku's tongue on his neck and the feel of Riku's erection on his thigh.

Sora tangle his hands on Riku's hair and closed his eye, enjoying the feelings Riku was giving him. He moved a bit grinding Riku's groin against his thigh and Riku moaned, capturing Sora's lips again. Sora returned the kiss in the same hungry way.

"Do you have any idea how you make me feel?"

Riku asked. His left hand snaking inside Sora's black sweater and lower to grope the bulge in his shorts . Sora gasped and arched into his touch.

"Riku we should probably not do this here"

Sora said. Forming coherent sentence becoming more and more difficult. But anyone could have just walk in and catch, them and he definitely did not want to be caught by Riku's parents or the doctor how embarrassing. Riku knew Sora was right, but it just felt so good to just hold Sora and see his eyes foggy with pleasure. Non the less Riku sighed and removed his hand from Sora's front and gave him a chaste kiss on the lips.

"You're right"

He said and reluctantly let Sora off him. Sora went back to sit on the side of the bed, and smiled at Riku, as much as he wanted to continued their previous activities he knew they had to stop. Besides they had all the time in the world to snog. Sora sighed and retrieved the rest of the tray so Riku could finish the rest of his food.

He blushed noticing the tent that had formed on Riku's bed between his legs, but before he could say anything, the door burst open and a happy trio walked in. Selphie, Kairi and Tidus walked in smiling cheerfully at Riku. Riku paled, and Sora moved forward handing him the tray in an attempt to hide his current state of arousal. Sora not worrying since his shorts were quite baggy. They share a secret look as if saying, they had chosen the perfect moment to stop.

Cardel: That was long but I gotta go. But before I go I have tell you that I'm still not sure about bringing Sephiroth in only because I'm afraid to mess up his character and he'll end up totally ooc.

Jin: What about Vincent?

Cardel: Well that was just a small cameo no way to mess that up right? Well hopefully I didn't.

Demak: At least we got a good amount of smut in.(grinning like an idiot)

Jin: Get over it we still have a long way to go.

Cardel: That's right. Well hope you enjoyed the little Sora/Riku Riku/ Sora whatever thing. and let me know what you think about me bringing in Sephiroth even though he might be very, very ooc. Tell me if you want him in or not, either way it doesn't change the end of the fic, just might make it longer or shorter oh and Review please.

Jin: (pales) another character to write for ahh. I'm gonna go over here and lie down.

Demak: Excuse Jin he's a bit overwhelmed and listen to the writer and the muses Review and you'll get more..

Cardel: Ahh shut up what did I tell you no threatening or bribing readers for reviews. Well Bye review if you'd like.