I hate me.
I hate me.
I HATE ME!
What have I done?
What have I done?
Rose.
Rose
ROSE!
Not Callie.
Never Callie.
Not after his letter.
I was such a credulous fool.
Him I don't care about.
But his daughter?
MY DAUGHTER?
What have I done?
I've killed her.
Oh my God.
I don't believe
in You anymore,
I haven't prayed since
He died.
And I will never pray again.
Now that she's died.
There was the band,
Jaxon
Sonny
Rhino.
They abandoned me.
Sonny abandoned me.
I don't care about them anymore.
Don't I?
Do I?
No.
They are unimportant compared to what I've just done.
And they were right.
I am in no man's land.
Oh my God.
I don't believe
in You anymore,
I haven't prayed since
He died.
And I will never pray again.
Now that she's died.
I broke a commandment.
I bore false witness.
I saved Jude.
I saved a murderer.
And when Ms. Imega looks down at me from
wherever she is now,
She will see that I betrayed every ideal that I held dear.
She will see that I stood in the way of justice
and tripped truth
so that neither arrived at their destinations.
Oh my God.
I don't believe
in You anymore,
I haven't prayed since
He died.
And I will never pray again.
Now that she's died.
Oh my God.
