I hate me.

I hate me.

I HATE ME!

What have I done?

What have I done?

Rose.

Rose

ROSE!

Not Callie.

Never Callie.

Not after his letter.

I was such a credulous fool.

Him I don't care about.

But his daughter?

MY DAUGHTER?

What have I done?

I've killed her.

Oh my God.

I don't believe

in You anymore,

I haven't prayed since

He died.

And I will never pray again.

Now that she's died.

There was the band,

Jaxon

Sonny

Rhino.

They abandoned me.

Sonny abandoned me.

I don't care about them anymore.

Don't I?

Do I?

No.

They are unimportant compared to what I've just done.

And they were right.

I am in no man's land.

Oh my God.

I don't believe

in You anymore,

I haven't prayed since

He died.

And I will never pray again.

Now that she's died.

I broke a commandment.

I bore false witness.

I saved Jude.

I saved a murderer.

And when Ms. Imega looks down at me from

wherever she is now,

She will see that I betrayed every ideal that I held dear.

She will see that I stood in the way of justice

and tripped truth

so that neither arrived at their destinations.

Oh my God.

I don't believe

in You anymore,

I haven't prayed since

He died.

And I will never pray again.

Now that she's died.

Oh my God.