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Well , since i'm still writing it means still no one killed me , anyway thanks for reviewing ! Ah and guess what , most of you guessed wrong about what was going to happen , whohoo0e if the previous chapter didn't kill me i'm sure this one will (starts running) , n0w just hope you all can't catch up when you finished reading..


Chapter 5 : Shizuka

'' I love you.'' He whispered softly causing the smaller girl to burst into tears.

'' I...'' She sobbed ready to tell him she was willing to give him one more chance , ready to forget everthing that had happened between them and start over. She pulled back again to look into his eyes. She smiled sadly. The confident feeling of breaking up with him was gone.'' I...love..'' She paused.Would she give him another chance? Would she believe him for one last time ?'' I love you too.'' She finally gave in as he smiled and pulled her close again cupping her face as their lips met in a simple kiss.

Just when the kiss started to get passionate Michiru pulled back.Mark looked at her with confused eyes. Had he already lost her without even getting a chance? But what Michiru said next enlightened his heart.

'' I think i'll have to tell Haruka there is no need on waiting for me anymore.'' Mark nodded.

'' You tell him , i'll put your stuff back into your drawer.''

'' Can we envite her sometimes ?'' The smaller girl asked just when she had reached the door.

' Her ? Who are you talking about ?' He just stared at her with a confused look on his face.

'' Haruka ,i mean.'' Michiru said with a smile. Without thinking it through Mark just nodded and watched the smaller girl walk out of their bedroom. So Haruka had been a girl all the time ? Michiru had kissed a woman in order to make him jealous ? He couldn't stand that thought , he wasn't going to lose Michiru because of some lesbian who thought she could just drop into their lives and take his fiance from him.

When Michiru reached the hall again Haruka still stood there. Her eyes were focussed on the sky since she hadn't closed the front door.Ofcourse Haruka had expected to bring Michiru back to her place.

The taller woman who had been focused on the sky now turned her face to see who was looking at her.Much to her relieve it was Michiru. But her relieve soon turned into something else when she noticed the smaller girl wasn't holding any of her stuff. Had she made up her mind and decided to stay with that Mark guy ? A real stupid decision.'' I see.'' Haruka said her voice not showing any of the emotions she was feeling.

'' I know what you think.'' The aqua haired girl whispered embarressed.

'' No you don't know that , you don't even know me.'' The tone in the blonde's voice was harsh and full of anger and ...hurt ? Michiru couldn't place it. Why was Haruka so mad all of a sudden ?

'' Haruka please , he is really sorry about what happened and he even agreed on letting you stay for dinner.''

'' I pass.'' The tomboy replied as she started walking out of the hall towards her car again.

'' Why are you so mad !'' Michiru screamed after her causing Haruka to stop walking away and turn back to the almost crying girl.

Haruka took a deep breath.'' He's going to hurt you again Michiru and don't expect me to be there for you when he does.'' The smaller girl really was suprised by Haruka's coldness. Couldn't the blonde just be happy for her. She knew Mark had done some stupid things but in life you had to forgive and forget , maybe Michiru wasn't willing to forget what had happened but she really was willing to forgive.

'' Aren't you suppossed to be my friend ?'' Michiru asked while a first tear fell down her face. Why did Haruka affect her this much ? How could a woman in the name of everything that was holy affect Michiru so much ?

'' Well you should've thought of that before you kissed me !'' Haruka hissed and turned away again. This time she walked away for final. She wasn't going to forgive Michiru for giving her false hopes like this.'I'm not a fucking toy.' The blonde reminded herself as she took her car keys out of her pocket.

The smaller girl just stood there with an shocked face looking at the blonde who stepped into her car. So that was what this was all about ? The kiss , had it meant something to the tomboy ? But more important , had it meant something to Michiru too ?

After she had watched Haruka's car drive away until it was no longer in sight she closed the door and walked back inside. She and Mark had some things to talk about. They had to make plans about how they were going to live now, were they going to forget and just move on , carry on the engagement or take it slow and try to gain eachothers trust first ?

But when she walked into the livingroom was was greeted by a very angry Mark who seemed like he had completely lost it.'' Mark ?'' She asked with a fearful voice that betrayed her emotions.

'' You fucking bitch..'' He started as he came closer to her.'' I'll make you pay for this , you can count on it.'' The smaller girl was confused. What had happened to the nice guy she had held just a few minutes ago , the one who said he was sorry and was going to make everything up to her.

He gave her a cold and disgusted glare.'' Don't pretend you don't know what i mean with that innocent face.'' Oh yes , he was really pissed even a blinde man could see it or rather , sence it.

'' I swear , i don't know what you are talking about.'' Michiru whispered while Mark grabbed her by her arm and pushed her on the couch.

'' I'm talking about that damn woman you kissed , do you think i like the thought of you kissing another woman to make me jealous ? Couldn't you just picked some guy ?''

'' Mark stop it you are scaring me !'' The aqua haired girl said as she started to cry. She couldn't believe this was actually happening to her. He promised.

'' I'll show you only a man knows how to pleasure a woman !'' He yelled and started to unzip his pants.


Haruka stood at the edge of a cliff hanging against the railing looking down at sea beneath her. She felt so stupid. She knew Michiru would eventually hurt her and she would end up lost and agry but she just couldn't believe it had happened this way.

The blonde just closed her eyes , the memory of the kiss filling her mind and breaking her heart more. She had been so foolish , so damn foolish to believe she stood a chance. Yes , Michiru was beautiful but she missed character , the most important thing in a person and plus that she had no spine if she would let that bastard back into her life that fast.

'' Foolish and naive girl.'' Haruka said into the nothingness missing the fact there stood someone behind her.

'' Well i've been called a lot of things but that one is actually new to me.'' A voice giggled causing Haruka to snap out of her thoughts and to turn around. In front of her stood a beautiful girl with long black hair. She was wearing a white blouse with underneath it a mini skirt.

'' Hello to you too.'' Haruka said. Although she didn't feel like flirting she somehow felt attracted to this girl she couldn't help herself but like her.

'' Hi.'' The black haired girl replied as she walked up to Haruka and leaned against the railing too. Her brown eyes gazed over the sea beneath them.'' I always come here when i feel alone or angry , i guess it relaxes me.''

The blonde just nodded as she fell back into her old position too.'' Well that makes two of us , what brings you here this time ?'' Again the black haired girl giggled. She closed her eyes trying her best not to cry.

'' Well i broke up with my girlfriend actually , she decided she wanted to be like the rest and go straight all of a sudden.'' Haruka smiled bitterly. You could say she had been through the same thing.'' What's your story ?''

'' Believe it or not but i'm here because of the same damn thing.'' She paused for a moment.'' By the way what's your name ?''

The black haired girl opened her eyes again to face the blonde tomboy.'' My name Shizuki Amadeus.'' With a smile she took Haruka's offered hand and shook it.''You don't have to tell me your name , i already know , Tenoh Haruka.''

'' Yeah i was afraid of that.'' The blonde racer said fearing this girl would be an obsessed fan or something.She had dated a lot of girls who only liked her , or better said him because of money and all other things being famous brought with it.

'' Don't worry.'' Shizuka said knowing exactly what the blonde in front of her was thinking.

To be continued


I already wrote this chapter before but because i forgot to save the file i had to start all over again , it's not as good as the original but it'll have to do. Please let me kn0w what you think.

So do you think Shizuka really is a nice girl or is she up to something ? Ah and what about Michi ? Only i hold the answer and if you want to know , you have to do one little thing , push the beautiful purple button at the end of this page , come on , I won't bite !