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Chapter 8 : Tears
It was late when Haruka had finally realised it was time for her to return to her house. After she and Shizuka had cleaned up the kitchen they had gone their seperate ways. The blonde had gone to the beach to think about things as Shizuka had decided to move out today from her original house in which she still lived with her girlfriend. The black haired girl had secretly hoped Haruka would invite her to come live with her but much to her suprise it didn't even seemed to have crossed the blonde tomboy's mind.
Haruka pushed herself back from the railing and turned around to walk back to her car.She really didn't know if she had done the right thing by letting Michiru go back to that Mark , she simply hadn't felt right about leaving the aqua haired girl with that guy.But that wasn't her problem anymore , she had already told Michiru not to come back to her when he broke her heart again and she had meant it.Ofcourse deep inside of her a voice told her she wouldn't be able to push Michiru away if she would ever need help.
She really had to stop thinking about Michiru. Whenever she saw Shizuka she could only think of the aqua haired girl and whenever the black haired girl would do something a voice inside of her told her Michiru was much more better at it.
It made Haruka wonder if it really was love she felt for Shizuka or maybe it had just been foolish lust.Yes , it had to be lust.You couldn't just fall for someone after meeting them one night before you sleep with them but then again Haruka had fallen for Michiru when she first saw the crying girl sit in the park all by herself. The warm smile on the aqua haired girl's face would just make her feel warm and happy inside , when she looked at Shizuka she could only feel pain and loneliness.
The blonde racer took a deep breath as she closed her eyes enjoying the sound of the calm wind that merged with the waves of the sea that broke against the rocks. Somehow the sound of the nature could always calm and relax her , strange really.
After standing like this for a few more minutes she opened her eyes again to walk towards her car. In some strange way she had the feeling tonight would change all her fears into doubts , she knew for sure tonight was going to be like no other.The blonde just didn't know wheter it was a good thing or a bad one. Maybe it was just a feeling but until now her feelings had never been wrong.Even her heart told her to give in into whatever was going to happen. A scaring feeling.
Taking another deep breath she opened her car door and stepped into the vehicle closing the door behind her again.On that moment her throat closed , she clenched her fists as she stared out of the front window.
Before she even knew it she realised she was crying unable to stop.She turned off th engine again and leaned against the steering wheel trying hard to stop the tears from falling.Hell , she didn't even know why she was crying in the first place.
'' Damn it , damn it , damn it !'' Haruka shouted as she banged her fists against the hard metal steering wheel until her hands were numb , until she had gone through every curse she knew , until her troath was raw.Why , why , why was this all affecting her so much ?
Michiru knocked on the door again hoping , wishing the blonde would just open the door and stop ignoring her.It was late it was impossible for Haruka to be not home. Maybe she wasn't kidding when she said she wouldn't be there for Michiru if he would hurt her again.
'' Please open the door.'' The smaller girl begged as she fell to her knees.It wouldn't be long now and Mark would find her here , then he would take her home again and he'll hurt her , oh yes , he'll hurt her.A tear escaped her eye and fell down her cheek , there had to be something she could do to prevent Mark taking her home again. She didn't want to be his slave anymore , she wanted to be with Haruka , the woman who had been her friend when she needed one , the person who had saved her from falling into a depression , the woman she had pushed away foolishly because she believed a man she was warned not to listen to. She needed Haruka's arms around her , especially after the kiss they had shared , the warm kiss that hadn't meant much then but without any doubt meant something much more now.Yes , Michiru was not going to deny the fact she had fallen in love with the blonde tomboy , she wasn't going to deny she had been foolish but the person who said there were no such things as second chances in life was wrong , very wrong because the aqua haired girl believed that she and Haruka would eventually work things out , be it either this life or another one , they would be together.
For a moment Michiru who still sat in front of Haruka's door was blinded by two lights that came from a car.For a moment the fear of having to face Mark again came back , for a moment all doubts and pain washed over her , until she heard a familiar husky voice say her name.Haruka's voice.
With tears in her eyes Michiru looked up at the blonde who seemed to examine her for a minute.'' What are you doing here ?'' The blonde asked and before she could ask anything else Michiru threw herself into the blonde's arms.
Haruka was aware of the hot tears soaking her shirt , she just didn't know if they were hers or Michiru's.'' I...'' The smaller girl started but her voice cracked making it impossible for her to say anything else.
They just held eachother for what seemed like forever when Haruka finally pulled back.The aqua haired girl wanted to protest but was cut off by Haruka's lips pressed to hers.The kiss was much longer than the one they had shared before but it was just as innocent since neither one of them dared to push their luck any further.
After they parted again they just stared at eachother completely aware of the fact they were still standing in the front garden.'' I assume you broke up with him again ?'' The blonde asked as Michiru hung her head down in shame , she could no longer face the tomboy in front of her.She had done stupid things in the past but was she going to worry about what already was or on what could be ? She decided to go for the last and hope Haruka would understand.
'' Can we go inside , please ?'' Michiru asked in a pleading tone.The other just nodded as she let go of the girl in her arms and started heading for the door which was still locked and took the keys out of her pocket.After what seemed to take forever Haruka finally had found the right key and pushed it into the keyhole.
Slowly she pushed the door open letting Michiru enter first before she did.They may have kissed two times but since the first hadn't really count Haruka was wondering if this one had meant anything at all to the smaller girl.
Shaking her head Haruka closed the door behind her as she was preparing herself for what would come next.Much to her suprise things didn't exactly go as she had expected when Michiru pushed herself against the blonde again only this time pressed her lips against the blonde's with such a passion Haruka couldn't help herself but return the kiss that felt so right but wrong at the same time.
Soon the kiss started getting more passionate when their tongues entered eachother's mouths.Haruka's hand was now stroking up and down Michiru's side , along her ribs and curving around her hip.Then it dissapeared underneath Michiru's blouse as Haruka had started massaging her breast causing the smaller girl to moan.
Michiru was mesmerized by the warmth that went through her body all of a sudden.A tiny shiver of pleasure reached up her spine making ger almost lose control of what she was doing.Then they parted looking at eachother with all the hidden feelings and emotion in their eyes.Nothing could tear them a part , nothing could stop them from making this erotic dance.
'' You are really beautiful.'' Haruka whispered as her finger slide over a bruise that Mark's fist had made on Michiru's face.
'' Really ?'' The smaller girl asked unsure of what to expect.
The blonde smirked as she leaned down to kiss the other girl's neck.Then she pulled back again cupping Michiru's face.'' Anyone with eyes could see that Michi.'' She said as she bought the other in for another kiss.
'' Ruka ?'' The smaller girl asked with a quiet voice when they pulled back.
'' Yes , love ?'' Haruka said wondering why she had called the girl who was in her arms her love.
Michiru smiled at the blonde wanting nothing else than to kiss her.'' Who is she ?'' For a minute Haruka didn't understand what the other had meant but when she turned around she could exactly see what was going on when her eyes met those of Shizuka.
0oh g0d , yes I'm capable of hurting people just when things seem to get hot ...So what do you think is going to happen , let's see h0w predictable i'm becoming ! Please review !
