Kaiba Poems

Poem 22:

Sitting

I'm sitting by my window

Watching the world pass by

All of them are below me

Like little ants scurring by

I can see them all, so small and ingsignificant

It's nice to know you're on top, that you are the boss

Still, you do get lonely

And no voice to bug me this time

The past is haunting me some more

This office holds so many memories

About when I pushed him out of the window

The very one I'm looking out of

It's so ironic

That maybe one day someone will push me

Out of this same window

So I shall fall into the pavement

And be killed in an instant

It will be so ironic

I bet it will be my own son

Who wants to take control, by killing me

That's why I never want children

I don't want to die when I have a family

I think of that now as I'm sitting here

Wondering about the future

If I'll ever defeat that kid Yugi

And finally regain my title

Until then I'll sit here and ponder

What everyone is doing below me

Those people outside my window

It's so cold right now

I feel so frozen once more

I'm freezing again

Can I move away from the past?

Can I ever forget what I did that day?

That I MURDERED somebody?

That I KILLED out of cold blood?

Will my past always haunt me like this

Like a never-ending song, that is sung so long?

If Mokuba knew what happened that day

...Would he ever look at me the same way

Would he ever call me 'Big Brother' ever again

Or just look at me as if I am a horrid person

A murderer who doesn't deserve to live

Is that my true nature, is that what I am?

What am I really?

Just a cold hearted person

Who is worht nothing, and is inside, NOTHING!

I'm still here, do I have a real purpose?

Am I actully worth something, other than nothing?

Am I ever valued, will I ever be.

Yea, I'm, valued by Mokuba at least.\

For who knows how long, maybe one day he'll reject me.

But, for at least right now, I can rest in peace.

Nobody knows my little secret...

And I can stay sitting... For just another moment.

CA: Well, that was depressing and disturbing on many levels. Oh, and for once the poem is longer than this portion.

ttSerenity- Ok, well thanks you for reading and when I say don't do something don't do it and no. MSMS is not an alter ego. He's my best friend... And he helps with the commentary. Oh, his real name is Charon. Funny huh, but just call him MSMS. Ok, please read more and review more.

RoseGoddess874- I update when I want to and thank you, come again.

Certa-Card- Well, yes, it took me forever to update, I noticed, sorry and all. But I love the poem and I shut up Seto for awhile. So be happy Setea! THANK YOU. For reviewing ever so loyally. I need to put up a YGO fanfic one of these days, maybe summer or something, who cares, oh well. I'm stuck here doing nothing, but I finally get to update, I've been getting grounded a lot, haven't I? Ok, now, I'll update at... 90 reviews! So, read.

Seto- -locked in basement, gagged and knocked out- X.X

Sesshoumaru- Hmph.

Naraku- Darn...

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