A/N: Thank you guys for all your reviews! I loved them! So here's chapter 11 for ya'll... well.. after the review thank you's...
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Chapter 11-Confusion
"Oh my god, Jason." Courtney said quietly, as the tears fell down her face.
"Courtney..." He whispered before slipping back into unconsciousness.
"No, baby, please wake up..." Courtney pleaded with Jason as she put a hand to his face, but then suddenly turned towards the machine as it continued to beep loudly, and constantly, then flatlined.
"Oh my god. No." She said, panically. She ran out of the room, and yelled, "We need a docter!" She ran back inside, and held Jason's face in her hands, and kept saying, "No Jason, don't die. I need you! Please, Jason, come back to me!" Soon the docters were pushing her aside, as they made their way to Jason.
"No, Jason!" She screamed, and then felt someone pull her back.
"Courtney, come on." Sonny said, as he pulled Courtney out of the room, as they worked on Jason.
"No, Sonny, he needs me." She pleaded with him, as she continued to look back at Jason.
"Courtney, it's okay, they need to work on him." Sonny said to his clearly upset sister.
"No Sonny! He needs to know I'm there! He needs me.. I need him..." She said, as Sonny gathered her up in his arms, and held her as they waited for someone to tell them what the hell was going on.
Carly rushed to Courtney's side, as she saw Sonny and Courtney sitting down together. Carly rubbed her back to try and calm her down. "It's okay sweetie. He's going to be fine. I mean come on its Jason! He will survive, and come back to us, don't worry." She said. Coutney just nodded along to her best friend's words, knowing she was worried sick about Jason too. Courtney looked up when she heard footsteps approach the three.
"How is he Monica?" She asked immediatly.
"Um-not good. We were able to get his heartrate back up, and get him breathing again, but he's still unconscious. We're going to run some more tests on him to see if we can find anything." Monica said.
"Well can I see him?" Courtney asked.
"Yeah you can." Monica said, as she watched Courtney walk towards Jason's room. Monica turned towards Sonny and Carly, who both had confused looks on their faces.
Sonny spoke up, and said, "Monica, there's more to it. What else is wrong with Jason?"
Monica sighed, and started, "Well, you see..."
Courtney found Jason's room, and walked in quietly. She looked at him, with tears in her eyes, and walked over to his bedside. She sat down in the stool beside it, and just watched him breath for a while. She watched as his broad chest move up and down, and heard the steady beeps on the monitor beside him. She let out a shaky breath, and ran a shaky hand through her hair, not really knowing what to do. She felt so helpless right now, knowing there was nothing she could do for Jason. She sighed, and then began to speak to him.
"You know you really scared me there. Don't ever to that to me again, you hear?" She said, actually hoping he could hear her. "You know, I love you so much. You shouldn't be lying in a hospital bed, you should be home, with me. We should be, together, and playing pool, or eating lunch together, or just talking, or..." She said, then smiled. "Well, knowing you and me, we'd probely be fighting about something stupid right?" She said, then laughed bitterly. "But, god Jason. I need you right now. You have no idea what has been going on, and what happened..." She paused as she thought about what happened to her... No! She wasn't going to think about it..."But you know what, um, when you wake up... and I get you out of here. We are going to go home, and just.. sleep in our bed just, all day. No interuptions, no phone calls from Sonny. No work, just us. But I'm probely living in a perfect world, right. You know what, you just need to wake up okay. Please." She said, while she let a tear roll down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away, so sick of crying. She gently placed a hand on his cheek, remembering when he opened his eyes, and she saw his beautiful blue eyes. The eyes that she got so easily lost in all the time. "I wish I knew what you were thinking about right now..." She whispered as she continued to watch him breath, while Jason was thinking... more like dreaming about a time he was happy.. the happiest he had ever been...
He felt like he was falling. Well, not really falling, but, floating. But that was impossible. He looked around, and just saw nothing but white. A bright, white, light, surrounding him, to where he can see nothing but that around him. He saw something appear in front of him. It was very far away, so he kept floating to it. He looked down, and saw that he was just walking, and he wasn't floating anymore. He looked back up, and saw that the it was still very far away, so he ran. He ran and ran as fast as he could, as he saw himself reaching what he wanted to reach so badly.
He finally got up to it, and realized it was a basket of somekind. He looked down at it confused, and lifted up a silk white dress. He looked up and found something shiny in front of him. He reached down, and picked it up. It was his wedding ring. He looked farther, and saw someone farther in the distance. He started running towards it, and stopped when he came face to face with a little girl, about seven or eight, with wavy, long, silky blonde hair, and the bluest eyes, that matched his own, look up at him.
"Who are you?" He asked.
"Come with me." She said quietly.
"Where." He asked.
"Come with me." She repeated sticking her hand out.He looked down at her tiny hand, and placed his large one in it. She smiled up at him, a smile he recognized. He didn't have time to think about it, because he quickly ended up in a whole toatally different place than he was before. He found himself in a vinyard, with flowers, and the green grass, and the sun shining down. A place he recognized immediatly.
"Why are we here?" He asked the little girl, who was still beside him. She stood there quietly, before pointing a finger, and quietly saying, "Look." He followed her finger, and saw himself, standing there, in his wedding attire, and waiting for Courtney to show up. He still stood there, still very confused, and then suddenly the hairs on his neck stood up, and he only got that feeling when she was around. He turned around, and was right. There she was. Absolutly beautiful in her while sating wedding dress, and walking towards him. He smiled at her, and saw her smile brightly back at him. He saw her walking towards him, but then she just went right through him. His smile turned into a frown, and turned around, and saw her walking towards him, but she was walking towards him in his wedding attire. He still stood there, watching as the scene unfolded. The best day of his life, replayed right in front of him. He saw them taking their vows, and their first kiss as man and wife, and then the toast came, when he was going to pretend to shove the cake in her face, but not actually doing it. He saw how she couldn't stop smiling, and neither could he. Then, it vanished. He returned back to the bright white surrounding him. Now, he was standing beside the little girl again, and asked her, "Where are we now?" She gestured downwards, and he followed her gaze, and was shocked to see what he saw.
"She needs you."
"Then why am I just laying there! Why won't I wake up?" He yelled, demanding to know why he was making the love of his life cry.
The little girl didn't even flinch at his loud voice. She just simply said, "You don't know how to."
"What? Why?" He asked.
"You're too weak right now, but you'll get stronger, I promise." She said in her angelic voice. He continued to look down at the scene before him. Courtney crying... god he hated to see her cry. He wanted to just kiss every single one of her tears away like he always did. But then, it vanished.
"Where did she go?" Jason demanded to know.
"You have to find her again. You have to fight your way back to her." The little blue eyed girl said.
"How?" Jason asked.
"Just fight. Fight with everything you have." She said, before drifting away farther and farther. Jason looked around, and saw her leaving.
"NO! Wait! Don't go! Wait, who are you?" Jason asked, as he tried to run after the little girl, but his feet weren't letting him.
"I have to go, but I love you daddy!" She said, before smiling, and then vanishing into thin air.
"No!" Jason yelled, and then felt himself being pulled back down.
"No!" He kept screaming, while Courtney, shocked, ran out a tried to get a docter. She ran back into the room, while trying to calm a very out of control Jason down, as he was thrashing about uncontrollably.
"Come on Jason, baby, it's okay. Calm down. I'm here. It's just a dream, baby, it's okay." She said, trying to sooth him, and trying to calm him down.
"Courtney... she... needs us..." He said, as Monica, and a swarm of nurses came running in.
"Who, who Jason?" She said urgently, and confused, having not even the slightest clue what he was talking about.
"Our daughter..." He said, before he stopped thrashing about, and calmed down, and then went back into unconsciousness.
"What- Monica what did you give him?" She asked, as she kept her hands on the side of his face, and kept her focus on him.
"A sedative. It won't effect his ability to get better though. He has to do that all on his own." She said with some doubt in her voice.
Courtney turned around and looked Monica in the eyes. "You don't think he will?" She said worridly.
"Courtney... Jason had a bullet go through his head. The surgery was uncomplicated, but the odds are against him. He may not wake up, and even if he does, I have no idea what condition he will be in when he does." She said, as she saw the tears well up in the blonde eyes.
Courtney turned back towards Jason, and just watched him. "What are his chances?" Courtney asked, almost dreading what she was going to say.
Monica paused before speaking. "eighty percent chance he won't wake up, twenty he won't." She said before closing her eyes.
Courtney clamped her eyes shut, as she let a tear fall down. "No, no, no, no... he's going-he's going to wake up." She said before shaking her head, and then took a deep sigh, "He will, he will." She said. Monica just nodded, and left the room quietly. Once she left, Courtney let the tears down. "Jason, please. Prove them wrong. I know you can. You have beaten the odds before, and you'll do it again. Come on. You are the strongest man I know. Don't you prove me wrong Jason. Don't you dare leave me." She cried out, as she let the tears fall freely down her cheeks, and took his hand in hers, and leaned down, and placed a gently kiss on it. She lingered there for a second, and came back up, watching him as he breathed, and continued to hold his hand in hers, just praying that he would wake up.
Jax and Sam were sitting in a hotel room, contemplaiting their next move. Sam got up, and started pacing, which was making Jax really annoyed. "Would you stop!" He yelled.
"Oh, what are you going to do Jax! Huh? You going to rape me too?" She said sarcasticly, but regretted it when she saw Jax look up at her with a crazy, angry expression.
"You better shut your mouth Sam, or you might just regret saying that." He said, as he stood up, and walked over to her.
"Ohhh... I'm soo scared!" She said sarcasticly.
"Well, you should be." He said before grabbing her arm, and throwing her down roughly on the ground. She looked back up at him, with fear in her eyes, and said in a shaky, panicy voice, "What are you going to do?" He smirked at her, and said, "Told you that you would regret saying that to me..."
"No!" She screamed...
The next morning, Courtney had woken up in the chair in Jason's room, and looked over to him. She sighed in contentment, knowing he was still breathing. But then she remembered that he only had an eighty percent chance to live. She shook her head at the doubts in her head, and told herself that he was going to live, and that he wasn't going to die on her. He would never give up on her like that.
She sighed, and decided to get up, and go get a cup of coffee. She walked out in the hallway, and walked down, and was shocked to find Carly and Sonny laying down on the couch in the waiting room. She smiled down lightly at them, and bent down, and lightly shook Sonny awake.
"Sonny." She whispered, trying to get him awake. He opened his chocolate brown eyes at her, and she nodded slightly, and he sighed a little, and leaned up.
"Carly." He whispered lightly to wake her up.
"Mmmm... not now Sonny, I'm too tired..." Courtney tried to hold in her laughter, but failed, and let out a little snort. Sonny turned toward her, and laughed at his sister. He turned back to his wife, and gently lifted her up, and decided to carry her. He nodded to Courtney, and she smiled at him, while she watched Sonny carried her into the elavator to take her home to sleep for awhile. Courtney smiled as she remembered when Jason carried her out of the elavator...
Flashback
Jason has his arms wrapped around Courtney
Courtney: That was amazing! When can we go again?
Jason: Anytime.
Courtney: That can be our escape from planning the wedding.
Jason: Why would we need to escape?
Courtney: Oh God! You have no idea what you are getting into do you? I mean all the plans and decisions and all the little traditions you have to follow. Starting with carrying me over the threshold.
Jason: Alright, well, let's start practicing that one.
Jason picks her up
Courtney: Oh God!
She laughs and he carries her out of the elevator.
End Flashback
Courtney sighed as she remembered their little moment, and sighed. God, she couldn't wait untill Jason got better, and they could go back home. They still has so much to work through though... but she wasn't going to think about that now. She just turned and walked off to get her coffee.
She came back a couple minutes later, coffee in hand, and walked into the hallway that led her back to Jason's room. She sat back down, and just watched Jason. She sipped her coffee quietly, and just listened to Jason breath, and heard the constant beeping of the moniters hooked up to Jason. She finished her coffee, and threw the empty cup away in the trash, and sat back down next to Jason. She just sighed. God, he has to wake up. He just had to. If he didn't she didn't know what she would do...
Her thoughts were interupted by a loud commotion outside. She furrowed her eyesbrows together in confusion, and walked outside in the hallway.
"I don't care, I have every right to be here, Docter Quartermaine... so let me do my job." Durant said smugly.
"Durant what the hell do you want?" Courntey demanded in anger, her ice cold blue eyes shooting daggers at the man in front of her, if you could even call him that.
"I'm here for a warrent for Jason's arrest." He said, clearly proud of himself.
"Oh my god! What the fuck for Durant? He's fucking unconscious, and dying! What the hell could he have done?" She demanded to know angrily.
"I'm here to arrest Jason, for the murder of Sam McCall." Durnat said.
A/N 2: Ahh... didn't see that comin.. did ya, DID YA? Well...review... and tell me what you thought of the chapter!
