ok well here is the
next chapter. it took me a year to write cause i had
writers block
so i hope its ok.
Sorry this took me so long, I've
been battling writers block and it isn't
fun!
Also I'm looking for a beta Reader if anyone wants to fill in for the job…
So have fun I hope this is long enough for you
THERE IS RAPE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER
The
sunlight glanced across his face; he patted his hand to the
empty
bed behind him. He fluttered his eyes open and he didn't see
Buffy
anywhere. Her clothes weren't there, he quickly put his
clothes on and when
he went to get his wallet out he noticed it
was missing. "Oh Shit" He said
as reached into the other
pocket of his pants just to make sure. How could
Buffy do this to
me, I trusted her. Angel started walking out of the motel
room and
as he reached for the door knob there was a notice on the door
it
read:
Angel,
I'm sorry I had to do
this but I needed money for various
reasons, I'm not as rich as
you might think. It's hard for me to do this but
I have to as
you can tell I'm not a virgin and haven't been for a long
time.
Things that I need this money for are things you can't
conceive of and I
hate it. I hate that it's so hard. I really
like you but these connections I
always have with people never
work, I hope you can understand where I'm
coming from. I'm
sorry about your wallet but it's all I can do with my
life.
Buffy
Angel crumbled the note and through
it across the room to the
messed up bed walked out of the room and
never turned back, things should be
better than this. He walked to
his house stomped up the stairs to his room,
maybe if things
weren't so messed up in his life he might be able to have
one
thing. One thing that he could count; on to hold close and not have
to
worry that it would run away from him. Suddenly there was a
knock at the
door but he knew his mom or sister Kathy would answer
it.
"Angelus" He heard his mom called, "there's
someone at the door
for you." Angel hoped, prayed that it was a
certain blonde that would pray
for forgiveness on his behalf.
Angel walked down the stairs in the same
clothes as yesterday.
There was a blonde there, but not the blonde that
filled his
thoughts, a blonde that filled his nightmares.
"What are you doing here?" Angel asked his eyes went from brownhappiness to coldness. He never wanted to see this blond ever again she ripped his heart out and stomped on it and the worse part was that she enjoyed it. "What makes you think that you can come back into my life and ruin it again?"
The girl looked
into his eyes and saw the coldness she shivered
from it but
returned the coldness. "I'm not going to be back in your life
but
I'm here to ruin it," she said as she turned sideways,
"Daddy."
Angel stared horrific at the size of her
stomach, sure he notice
she gained wait but never thought it was a
child. "There's not way that's my
child, Darla." Darla was
his ex girlfriend of 4 years he wasted of his life
on. And when
you say it didn't end well it didn't.
"Oh but it
has to be I conceived it February 6th how could it
not be yours?"
She said placing her hand on the stomach. "You remember what
we
did that night, don't you?"
"I remember but that
doesn't mean I want to" He said as he
looked her up and down
the memories replaying in his head. One day he went
to her house
and found her cheating on him with the land lord never again
will
he trust someone like that. He had sex with her, put his clothes
back
on, and turned his back on her.
"So can I
come in it is getting cold out here?" Darla said
softening her
eyes.
Angel opened the door wider so she could make an
entrance. "You
better not stay long I still have to go to
school."
"You still go to school that's so
sweet. But what will your
friends think when they find
out?"
"They won't find out because you won't
stick around long enough
for them to know," He said with fire in
his eyes the sparks flying outward.
On the far side of the house Buffy sat on her bed. Images from
last nights fuck was replaying in her head. She rejoiced every single detail
thinking about how his godly hands moved over her body. How her body went
numb after it. There was something that plagued her thoughts but she
couldn't but her pin point what it was.
She
undid her jeans and threw them on the bed. Walked over to
her beat
and dresser and pulled out the top drawer. Underneath all the
bras
and panties there was a shoe box. Buffy opened the box and
pulled its
contents out. There were about 11 wallets, a photo
album, a camera, and a
locket. She opened her locket and inside it
she saw a picture of herself,
mother and sister. Everyone was
happy there. No one ever knew about what was
going to
happen.
When Buffy was 17 her mother and sister where
going on a plane
flight to New Orleans. Buffy couldn't go
because of the report card that had
arrived 1 month earlier.
Everything went down hill from here. On the news
there was a
story; flight 188 boarding from Los Angeles, California had
crashed
in Texas. Tears where plaguing her eyes, she wiped them off with
the
back of her hand. Her sister and mother where on that flight;
when Buffy
woke up that morning they had already left, she had
never gotten a chance to
say goodbye. After her parents death her
father had been a wreck. He would
drink a bottle a night, when a
bottle would become to little it would become
two. It wasn't
that easy anymore. He would hit her and pound on her for
hours.
She had to thank god for make up. He would waste all his money
on
booze that he wouldn't care about his daughter's grades.
That's why she had
to take money from other people. She didn't
mean to be really rude but she
had to. It was her way of living.
Quickly throwing down the locket not even
closing it, she put her
latest lay's money in the box and put it back to
where no one
could find it.
Angel. Her mind kept going back to that
one man who made her
feel that she was worth something. He didn't
remind her of all those nights
she spent crying herself to sleep
at night. He reminded her of the reason to
keep going every day.
Suddenly the phone rang. She answered it.
"Hello?" Buffy said into the phone.
"Hey Buffy," It was Willow
"What's up?" She answered back while a smile crept onto her face
"Just about a whole lotta nothing, you?" She asked back.
"Umm just
thinking about some things. What'd you do last night
after we
all got tipsy in the club?" Buffy asked joking around.
She
remembered Willow to not be drinking anything.
"I
just kept a close eye on Cordy; I knew you could handle
yourself.
Pulse you had Angel there to protect you. What did you guys do
you
left the club a little to quickly."
"We
just hung out. Nothing to un-casual," Buffy said not wanting
Willow
to know what she really did do. She heard her dad yelling in
the
background, the feet stomping on the floor where getting
closer to her room.
"Will sorry to cut this short but I have to
go I'll call you back later."
She hung up the phone quickly as
the door violently opened.
"Who the fuck was that on
the phone Elizabeth?" Her father asked
Buffy noticed how his
breath reeked of alcohol. She also noticed how he
called her
Elizabeth, that's the name her mother had picked out for
her.
Buffy winced at the tone in his voice but she
made sure he
didn't see it. "It was Willow. She was calling to
see what I was doing today
Why do you care? You never use
to?"
"I NEVER USE TO? I always fucking did. I'm
not the one
gallivanting around town fucking who ever is around
me. I'm surprised Willow
isn't on the list yet. Why not
Buffy?" Her father backhanded her and pushed
her against the
wall.
"You haven't since Mom and Kelly died.
You havn't even taken the
time to notice what grades I have been
getting have you?" Buffy spat back.
Knowing that a cold hard
beating was coming next.
"Don't you ever use that tone"
Her father punched her in the face he
backhanded her. When she
fell to the floor he kicked her in the stomach
until she spat up
blood. He pulled her up from the collar and hit her until
there
where red marks on her skin. He undid his fly and pulled down
her
panties. He slid his dick into her.
After a
while later he let her fall to the ground. He then left the
room.
Buffy heard the front door slam and his car peel out of the
drive way. She
couldn't care less she just sat there, waiting
for her knight in shinning
armor to arrive.
TBC!
Well
anyway I hope you all liked this chapter I'm sorry it took so long
to
write I have been very sidetracked. I promise to update
more.
Well please review or I might not keep my
promise from above. By the way I
am looking for a beta reader. If
you know anyone email me at willow92
love you guys Peace REVIEW!
W92
