ok well here is the next chapter. it took me a year to write cause i had
writers block so i hope its ok.

Sorry this took me so long, I've been battling writers block and it isn't
fun!

Also I'm looking for a beta Reader if anyone wants to fill in for the job…

So have fun I hope this is long enough for you


THERE IS RAPE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER

The sunlight glanced across his face; he patted his hand to the
empty bed behind him. He fluttered his eyes open and he didn't see Buffy
anywhere. Her clothes weren't there, he quickly put his clothes on and when
he went to get his wallet out he noticed it was missing. "Oh Shit" He said
as reached into the other pocket of his pants just to make sure. How could
Buffy do this to me, I trusted her. Angel started walking out of the motel
room and as he reached for the door knob there was a notice on the door it
read:

Angel,

I'm sorry I had to do this but I needed money for various
reasons, I'm not as rich as you might think. It's hard for me to do this but
I have to as you can tell I'm not a virgin and haven't been for a long time.
Things that I need this money for are things you can't conceive of and I
hate it. I hate that it's so hard. I really like you but these connections I
always have with people never work, I hope you can understand where I'm
coming from. I'm sorry about your wallet but it's all I can do with my life.

Buffy

Angel crumbled the note and through it across the room to the
messed up bed walked out of the room and never turned back, things should be
better than this. He walked to his house stomped up the stairs to his room,
maybe if things weren't so messed up in his life he might be able to have
one thing. One thing that he could count; on to hold close and not have to
worry that it would run away from him. Suddenly there was a knock at the
door but he knew his mom or sister Kathy would answer it.

"Angelus" He heard his mom called, "there's someone at the door
for you." Angel hoped, prayed that it was a certain blonde that would pray
for forgiveness on his behalf. Angel walked down the stairs in the same
clothes as yesterday. There was a blonde there, but not the blonde that
filled his thoughts, a blonde that filled his nightmares.

"What are you doing here?" Angel asked his eyes went from brownhappiness to coldness. He never wanted to see this blond ever again she ripped his heart out and stomped on it and the worse part was that she enjoyed it. "What makes you think that you can come back into my life and ruin it again?"

The girl looked into his eyes and saw the coldness she shivered
from it but returned the coldness. "I'm not going to be back in your life
but I'm here to ruin it," she said as she turned sideways, "Daddy."

Angel stared horrific at the size of her stomach, sure he notice
she gained wait but never thought it was a child. "There's not way that's my
child, Darla." Darla was his ex girlfriend of 4 years he wasted of his life
on. And when you say it didn't end well it didn't.

"Oh but it has to be I conceived it February 6th how could it
not be yours?" She said placing her hand on the stomach. "You remember what
we did that night, don't you?"

"I remember but that doesn't mean I want to" He said as he
looked her up and down the memories replaying in his head. One day he went
to her house and found her cheating on him with the land lord never again
will he trust someone like that. He had sex with her, put his clothes back
on, and turned his back on her.

"So can I come in it is getting cold out here?" Darla said
softening her eyes.

Angel opened the door wider so she could make an entrance. "You
better not stay long I still have to go to school."

"You still go to school that's so sweet. But what will your
friends think when they find out?"

"They won't find out because you won't stick around long enough
for them to know," He said with fire in his eyes the sparks flying outward.


On the far side of the house Buffy sat on her bed. Images from
last nights fuck was replaying in her head. She rejoiced every single detail
thinking about how his godly hands moved over her body. How her body went
numb after it. There was something that plagued her thoughts but she
couldn't but her pin point what it was.

She undid her jeans and threw them on the bed. Walked over to
her beat and dresser and pulled out the top drawer. Underneath all the bras
and panties there was a shoe box. Buffy opened the box and pulled its
contents out. There were about 11 wallets, a photo album, a camera, and a
locket. She opened her locket and inside it she saw a picture of herself,
mother and sister. Everyone was happy there. No one ever knew about what was
going to happen.

When Buffy was 17 her mother and sister where going on a plane
flight to New Orleans. Buffy couldn't go because of the report card that had
arrived 1 month earlier. Everything went down hill from here. On the news
there was a story; flight 188 boarding from Los Angeles, California had
crashed in Texas. Tears where plaguing her eyes, she wiped them off with the
back of her hand. Her sister and mother where on that flight; when Buffy
woke up that morning they had already left, she had never gotten a chance to
say goodbye. After her parents death her father had been a wreck. He would
drink a bottle a night, when a bottle would become to little it would become
two. It wasn't that easy anymore. He would hit her and pound on her for
hours. She had to thank god for make up. He would waste all his money on
booze that he wouldn't care about his daughter's grades. That's why she had
to take money from other people. She didn't mean to be really rude but she
had to. It was her way of living. Quickly throwing down the locket not even
closing it, she put her latest lay's money in the box and put it back to
where no one could find it.

Angel. Her mind kept going back to that one man who made her
feel that she was worth something. He didn't remind her of all those nights
she spent crying herself to sleep at night. He reminded her of the reason to
keep going every day. Suddenly the phone rang. She answered it.

"Hello?" Buffy said into the phone.

"Hey Buffy," It was Willow

"What's up?" She answered back while a smile crept onto her face

"Just about a whole lotta nothing, you?" She asked back.

"Umm just thinking about some things. What'd you do last night
after we all got tipsy in the club?" Buffy asked joking around. She
remembered Willow to not be drinking anything.

"I just kept a close eye on Cordy; I knew you could handle
yourself. Pulse you had Angel there to protect you. What did you guys do you
left the club a little to quickly."

"We just hung out. Nothing to un-casual," Buffy said not wanting
Willow to know what she really did do. She heard her dad yelling in the
background, the feet stomping on the floor where getting closer to her room.
"Will sorry to cut this short but I have to go I'll call you back later."
She hung up the phone quickly as the door violently opened.

"Who the fuck was that on the phone Elizabeth?" Her father asked
Buffy noticed how his breath reeked of alcohol. She also noticed how he
called her Elizabeth, that's the name her mother had picked out for her.

Buffy winced at the tone in his voice but she made sure he
didn't see it. "It was Willow. She was calling to see what I was doing today
Why do you care? You never use to?"

"I NEVER USE TO? I always fucking did. I'm not the one
gallivanting around town fucking who ever is around me. I'm surprised Willow
isn't on the list yet. Why not Buffy?" Her father backhanded her and pushed
her against the wall.

"You haven't since Mom and Kelly died. You havn't even taken the
time to notice what grades I have been getting have you?" Buffy spat back.
Knowing that a cold hard beating was coming next.

"Don't you ever use that tone" Her father punched her in the face he
backhanded her. When she fell to the floor he kicked her in the stomach
until she spat up blood. He pulled her up from the collar and hit her until
there where red marks on her skin. He undid his fly and pulled down her
panties. He slid his dick into her.

After a while later he let her fall to the ground. He then left the room.
Buffy heard the front door slam and his car peel out of the drive way. She
couldn't care less she just sat there, waiting for her knight in shinning
armor to arrive.


TBC!

Well anyway I hope you all liked this chapter I'm sorry it took so long to
write I have been very sidetracked. I promise to update more.

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