Hey guys and girls and anything in between. Sorry for the long wait once again. My work is killing me and my motivation to write is kinda gone. My ideas for this story are still running trough my head.

The other story that I said was coming up, I started to doubt that. I don't think I can update two stories at the same time. So I think I'm just going to keep it with this. Finish this one and then go on with the other one.

Did I also mentioned that the characters are OOC?

So please let me know what you think!


Eli had texted Clare to go to the abandoned church. Clare was walking there. Because it was almost summer Clare decided to wear a red summer dress that would fall just above her knee with some black flats. Right after Clare got the text she got dressed as quickly as she could. She was curious what Eli had planned for her. The text said to text him when she was there so she did. She waited for a reply but it never came.

Suddenly she felt two hands before her eyes. ''Don't be scared, it's just me.'' She heard Eli say. ''You have to fully trust me okay?'' He said.

''I trust you Eli.'' Eli guided her trough the gate and walked a little further. ''Okay. I'm going to pull my hands away, but you have to promise me to keep your eyes closed until I say so.'' Clare smiled a little. ''I promise.''

She felt Eli's hands pull away and she kept her eyes closed as she promised. She heard Eli doing something but she couldn't figure out what it was. ''Are you ready?'' Eli said. ''I don't know for what but, yes. I'm ready.'' She giggled. ''Then open your eyes.''

She slowly opened her eyes and immediately her jaw dropped. Everywhere she looked there were pictures of the two off them. Sometimes with more people like Cece and Bullfrog, Adam and Alli, her parents. There was this red line crossing each picture and she soon noticed that this is there story. The ups and the downs. The highs and the lows. She felt tears forming in her eyes.

''Clare Diana Edwards. I know that our story wasn't always easy. I think we had more downs then ups. But from now on, I just want to go up with you. Because you deserve this more then anyone. You have been trough a lot, and sometimes I'm wondering how you deal with everything. You just keep smiling and seeing the positive side of everything. Even when there isn't a positive side. But that's why I love you more then anyone in this world. Because you are always the light in the room, even when you don't have a reason to be.'' Clare her tears were running down her cheeks as he continued his story.

''I remember the first time we met. Me running over your glasses with Morty. Me having the guts to say that you have pretty eyes. Romeo and Juliet. Julia. The hoarding. Your parents divorce. Me suffocating you. Me being bipolar. Asher. Dallas. Cam. Cancer. Long distance. Cheating. Pregnancy. We have been trough it all. And because we have been through it, I think we can only get stronger from it. I love you, Clare Diana Edwards.'' Clare felt her tears running down her cheeks. This is what you are fighting for. You can do this!

After they had dinner, they snuggled up in the hammock. They were laughing and talking. It was getting dark and Eli turned on the twinkly lights. ''The power of twinkly lights.'' Clare smiled. ''With a special thanks to Adam Torres.'' Eli laughed.

Clare finally felt that this was a good night for them. Until Eli turned up his serious voice. ''Clare?'' ''Yes Mr. Serious.'' Eli sighed. ''Can I ask you something? And you have to promise me not to get mad. But I just want to talk to you about this so I can maybe understand.''

Clare knew what this was about. She didn't want to talk about it. Not when the night was going so good for her. She sighed. ''Okay.'' She whispered.

''When was the last time you hurt yourself?'' Eli asked. Clare kept her mouth shut. She didn't want to answer because he knew he would be shocked about it and leave.

''Clare?'' Clare sighed. ''This morning.'' She whispered so that Eli could barley hear it. Eli pulled her closer.

''What can I do to help you?'' Clare didn't know how to answer that. How could he help her, when she couldn't even help herself. ''I don't know.'' She answered truthfully. ''I don't think you can. I think I can only help myself.''

Eli didn't like that answer. ''But there must be something I can do right?'' Eli asked hopefully. ''I really don't know.'' Tears were streaming down her cheeks once again.

''I have the feeling that you don't want any help Clare.'' Eli sounded a bit harsh. ''What do you mean by that?'' Clare asked raising her voice. ''You don't talk about it. You don't call me or ask for help when you have the feeling you need to cut. You are looking for an escape, but this is not the right way to do so Clare.'' Clare jumped up. ''You think I don't know that? You think I do this for fun? You think I'm doing this for attention?''

Eli was standing next to her. ''What? Clare, no!''

''I just lost a freaking baby. I finally figured everything out what I'm doing with my life and then I freaking lost the baby. The one that I was living for. The one that I made plans for. And now everything is FUCKED UP!'' She screamed.

''I know. I know. But this is not the way to deal with it Clare. I want to help you.'' ''I know you do. But I don't need help. I'm fine.''

Eli was starting to get mad. ''You are not FINE Clare. Cutting is not FINE. You need help. And if it isn't from me then you should go to your parents.'' '' NO! I'm not going to tell them. Everything is fine and I don't need anybody's help. Please leave me alone.'' She grabbed her bag and runs towards the gate.

''CLARE!'' Eli yelled after her. He sighed and slammed his hand against the three. What the fuck did you do Eli?


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