Falling

If I could see into the future, I would stop myself from meating you.

To not say yes.

To never love you,

just as you never really loved me.

I write this now, tears in my eyes,

a broken heart, starting to stop.

Do you care?

No.

Maybe if you did,

I would atleast have a small amount of will in me to keep living.

No.

I don't deserve to suffer.

Because of you, I die when the sun rises.

I will spend my last moments, watching it come up the sky.

Then I will try and jump to reach the burning sun,

but I will miss,

I will fall.

The sun will let me.

Just as you did.

On the way down,

I wil say your name.

I will see the crowd of people below,

yelling,

screaming.

But the only one who matters is you.

You will try to forget me,

but I wont let you.

you will not be happy.

On the way down to my death,

I will curse you with every thing in me.

I will curse you and everthing that you love or care for,
See you in Hell, my one and last love...