Thanx for reviewing my story! (hugs all reviewers) Ahem. Now I present to you the 25-th chapter! Dun, dun, dun!

25.The ball:part II

Ok so nowBlake,Matt and Ter were talking to the ex-bladers.

Everybody was there exept Sara and Carrie.They were nowhere in sight.

With Sara and Carrie:

The aquahaired woman was standing somewhere near the balcony talking with the whitehaired woman.

"Carrie, why did you do this? Can't you see that he's suffering because of your actions?"Sara asked with a serious expression on her face.

Carrie sighed and spoke.

"Do you think that it isn't torturing me also?Do you think that it's so easy to controll myself when he's around?"She softly said, tears gathering in her eyes.

"Then tell me why?"

Carrie slowly looked up.

"It's…I…I let him go.I told him to forget, to find somebody better than me and…to be…happy"

"And you thought that he would listen to you? Well I'm gonna tell you what happened in those five years while you were 'dead'.Then you are going to tell me what did you did past those years."

Carrie only notted and started to listen.

Sara began with a hevy sight. "Well…Kai turned into a wreck.He didn't run his company anymore, he didn't leave home, didn't laugh,smile and even smirk.He didn't contact anybody.The only thing which he was doing was drinking…Tala and I tried everythingto stop him but it was just useless.Kai didn't listen.We tried to make him forget you but the memory of you was to strong to let it dissapear….He…he even tried to…kill himself."

The green-eyed woman gasped.

Sara continued."Tala came just in time, to the library in Kai's mansion.Kai was holding a gun aimed at his head.Tala said that he had a blank expression on his face, it looked just like he was doing something normal.I even tried to hook him up with my sister…It only made it worse.Kai understood everything and after that we couldn't find him….He came back a few days later.He was bleeding,he was bruised and drunk of course."

"Oh my God…."Carrie whispered.

"And you know what…he did it all because of you.Yes. If you would come back everything would have change…why Carrie?Why din't you come back?"

Carrie lowered her head so he aquqblue locks were coveribng her green eyes.

"It's not simple Sara…You see when I was ….with …Boris….it…it was the first time I heard that I might be pregnant.The sciencetist by tolding Boris that the baby died, helped me."

"But he shot you…"

"The old bastard missed.He thought that I was dead, so he threw me out somewhere in the woods.That guy who saved me earlier somehow got my wallet and phoned the first person he found-Blake."

Sara notted and said Carrie to continue.

"Blake took care of me, and the baby.He helped me every day,to live and to forget abut my past…He was near me all the time even in the day of Kyle's birth.He even suggested the name of my child."

"I still don't understand one thing.Why did you marry him?"

"I didn't."

Sara was confused."What do you mean?"

"Well, Blake and I aren't really married, it's just a cover to keep fangirls away from him and fanboy away from me.The whole ceremony was a lie,althought it helped the both of us.I let Kai go and I thought that he listened to me.So I decidet to move on and try to be happy with Blake.I mean he was just perfect for a husband and for a father."

"Carrie, tell me do you still have any feelings for Kai?"

This took Carrie by surprise. "I…I…I think so."

"Did…did you sleep with Blake?"

She only sighed.

Sara's eyes grew wide."You did."she whispered.

"Yes, I did.A few weeks ago.It was the frist time sice those years that I felt that wonderfull feeling…I felt love Sara,I felt that I can love again.He didn't force me to do anything,we were alone and it was late…he…I…we just did it ok!"

Sara could see the tears in her friends eyes,she also could see regret,fear,confussion…

"And what if I tell you that Kai still loves you."

"He…he does?"

Sara notted.

"Yeah.Very much.Since he saw you again he almost says it everytime.He even dreams about you.Think about it when you'll have to choose again, hm?"

"I will…..Can…can you please leave me alone? I don't want to you see me cry…"Carrie whispered softly.

Sara hugged her friend , gave a small smile and slowly started walking away.

Soon Carrie could feel hot tears streaming down her pale face.

With The Flames and the bladers:

They all were talking about blades and lots of other things.

Tala suddenlyspotted Sara walking towards them with a small smile on her face.

"Hey Sara, where have you been?"He asked her.

"Talking with Carrie…"

"Where is she now?"Matt asked of all suden.

Sara hugged herself, sighed and spoke. "Probably on the balcony now, crying.She didn't want anybody to see her now."

This caught Kai's attention.

"But why is she crying?" Mariah asked.

"I guess that she's confused…about her feelings.Blake knows what I'm talking about.Aren't you Blake?"Sara turned her attention towards the green eyed man.

Blake put on a sad smile,notted and said.

"So I guess that…it's the end…again."He took a deep breath and continued. "Ter, Matt on the stage now."Then he took his ring off and hide it in his pocket.

Matt and Ter notted.

Sara now faced Kai and pointed her finger somewhere."There she is,go or I'll kick your Russian ass."

Kai smiled.for the first time since five years.

He didn't need to be told twice,with one quick movement he turned around and started walking towards the place where Sara pointed just a while ago.

In the same time The Flames started playing their next song.

Oh the first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met

And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get

I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand

An assault my defenses systematically failed to withstand

When Kai reched the balcony he saw Carrie with her back turned towards him and obviously she was crying.He took a silent deep breat and took a few steps forward.

Cuz you came at a time

When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall

Was the be-all and end-all

Love is only a feeling

Drifting away

When I'm in your arms I start believing

It's here to stay

But love is only a feeling

Anyway

When he was about to toutch her arm she turned around not suspecting anything at all.She wanted to leave but she bumped into somebody.

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved

I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed

That the light of my life

Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by

Just to beam on you and I

They were staring into eachother eyes.Speechless.Her tears fell down once more, discovering the green triangles hidden under her make-up.Kai reached to touch her face,he was afraid that she would push him away but….when he toutched her cheek she slowly closed her eyes,snuggling closer to his toutch.

Love is only a feeling

Drifting away

When I'm in your arms I start believing

It's here to stay

But love is only a feeling

Anyway, anyway

Kai smiled and warped one arm around her.Carrie didn't resist when he pulled her to him into his warm embarence.She returned the hug holding to him like her life was depending on it.He lifted her chin and brought her mouth to his.The kiss lasted for a long time.Her hands ended in his thick dark hair, and his arms were circled around her waist pushing her to him as close as possible.

Love is only a feeling

Drifting away

And we've got to stop ourselves believing

It's here to stay

Cuz love is only a feeling

Anyway.

As the song ended so did their kiss.

Carrie looked up to see those myserious eyes in which she feel in love with.She opened her mouth to speak.

"I…I…I wan't you back. I can't fight this anymore."

Kai leaned down her ear and whispered."So do I"Then he breathed her scent, the scent of winter.

She smilled and hugged him tighter, he did the same.

"Do me a favour."Kai said looking into those piercing green eyes.

"Yes?"

"Dance with me."

Carrie notted as Kai lead her to the dance floor.

Blake spotted them from the scene and gave a nod to his friends on the stage.

November Rain

When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain

We've been through this

Such a long long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come

And lovers always go

And no one's really sure

Who's lettin' go today

Walking away

If we could take the time

To lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

Then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain

"Hey, isn't that Kai and…Carrie?"Tyson asked while he was dancing with Hilary.

Sara and Tala smilled to eachother, then with one swift move Tala stole a kiss from his wife.(U)

"Yup, that's our Kai right."Ray commented.

Mariah giggled"This is the last thing I would ever suspect from Kai…"

Do you need some time

On your own

Do you need some time

All alone

Everybody needs some time

On their own

Don't you know you need some time

All alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time

On my own

Sometimes I need some time

All alone

Everybody needs some time

On their own

Don't you know you need some time

All alone

And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you

Need somebody

Don't ya think that you

Need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one

The song slowly fadet away and Kai gently brushed his lips against Carrie's.

Suddenly carrie felt like somebody was pulling her by her dress.She looked down to find…

"Kyle…?"

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