Well I must say that most of you want Carrie with Kai...but a few want her to be with Duke …and there's Blake………we'll see …

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33.My heart belongs to you:

It was late in the evening, and Carrie was satying at the ex-abbey with Mivia and Duke.

Her little daughter was sleeping peacefully on Duke's chest holding on to him tightly.Carrie watched thins with amusement.

"You are probably wondernig how did this all happen?" Duke's voice snapped her out of her thouthgs.

"Yeah."

He took a deap breath.

"Well, when Boris found out that your child is alive he went after you, but he was surprised that you had twins.He kidnapped Mivia and Kyle.I'm one of the agents who helped saveing them. We got Kyle back but there was no sing of Mivia anywhere."

Carrie lowered her head.

"I left Russia as fast as it was possible with Blake then…"

"Excatly. Everybody gave up and we all thought that Mivia would never come back. But I didn't.I knew that there was still hope and I was looking…I found Balkov with Mivia in one of the long closed labs in Russia quite far away from here."He ran his hand through his dark hair.

"I got her back and tried to contact you but noone knew where you could be.So there were two ways…Mivia would go to the orphanage or somebody would take care of her.I got some important papers that are saying that I'm her parent.And that's how it all was, Mivia is living here since I found her.The abbey was closed and I decided to buy it.I'm not an agent anymore…I fell in love…with her."He glanced at the child in his arms.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you earlier…"Duke whispered.

She looked up at him with watery eyes and put her head on his shoulder.

Duke was surprised but he put his free arm around her hugging her lightly.

"I thought that I've lost her…forever."

"You didn't she's right here.I tried to tell her everything what I knew about you to let her just imagine how her real mother looks."

He continued."You'll stay here for tonight…"

She notted and put her hand on her daughter's back snugglnig closer to Duke.

Soon they all fell asleep on the couch near the fireplace.

The next day:

A sweet smell woke up Duke.He opened one eye and saw Mivia still asleep next to him on the couch.He shook her gently.

"Wha…-yawn- oh hi daddy."She said still very sleepy rubbing her eyes.She looked around."Where's mommy?"

They both glanced at eachother and then both stood up and headed towards the kitchen.

And there she stood setting the table.

Duke came from behind with Mivia by his side, they were about to scare Carrie.

"You guys really have to learn how to get your enemy from behind."She said calmy not even turning around.

"Mom how did you know that we were here?"

Carrie turned around to face them."I'll tetch you someday."

Mivia smilled."I'm sooooo hugry! What's for breakfsat?"

"Mivia behave yourself."Duke said.

Carrie smilled warmly."It's alright Mivia.You like panckakes?"

"Sure!"

The aqua-haired woman lifted her daughter up and put her on the chair.

As she watched Mivia, Duke spoke."You didn't had to."

"But I wanted to and besides I was alittle hungry my self."

He smilled and it made her blush a little.

'Why am I blushing?Oh no it can't be…'

"Why don't we go for a walk after breakfast?"Duke offerd.

"Great!"Mivia said.

Carrie notted, but she wasn't really paying attention to what they were saying.

After the breakfast Carrie, mivia and Duke were walking to the nearest park so Mivia could play.

Carrie watched as Duke and Mivia had a snow fight.

'I can't take her away from Duke…but then I can't go back to Japan …to Kyle althought I miss him very much…'

She sat on the bench, Duke soon joined her leaving Mivia to play with other kids.

He saw that she was like in another world so he toutched her cheek. Wrong move.

Carrie winced.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing."She said quickly.

"Carrie, please I don't know you for a long time but I can tell that there is something.Tell me."

Her hair covered her pale face as she lowered her haid.

Duke gently brushed her hair behind her shoulder.He noticed her bruised cheek.

"Who did this to you?"

"The…Mivia's and Kyle's father."

Blood started to boil in Duke's body.How could anyone do such a thing? Hit such a beutifull woman, who gave birth to those two children.She has been through so much pain and sorrow.And she just found out that her daughter is alive.If he would get the bastard in his hands he would probaby kill him.

"He hit me because I wanted to be honest with him.I told him that I slept with Blake…you know that guy who helped me with Kyle.It happened when we were separated.I really loved him…I guess that I'm just not able to be happy."

"How can you say such things.You have two wonderfull children and a guy that lost his head for you since he saw you!"He nearly screamed.

Carrie's head shot up."Who are you talking about?"

'Great job Duke…' He thought to himself.

"Well?"

"It's ……it's …me.I fell in love with you, in fact I don't even know how…but I never felt anything like that before…"

He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on her rosy lips.

She closed her eyes and enjoyed every moment of it.

Suddenly the kiss was broken.Carrie opened her eyes and saw Duke on the ground.

She looked up to her side and saw …Kai! And boy was he angry…

Kai was focusing on Duke and he was ready to pick up a fight.When he was about to hit him again.A little girl ran up in front of Duke.

"No! Don't hurt him!"

It was the same girl he saw earlier.She…… looked just like Carrie…

"Kai stop this at once!"He turned and faced Carrie.

"But he kissed you!"

"So what! Leave me alone, you pushed me away or should I say hit me! Should I remind you what happened a few days back! I don't belong to you…everytime we are together smoething goes wrong and I'm sick of it! Maybe here I'll get a life, with Duke and Mivia."

He looked at the child."This is Mivia?"

"Yes this is Mivia my long lost child, Kyle's twin. Who was kidnapped by Boris after she was born!Now that you know evrything …leave…me…alone…"

Kai was shocked. Kyle had a twin? He has a dughter.It made sense.

Mivia stared confused at her mother.

"Mom who is he?"

All eyes were set on Carrie. "A nobody."She spat.

Carrie helped Duke get on his feet."You ok?"She asked with concern.

He notted.

Kai was still staring at the child in front of him as if he was hypnotized.

"Don't you care about our son?"He said to Carrie.

"Obviously you're the one who doesn't care.Of course you told him why I left…after our 'little argument'."

Kai had a hurt look."Carrie I'm sorry…-"

"No Kai.It's a little too late don't you think? Just do one more thing for me……take good care of Kyle.He still think's that you're a perfect father.Don't dissapoint him.Tell him that I'm dead or something. I will see him but you'll never know when."

"So what am I supposed to do now?"He asked.

Carrie walked in front of him until there was a tiny gap between them.

"Forget about the past and live your life."She said soflty this time that made him shiver.

"Why are you torturing me? Why can't we go back home and be together?"

She sighed."you should think of that before you smacked me on the face…and I did it because I wanted you to know,I did it because I didn't want to have any secrets hidden from you…and this was my repayment."She pointed to her cheek.

Kai closed his eyes and a tear escaped his left eye.

"Just to let you know, Kai…"

She leaned forward to his ear.

"My heart always belonged to you…"

Carrie walked past him and contiuned.

"…and always will."

Kai stood there, the wind started blowing violently around him.He toutched his face and noticed that he was…crying.But he knew that it was his own fault.

Now he was paying the price of his mistake.

'I'm a nobody just like she said…I don't understad it…she said that her heart belongs to me but…she doesn't want to come back…I hate my life…it sucks when she's not in it…' He thought bitterly to himself.

Puttin' his frozen hands into his pockets, he started wakilng to his old mansion.

He was alone again.

A song poped into his head.

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

and I'm the only one and I walk alone

By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone

Every day I wake up and it's Sunday

Whatever's in my eye won't go away

The radio is playing all the usual

And what's a Wonderwall anyway

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is

out

I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line

Of the edge and where I walk alone

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you

Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's alright

Check my vital signs

To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

But I don't know how

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me (maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me)

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating (maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me)

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me (maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me saves me)

'Til then I walk alone

Sing with me; sing for the year

Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear

Sing with me, just for today

Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away.

Yes…this song was telling the way he felt right now.But will it las forever?

TBC………………………

Soooooooooo…………..What do you all think of it hm…? I really never updated this fast, but I have some free time and well let's just say that I know how a reader feels when he waits for a loooooooong update.

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