Good-bye
Chapter5
CHAPTER5 (OLIVIA'S POV)
I called in sick today. I didn't want to see anyone. Tonight was the night. I thought about it long and hard. Loosing Chris (her now dead fiancé) and my love for Elliot growing it was all to hard. Me loving Elliot was killing me slowly form the inside and out. I decided tonight I would end my life. I wrote my will up and all.
I took out a plain piece of paper and started to write the letter. I knew everyone would search my apartment and I knew they would find this letter. I put it in an envelope. I wrote on the front "The Gang". This was it. I sat on my couch and I looked at the window. A glass f wine sitting there, on the coffee table. I stared at it. Finally I took and it and I drank it. I drank more and more. I could feel myself going numb. It was seven PM.
I walked into my bathroom. I took the knife that was there and I cut my wrist. It hurt so much, but I still went on. I cut both of my wrists. I was sitting down on the ground letting the blood flow from my body. I felt myself letting go. My love for Elliot was in my heart. Chris's laughter was in my head. An image of the squad was in my head and I smiled. One last time I smiled and I feel asleep into a deep slumber and I knew I wasn't going to wake up. I knew I was dieing. I whispered my last words. They were "Good-bye".
(ELLIOT'S POV)
When I got to bed I was only woken up by my cell phone. I answered it. Cragen told me to come down to Olivia's apartment that something happened. I go dressed and drove to her apartment. When I got there I saw Cragen, Fin and John standing outside her door. They were crying I walked up to them.
Wha-." I was about to ask them, but they told me to go look. I walked into to her apartment. It was clean and neat. I walked into the bathroom because that's where everyone was.
When I walked in my heart sank and my knees grew weak. I fell on the ground where she was. Both her wrists were cut and the blood was seeping into the white tiles on the floor. Her face was pale and her lips were parted. Her hair fell around her face.
"Come back. Come back." I cried over and over. My head rested on her stomach as I cried. I loved her and now she was gone. I felt a hand on my shoulder. They were trying to bring me away from her body.
"NO! No, no! Leave me alone!" I screamed and fought to stay next to her.
I wanted my partner back. I wouldn't leave her body. I finally got up and I looked at John, Fin and Don. They were all crying as they looked at Olivia. She was a family to us and we could never imagine life with out her.
Two weeks later I stand at her grave yard. I stare at her stone. I blame myself everyday now. I keep thinking she killed herself because I punched her. The next day we cleaned her apartment out and found the letter she wrote to us. I went home to my apartment. I checked my mail and I saw a letter from Olivia. I sat on my couch and opened the letter.
DEAR Elliot,
I know you're mad at me right now. I also knew you would read the letter I left at my apartment aloud so I wrote this letter just to you. I love you. I was engaged. He died one night. He got into a car crash. I loved him, but I loved you more. Good-bye
Love,
Olivia.
I cried and cried and cried my self to sleep. Years passed and we grew strong. We never forgot Olivia as for we still have her desk the way she left it...
THE END
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