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Dedication: Hmmm, to… All of my wonderful reviewers. This means you!

As I got onto my broom, I was shaking. I hadn't was nervous, and I hadn't had any breakfast. We flew up. I looked around. I tune out the voice of the announcer, so I was surprised when I looked down at the score to find it 70 to 40, Gryffendor in the lead. After another half hour, the score was 120 to 40. I was feeling confident that we were going to win, and I was become less focused. I noticed a second to late that the Ravenclaw seeker was zooming after something gold.

I tried as fast as I could to catch up, but I couldn't. I got really close, then a bludger came pelting towards me and hit the very bottom of my feet, knocking me of course. By the time I had steadied myself, the other seeker held the snitch in his hand. I could her the announcer: "Final score, 120 to 190, Ravenclaw wins!" I flew to the ground and looked at the ground. I trudged to the locker room. It was all my fault that we had lost, all my fault. I felt a single tear roll down my face.

I felt someone's arm around me and I looked over. It was David. "Don't take it so hard. It's not your fault." I didn't say anything. He squeezed my shoulder and left, and I went and changed. Once I came back out, Tess and Tucker were waiting. "Hey." She said, and we walked back to the castle for lunch. I decided to forget about the game. It wasn't worth being so sad over.

A few weeks later, on the weekend before the Dance, there was a Hogsmade weekend. Tess and I went shopping for costumes. I still hadn't figured out who my secret admirer was, but I was almost positive that it was David, having someone else write it for him. Anyway, we walked into the shop, and started trying on the costumes. Tess tried on all the ones she wanted first, and she ended up being Desi from the weird sisters. Then it was my turn.

I tried on several costumes, but they all looked wrong. Finally, Tess made me try on a dark green Dress from like, the Middle Ages. I pulled it on, and she looked at it. "Yes, this is it." Tess said softly, and I looked at myself in the mirror. I guess I looked okay. I definitely didn't look bad. Tess made me spin around, and the she forced me to get it. I didn't really want to be something like that for Halloween (She said I could be a maiden) but I probably wouldn't find anything else. I bought a mask and we headed out.

Next, we went to find Tucker. As I was coming out of the store, I walked straight into David. "Sorry." I said, and he said, "No, it's my fault." Then he demanded to see my dress, so I showed it to him. "I think you will make an excellent maiden." He said, and then he sidled into the shop. Tess was grinning at me.

Once we found Tucker, we all went an got some candy from Honeydukes. I felt kind of like a third wheel with the two of them. They were trying to include me, but it didn't work very well. Finally, I left and went to the bookstore rather then follow them around. In there, I saw David come in behind me. I pretended I didn't see him, and I watched him out of the corner of my eye. He kind of glanced at me, and then sneaked sideways. I smiled to myself. He was following me.

I let him watch me for a little while, and then I decided to "notice" he was here. "David, Hi. What are you doing here?" I said, smiling at him. "Uhh, looking for music books for the band." He said. "Want to go get some ice cream?" I said, and he nodded, so we headed to the ice cream parlor. We sat down and started talking. Once we were done, it was time to go back to the school. As I stood up, his hand brushed against mine. I could feel it tingle. I was hoping he would hold my hand, but no such luck.

That night, once Tess unglued herself from Tucker's lips, I told her about what happened. She looked Happy for me, but it was dark, and I couldn't really tell, since we were going to bed. Who knows, maybe she was thinking about Tucker. I almost fell asleep when the bathroom door opened and light flooded into the room. I opened my eyes a crack and I saw Kelsey, she was crying. I almost asked her what was wrong, but thought better of it. She was always mean to me, so why should I care about her? I fell asleep then, and didn't hear Kelsey cry herself to sleep.

Sunday morning, I woke up late. Kelsey was in the bathroom, as usual. This time she took longer then usual, so by the time I got in there and out it was lunchtime. I was already in a very bad mood, so when I went to lunch, and Marissa said, "Shagged anyone good lately?" I just threw the bat boogey hex at her and left her in the common room screaming. Once I was down stairs, I found that Tess and Tucker hadn't saved me seat, and Sandy wasn't there, so I sat with Elizabeth. I don't like her that much, she is kind of snobby, but she is my cousin, so I knew that I could sit with her.

By that night, I was not having a good day. I couldn't concentrate, I kept blotting my homework, and everything that could go wrong did. Finally I went to the room of requirement. This time, it a beach. My mum took me and my brothers and sister to a beach in America once, and I loved it. I've only been once, but to feel the wakes wash over me again was wonderful. Finally, it got dark and I crawled up onto the sand and fell asleep.

When I woke up, I realized I was late. I magicked my clothes on and ran to my class. As I ran into to transfiguration, Professor McGonnagall surveyed me over her glasses. "Why are we late, Ms. Potter?" She said, and I mumbled, "I over slept." I quickly sat next to Tess, and got out my notes for class.

Friday morning dawned cold, but sunny. It was mine and Sirius's birthday." I'm fifteen finally!" I said to myself, as I got dressed. At breakfast, James and Remus wished me happy birthday; so did Tess, Tucker and a few other people. I looked over at Sirius. He had a pile of cards, and a fair few presents in front of him. When the mail came a little while later, there was some cards for me, but a whole lot for him. I saw my mom and Dad's present for him. It was a new broom.

I got a card from my grandparents, and from Fred and George, but that's it. Oh ya, and one from my parents. I almost cried when I got it. They wrote Sirius a long letter and actually thought about his present. My card said, Happy Birthday Lily. Mom and Dad. Really original. The present was fifteen galleons. Brooms cost a lot more.

Today we only had classes until one, and then they let us go. I ran up to my room to get ready. I was almost ready to get into the shower when I noticed a present on my bed. I opened it and it was a journal. I needed on to, since my other one was at the end. I opened it, and on the cover it said, Happy birthday pretty girl. Hope to see you tonight! I was almost positive it was David, and I hoped it was. I got into the shower grinning.

The ball wasn't until seven, but I was dressed and ready by four. I sat around and did nothing. I looked at myself in the bathroom, and then I looked down into the garbage can for some reason. There was a pregnancy test in it. I pulled it out. I know that's incredibly disgusting, but, hello! I wasn't just going to ignore it. I looked at it, and there was to little lines at one end. Someone was pregnant, and I was betting my fifteen birthday galleons that it's Kelsey.

At seven, Tess, Tucker and me made our way down to the dance floor. We had dinner first, and once we were done it was almost eight. I made my way to the ice sculptures. I could see someone, a boy, was standing there with his back turned. He looked tall, like David, and Handsome (From the back) like David. I was positive it was David. "My Secret Admirer?" I said, and he turned around. It wasn't David.

It was a boy that I'd met a few times named Alex. He was another Gryffendor sixth year, but I didn't really know him, but I think he's friends with David. Anyway, his face lit up when he saw me. "Hi! You came. Lily, you look beautiful." He said, and I couldn't help smiling. How could I have not noticed him before, he was so cute! "No. You and David are going to get together, remember? You loved him forever, and now you throwing it all away." That little voice in my head said, and I ignored it. I was definitely into Alex.

"Would you like to Dance?" He said, and I nodded. He led me onto the Dance floor, and we danced. He is an excellent Dancer. A slow song came on, and we slow danced. I was definitely falling for this guy, but how could I? I mean, I've been in love with David for so long, and now this new boy comes along and I like him. Maybe I was blinded so much by David that I didn't notice the other boys.

Alex and me danced together for the rest of the dance. Around ten, he leaned over and kissed me on the lips. My first kiss! It was just a quick peck on the lips. But it was still a kiss. "Lily, would you like to be my girlfriend?" he said softly in my ear. I inhaled softly, and Alex smelled delicious. I replied. "Okay." Super witty reply, but I didn't care. This guy seemed so wonderful. What happened after that wasn't so wonderful.

There was another slow song, and I was dancing with my head nestled in Alex's shoulder. I could see over his shoulder, and I saw David coming towards us. He had a smile on his face, and he was holding a rose. He saw me, and the smile slid off his face. He dropped the rose and almost ran in the other direction. I felt really bad, but hey, he forgot my birthday along with the rest of the world.

As the dance ended that night, Alex left for a minute to go do something or other. Then Sirius came up to me. "Hey sis, how's it going? Happy birthday. Oh, and tomorrow we have a band practice in the room of requirement around two, ok?" He said, and I said okay and wished him a happy birthday to.

Then the dance did end, and Alex came back to walk me back to the common room. I smiled at him, and we held hands. As we got to the portrait hole, He opened it for me and we went in. Then he walked me to the staircase, and then he leaned over and kissed me again, another peck. "Goodnight Lily." He said, and I said, "Goodnight Alex." Then I went to my dorm. Tess was there, awaiting the details. Kelsey was nowhere to be seen, as was Marissa. Other then my parents almost ignoring my birthday, it was an excellent birthday.

A/N Did you like this chapter? I hope so. I bet I surprised you that the secret admirer wasn't David. I was planning on it to be, but things change. Please review!