A/N: Than you to my reviewers for last chapter, I appreciate it very much. Thank you to the reviewer who said that at first people would think that Kelsey was getting fat, I never thought of that.

Disclaimer: 'I own Harry Potter' Wakes up from dream Darn it, I don't.

Dedication: Hmmm…To the Game of Speed. I played 31 games of speed when I went camping, and it passed a lot of time.

I lay on the floor crying softly, until about five on Thursday night, when I was finally rescued. Dumbledore, My father, and a few aurors came to get me. All I remember is my dad spotting me on the ground, scooping me up, and we were at St. Mungo's. They gave me a potion there, and I fell asleep.

When I woke up the next morning, my mum was next to my bed crying. The recent events came flooding into my mind. My mum looked up and saw that I was awake. "Oh, Honey, I'm so sorry about everything I said. It's all my fault. If I would have just not taken my anger out on you this never would have happened! I'll never forgive my self!" My mother was crying hysterically. I was slightly alarmed, but right then a healer came in.

"Mrs. Potter, I'm afraid that you have to leave. I need to talk to Lily." The healer said politely, and my mum got up and left, still crying.

The healer took the chair were my mum had been sitting. "Now Lily, we put you in an enchanted sleep and found out exactly what happened, so there is no need to recount that experience again." The healer said, and I didn't bother tell her that the experience was playing over and over in my head already.

"We have checked you out, and you're not pregnant, and you have no damage in your vaginal area. The damage is emotional. We suggest that you have counseling twice a week here for an hour or so." The healer was trying to make it sound like she knew what I was going through right now, but she had no idea. I just nodded.

"You may go home later today, and if you like you may go back to school on Monday. Only if you want to." The healer said, and I nodded again, finally, she left me in peace, which was what I wanted.

Once I was sure she was gone and not coming back, I let myself cry. I wasn't a virgin anymore. I was dirty, no boy would like me now, I thought.

All day, I just wanted to go home. When I finally could, I cheered. When I got out of bed to walk to my mum, I winced. My thighs were so sore that I sat back down. I got up a second time and walked slowly over to my mom. My dad had the car. It took awhile to get there, but the longer I walked the easier that it got. When we got to the car, I sat down slowly. My dad kept glancing in his mirror back at me. He stopped and picked up some Mexican food for me, my favorite.

When we got home, everybody was waiting for me. James was looking livid, angry that someone would do that to his little sister. Sirius was looking really worried. Remus was looking kind of scared, and Molly looked all three at the same time. When I walked in, Sirius ran to me and hugged me. Molly was next. She hugged me so tightly that I could barely breath. We are the same height, even though I'm older. Anyways, once everyone was done hugging me, Molly helped me down stairs and to my bed.

"If you need anything, just call my name." She said, and I nodded. She left. We hadn't got along like that in a really long time. Still, everybody being so nice to me didn't erase the memory, but for once I was glad that my Family was mine.

The rest of the weekend, I did nothing, just sat around. I sent a few owls, but none to Alex or Tess. It was really painful not to have a best friend to help me through this, but I was doing fine without her. I didn't want to even think about Alex. Since I was…raped, I didn't trust any guys outside of my family. I hadn't even talked to Alex, and I was afraid to trust him. If Flint could do this to me, then he could to, and that was what I was afraid of.

When Sunday night came, it was time to go back to school. Despite my mum and dad telling me to stay, I chose to go back to school. I missed it, and I missed my classes. When I got back to school and went to Dinner, everyone looked at me. There was a lot of whispering going on, and I knew that some how everyone knew. I groaned, realizing how some of them knew. They had printed it in the news. Harry Potter's Daughter raped by Death Eater!

I looked around for Tess, but I didn't see her. I did see Alex, and David, but I chose to sit with Kelsey. I told Kelsey what happened, with out the details. If felt so weird to be telling Kelsey things again, like we did when we were younger. Anyway, she told me that her mom didn't even notice that her stomach was getting bigger. You could tell a little more now, but I noticed that it looked like she was getting fat rather the pregnant.

I got up when I was done sitting, (I didn't eat anything) and went to go to the common room. Alex got up to follow me, and I sped up my pace a bit. He kept following, and eventually he caught up with me. He looked solemn.

"Lily, I heard about what happened, and I-" I cut him off by saying, "I know that you don't want to be with me now. Don't worry, I get it. I'll do you the favor by telling you that we can't be together. Not now, that I'm dirtied by Flint." I said, starting to cry.

"Lily that's not what I was going to say…" He trailed off. I had run up the hall, away from him and away from my fears

I went up to my dorm, to find Tess in it. She was still mad at me, apparently. I went and locked myself in the bathroom and cried my eyes out. All I had been doing was cry lately, it was like someone had opened the floodgates. I was in there for an hour when Tess banged on the door.

"Are you done? I need to take a shower!" She yelled through the door, and I opened it. Tess saw my red eyes, and I'm pretty sure she knew I'd been crying. She opened her mouth to say something, but I pushed past her and went to my bed. I wrenched the hangings shut, put a silencing spell around them, and once again I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning, going to classes was horrible. Well, maybe it wasn't so bad, but still, it wasn't fun. Alex followed me everywhere, trying to talk to me, Tess was still mad at me, and whispers followed me everywhere. One good thing is that Professor McGonnagall actually gave me a break on my homework. She smiled at me. I think she felt sorry for me.

Snape, however, was quite the opposite. He glared in my direction, and when he asked for my homework, and I didn't have it, he sneered, "Well, lets see. Twenty points from Gryffendor." He said nastily, and I scowled. He grinned evilly, and he flicked his wand, and the directions for whatever potion we were making went onto the board.

I read the directions first, and started to make my potion. By the end of class, I was pretty proud of myself. I had made the potion exactly how it was suppose to be made, and it was the correct color for once: salmon pink. Snape swept by it, scowling. He didn't criticize any thing. When I left potions, I was in an okay mood. I hadn't even been in a remotely good mood since…I don't even remember.

The next morning, I had an owl from mum asking how I was doing. She also sent me a form that said my first counseling appointment would be tonight. I would floo from the common room at eight and come back at nine thirty. I groaned. I did not want to go to counseling, but I knew that it could help me put what happened in the past.

That night, when I flooed from the common room, Tess was watching me. I didn't care. She heard me say, "Counseling room." When I got to the room, there was a witch sitting in the chair. "Please sit down." She said in a pleasant voice. I sat, and read her nameplate: Lavender Brown. My dad said something about her once. Back in sixth year, apparently, Lavender and Ron were going out and Hermione was jealous and Lavender and Ron broke up and Hermione and Ron got together. I almost smiled at the memory.

"Now, is there anything you want to talk about?" she said pleasantly, and I nodded. "I would like to know why you and my uncle broke up." I said, and she actually smiled. "Because I was mad at him for all the time he spent with Hermione. Neither of us ended up with Ron though. My best friend got him." She said, and I gasped. "You and Parvati were best friends? I never knew that." I said, and we sat there and talked for the full hour and a half about what my parents and my mum's brothers were like.

When I left, I called, "See you Saturday night." That's when the next session was, and surprisingly, I actually liked them. I had laughed twice, when I thought I would never laugh again. Anyway, when I got back to the common room through the fire, Tess was there. I walked past her, when she called, "Lily? Where did you go?" her voice was sort of friendly. I turned around, said, "Counseling." And kept walking. She jumped up and followed me.

"For what?" she said, and all of a sudden I realized that she didn't know that I was raped. The tears started flowing, and she hugged me tightly. I relayed the whole story to her, and in the end she was crying with me. "I'm sorry for being mad at you! If I would have known, I would have-" "It's okay." I cut her off.

We hugged for a long time. Finally, I told her that I broke up with Alex. She nodded. "Ya, Tucker told me that. Him and Alex are friends. Tucker was looking for you so he could tell you something." She said, her voice still a little wobbly. We were talking for a few minutes, when Alex came through the portrait hole. I saw him, got up and ran to my dorm. He called my name, but I ignored it.

Tess came up about ten minutes later. She came over and sat next to me, saying "Look out for David. He thinks that you broke up with Alex because you didn't like him, so he wants to get with you." I groaned. The last thing I needed right now was to be courted by two boys. One was bad enough.

Tess and me sat up for a long time talking. Kelsey came in soon afterward, and she went to bed. Marissa came up around eleven when we were going to bed. She scowled at both of us, but she didn't say anything for once. When I crawled into bed and thought about all that had happened today, I realized that the day hadn't been to bad. Actually, it had been an almost good day. I wasn't sure I would ever have a good-good, because the memory of that night would haunt me forever.

A/N: So, tell me what you think of the last two chapters. I'm not sure how much I like them, but I would like your opinion.