I need you
Pairing: Kodam

Spoilers for season 10
Chapter twelve

Hearing those words, he managed to look down at the test and saw the little pink strips, the ones that indicated that yes they were indeed having a baby, his eyes misted over and his hands rested on either side of her cheeks and he kissed her lips softly and passionately, his body moving closer, closing any space between them.

His voice was shaking as he spoke, "And this is an accurate test?", his voice was low, and all thoughts about their argument had left his head now, he had wanted to have a family ever since he got out of prison, but things had never really worked out that way. Seeing Danny with his kids and being close to Charlie, and seeing Sara with Chin, he wanted a child or children of their own.

Nodding her head, she breathed out nervously, "It is 99% accurate and this is not the only test I have taken, I brought three just in case.. all three were positive". Ever since the child sex ring that led her leaving five-o, she hadn't felt right bringing a child into the world until it was done, but then she got to a point where she realised her fighting for this had cost her marriage with Adam and that is when she decided to come home.

His voice shared an echo of worry but also excitement as he whispered, "We're gonna have a baby".

Now that he thought about it, he could understand why she had seemed a lot moodier and emotional lately as well and why she was worried about the Yakuza and Tamiko. "Adam, tell me what you are thinking.. I need to know.. I'm so scared right now". Things had been good between them but they were still on rocky ground and were working things out, adding a baby to this could just cause more issues and she wasn't sure if he even still wanted a family with her.

Pulling her into his arms, he kissed her softly and then held her close, rubbing her back gently, and swaying from side to side with her. Then he walked her backwards till she was sitting on the bed, and he sat next to her, gazing inter eyes, and wiping a tear away with his thumb, "I've always longed to have a family with you Kono", he took her hands in his and squeezed softly. "I'm really happy", he whispered nodding his head as a few stray tears fell down his cheeks. One hand instinctively loved to her stomach, and rubbed it slowly.

"You and our baby means more to me than anything in the world Kono, and I can't wait to go through this journey with you". He was scared he wouldn't be a good enough father to their child, he didn't want to be like his own father, but he knew he he had to overcome those fears.

Kono looked pale and tired, and she looked at Adam with concern, "Tell me you don't love her, tell me you don't want her, even if you have to lie to me". Closing his eyes for a moment, he pressed a kiss to her forehead, and then opened his eyes, fixing his gaze on her. "I'm telling the truth Kono, I don't love her and I don't want her. She is a friend I made a mistake with, and one I won't make again. All I want baby, is you".

She leaned into him, playing with the buttons on his shirt with her fingers, and sighed softly, "I'm sorry Adam, I just get insecure, She is a beautiful woman, and we haven't been back together for long". He chuckled a little, and smiled softly, "I've never seen you insecure about anything before Kono, and yes she might be a beautiful woman, but you are even more beautiful and it's you I love".

She clung to him a little tighter, the fight now out of her mind.. It was the anxiety of telling him this, plus her insecureness about Tamiko, and worrying about the Yakuza that had made her upset and lash out the way she had. "I really needed to hear that Adam", she looked up at him and smiled, her hand moving over his on her stomach, their fingers interlacing, "I'm nervous about this, but excited.. I think though we have not long gotten back together, this is where we should be now, in our lives".

He agreed and smiled softly, "I know Kono, I can't wait to meet our son or daughter and watch him or her grow and become an amazing human being.. One thing, I know you might not want to tell everyone straight away", he knew about the 12 week rule, "But we might consider at least telling Steve and maybe even Danny, since he is second in charge because I won't and I know they will back me up too, won't feel comfortable you being out in the field too much being pregnant".

Sighing softly, she nodded her head.. Danny couldn't keep a secret to save his life, but he and Steve needed to know, and they both knew it.. "Honestly, I wouldn't feel comfortable being in the field too much being pregnant as well. I don't want to risk my or our baby's health so how bout once we have made it offical with a doctor, we can go and tell Steve and the blabber Danny". She giggled softly, adding "and hope he doesn't go blab".

Adam chuckled and nodded, "Now, why don't we get you into that nice relaxing warm bath you were gonna have and then we can get you into bed, and if you don't mind, I'd very much love to join you if that is okay", he whispered softly, leaning in and kissing her lips. Nodding her head, she smiled, standing up and pulling him to his feet, "Long as you know I've got some ideas for you Mr Noshimuri".

Laughing softly, he chuckled as they headed back out into the main bathroom, which was the only bathroom with a bath in it, thinking how lucky he was to be back in the arms of the woman he loved, they were married, back together and having a baby.. It didn't get much better then that.