Author's Note: Hey Guys! Thanks for the reviews. I'm glad that everyone likes it so far. I have to be honest with you, I actually thought that people would flame this to no end. Thank God people didn't. Well, enjoy chapter 2.
I awoke later then I had planned. I looked at the clocked and it read 12 o'clock. I sighed, grabbed my robe and walked out into the kitchen to make some coffee. I was surprised to see someone out there.
"Chandler, what are you doing here?" I asked.
"We need to talk about what happened last night." He said looking me straight into my eyes.
"I think we need to, also." I said sitting next to him.
"Look, Rach I know what we did was wrong but-" I cut him off.
"It was really wrong." I said.
"Please let me finish." He said.
"Wow! I never had seen Chandler being this aggressive." I thought.
"What if I felt something…more?" He said.
"Chandler I know where this going. We can't." I said shaking my head.
"Rachel, please just listen?"
"Honey, you're married and to my best friend." I said.
"Which makes this even harder to say. Listen Rach, I felt something during that kiss. I don't know about you but I did. So all you have to tell me is that you didn't feel anything either and I'll drop the subject." He said with this look of meaning in his eyes.
'Should I lie to him or tell him my feelings? This is really hard to deal with.' I thought.
"Chandler, you're having these feelings because of the state of your marriage right now." I said.
"Rachel you didn't answer my question."
"Alright, the truth is that I did feel something in that kiss. Matter of fact I loved it and I would do it again in a second." I confessed.
"But…" Chandler faded.
"But you're still married and I can't just start seeing you while you're still attached."
"Oh, ok." He said disappointed. Rachel realized that she had just hurt his feelings but she knew that if they 'dated' then it would all go straight to hell.
"Hey, Chandler are you going to be ok?" I asked.
'That was a really dumb question. Of course he's not ok." I thought to myself.
"Um… yeah." He said as he got up to leave. "I'll see you later."
"Bye." I said and then he was gone. As soon as the door closed I started thinking about what would have had happened if I would have kissed or something. Then I was soon taken away from my thoughts by the opening of the door.
"Hey Rach." Joey said as he went to the refrigerator.
"Hey Joey." I said getting up and sitting at the breakfast bar.
"Sorry, I didn't wake you this morning but you looked like you were in a deep sleep." Joey said.
"Yeah, I was." I said.
"Did you see Chandler this morning?" He asked.
"What? Why would I see Chandler?" I asked getting paranoid.
"Whoa, calm down Rachel. I was just asking because he didn't seem like himself today, like something was on his mind." Joey said.
'Me." I thought.
"Do have any idea on what it might be?" Joey asked.
"I don't know." I lied and it was obvious.
"You're lying. You do know something." Joey said pointing at me.
"Fine, but if I tell you this you have to promise not to repeat it to anyone." I said warningly.
"Promise." Joey said seriously.
"Ok, well he and Monica are having marriage problems and he told last night at the party and…" I trailed off but he didn't notice he obvious stopped listening at the marriage part.
"Monica and Chandler are having marriage problems!" He said freaking out.
"Joey why don't you say it loud enough for the neighbors to hear?" I said.
"Sorry." He said calming on.
"That's ok."
"So we have to do something you know… like talk to them." He suggested.
"Joey… I don't think this is none of our business." I said.
"C'mon we have to do something."
"If they have problems then they should work it out themselves." I said.
'Why am I acting like this? Monica is my best friend. I should be trying to help her. Is it because I have feelings for Chandler? I shouldn't have turned him down. No! He's still married." I was broken out of my thoughts or the second time today.
"Rachel!" Joey said.
"Sorry. I was just thinking." I said not looking at him.
"So are you going to talk to them?" Joey asked me.
"Um… yeah. I'll to them." I said unsure of myself.
"Good, because they have to stay together. The world wouldn't be right without Monica and Chandler together." Joey said walking out the apartment.
I just sat on the couch thinking about how I was going to get through this.
Alright, there's chapter 2. I hoped you liked it. Review please.
