By: Kyu
Disclaimer: In no way are these characters mine except in my head.
CH. 1 The Problem
I lay there with a dark figure looming over me. The moonlight streaming through the curtains glowing against my skin. His cold eyes stare at me with a hunger yet to be fed. I lay ready; ready to be dominated by this beautiful creature.
When we're finished he falls next to me breathing heavily. I prop myself up on one elbow and look down his lean body drinking in every feature.
I wonder if he really loves me. There are times when I think he does but even more where I doubt his words. Sometimes his words sound empty and meaningless. I cry because I feel used, tossed aside till the next night where the ravenous side of Yuki springs to life.
I still caress him with my gaze and weep. What if I am that little to him. A toy that you can put away til later.
"What's wrong?"
He moves closer to me to hold me. He's always so nice after our fun.
I just curl up in his arms and lay my head on his chest to listen to the steadying beat of his heart.
"Nothing."
I know he doesn't believe me because he lets out a heavy sigh.
"I know something's wrong. You've done this every night. Just tell me."
"No."
"Fine."
I scooted away and wrapped myself in the sheets to muffle the sobs that escaped my throat. I felt him turn over away from me and make a sound that may have been have been ' Goodnight '. I should stop delaying and just get it out.
"Do you love me?"
"What?"
"Do. You. Love. Me?"
"..."
"Why don't you answer? I love you so much but you..."
"Shuichi..."
"Tell me!"
I was standing now staring down at him.
"Tell me or I'm going to leave."
He came across the bed and reached up to pull me down beside me.
"I do love you." He whispered.
I let out a sigh thick with tears and look into his eyes. His words sounded empty.
"I'm going to stay with Hiro a couple of days."
"Why?" He held on to me tight.
"Because...it hurts to be with you. I feel used and yours words sound empty to me. You yell at me most of the time and threaten to kick me out. I can't take it anymore so you have to think while I'm gone. Its up to you if I ever come back."
I pulled away from him and stood, wrapping the sheets around me. I walked out of that room with forever falling tears running down my face.
I decided to pack then and take a quick nap before leaving. I hope I was going to return.
A/N: Aww poor Shuichi. He's not getting the love he deserves. Oh what will happen next? Read I tell you or you shall never know. Well this is my very first Fanfic, well that makes sense at least. Anyway please review. I have the next 4 chapters waiting to be put up.
