Finding Your Love
By: Kyu
Disclaimer: In no way are these characters mine except in my head.
Note: It's been awhile since I have updated. I'll try to get more up but I just can't focus on one thing and type it up. Maybe I will promise an update a month. Sound good?
CH. 2 Hidden Love
"What do y…OH! Shuichi, do you know what time it is?" Hiro murmured sleepily.
"No." I said Plainly.
"It's five in the morning, what do you want?"
"I need to stay here a couple of days."
"Why?"
"Because…" tears started down my face once again.
"What the hell did Yuki do this time?" Hiro said angrily.
I was too upset to talk so I ended up collapsing in his arms needing the comfort of someone holding me.
We sat in the living room. I just finished telling him what happened. He didn't look angry but he wasn't happy either.
"Well, do you think it'll turn out the way you want it too eventually?" Hiro hung his head talking at the floor.
"I hope, I really do love him."
"Well then you go clean up, I'n going to call K-san to see if we can get the week off." He was already up and out of the room before I could respond.
I let the water beat down on me as I just stand there thinking. The water was calming me and I finally got out when it got too warm and made me dizzy.
Hiro had been waiting for me and handed me a large t-shirt I had brought with my stuff. "It's still early let's get some sleep."
I nodded and ended up sleeping in his bed. I felt like crap and kept waking up in tears. When that happened he would hold me as you would a child and he lulled me back to sleep. Then, I was shaken awake abruptly.
"Hey, get dressed. We're going to Ryuichi-san's." he smiled and tossed my usual outfit at me.
"Oh." I lept up and dressed quickly. I knew I'd feel better if I saw Ryuichi.
"Hurry, I want to get there before everyone else." Hiro called from the front door.
"Everyone else?" I whispered to myself. I walked out and looked at him.
"You know, Noriko, Tohma, K, Tatsuha, and…" He stopped abruptly.
"Yuki." I said breathily.
Yuki hung up the phone. Ryuichi just called, he was having a barbeque. Shuichi would surely be there and maybe he could fix things. But, did he really did love the pink-haired boy that was too hyper active for his own good? He didn't really know or understand the way he felt. All he knew was that he missed him.
We got in the car but Hiro just sat there staring at the dashboard.
"Well aren't we going?" I knew it wasn't often Hiro drove a car but I never thought it bothered him.
"Yes."
"Then what's stalling?" immediately I regretted asking.
"This." He leaned across the seat so we were just an inch apart.
"What're y…" I was cut off by his lips pressing against my own. I was startled and was going to break away when he did instead.
"I love you." He whispered against my ear that sent a chill down my side.
I didn't know what to say. He was my best friend and now I find that he loves me more than that. He started the car and we went off. We both sat in silence. I'd have to talk to him when we were back at his place. I really didn't want anymore complications.
A/N: I love everyone's comments. Thanks to those of you who like this fic and thanks to the other people on giving me writing tips. It helps but I still won't be a super novelist. I get bored with having to add all the details. Well, enjoy.
Much Love,
Kyu
