I'm in a very strange mood at the moment. I'm depressed and happy at the same time...Is there a word for that? My newest goal has inspired me to write something totaly unrelated to the suggestion I said I'd use. I won't use a Valetines Day theme though. Because like Yoshino I hate that day.

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writer-jm: You didn't mean Rei's first pov? Good, I'm not sure if I could have written something good in her first pov. No, you don't sound like an asshole for telling me about those mistakes. An asshole is someone who reads a fic where they know the couple they hate is there and flame just for the sake of being an asshole. Thank you for reviewing and I don't know anyone who could be my beta-reader so you can help.

Disclaimer:It's not mine.

Sen

Yoshino looked at her older cousin. Rei sat near her bed folding paper crane after paper crane. Many people would thing of this as sweet. Still, there comes a pint when getting cranes everytime your heart acts up gets annoying. Rei had been making Yoshino these cranes whenever she fainted or such. She had been doing it for so long Yoshino began to wonder if Rei was born knowing how to fold cranes.

It was a pattern that Yoshino despised. Pass out, get sent to the hospital, wake up to see Rei making cranes, see that they're done the next day, and repeat. How Rei could put up with making so many amazed Yoshino. She had a heart problem which meant she was often at the hospital. Being at the hospital meant Rei would be folding cranes. Another thing that amazed Yoshino is that her cousin got them done in a day. How could one person devote themselves entirely to folding cranes for a day?

Rei didn't leave out any cranes either. Nope, every time Yoshino was sent to the hospital she got exactly one thousand paper cranes the next day. Once Yoshino asked if Rei got help from her friends. The answer she recieved was no. Yoshino was ten when she asked this question and was shocked. Shocked as to that it was possible to be folding one thousand paper cranes in a day.

Still yoshino's amzement at the fact that her cousin was capable of such a thing didn't make her any happier. No, just the thought of Rei spending countless hours of her time just to make cranes for good luck bothered Yoshino. In her mind Rei was over doing it a bit too much. Still there was nothing she could do because of her heart condition. Yoshino rejected the possibility of surgery. She refused to have it. The thought of surgery bothered her almost as much as Rei and her crane folding obsession.

Yoshino looked at Rei as she finished the last crane ",Done." She wanted to tell Rei she was over doing it. That she really didn't have to do this everytime she fainted. That she didn't need to worry so much. Yet, Yoshino couldn't say it. So she just watched as Rei placed the multitude of cranes by her bed. She watched as her cousin yawned and rubbed her eyes. Yoshino hated those cranes. She hated the number one thousand. And she hated that superstition about the cranes. Those weren't the only things Yoshino hated. She hated herself as well. She was only a burden that was constanly hurting Rei. She also hated Rei's constant worrying. She didn't hate Rei though. Rei was the one Yoshino loved most and she always would be.

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