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In Need Of A Miracle

Suze's POV

Paul. He is the person looming over me asking if I was all right. Damn it, why did perfect Paul have to catch me at a time like this. I bet he's laughing in the inside, thinking look at the state Suze is in, let's all go pity her. Wait, I think that would be what the old Paul would be thinking right? This Paul was my friend and I can't believe that I just thought so horrid thoughts about him! What is wrong with me?

I wish someone were just here for me, to lend me a shoulder to cry on when Jesse just so cruelly tore my heart to little pieces. This got me crying even harder, when I just thought the waterworks were eventually stopping, new tears just form in their place. I don't normally cry so why is this break up so painful. Maybe it was because I had ACTUALLY LOVED JESSE! How could he just throw away our love like that and what was worse was that he cheated on me! He could have let me down gently but I just had to witness a scene like that. I bet he doesn't even care what happens to me now. Stupid bastard!

Someone tapped me on the shoulder again. Can this person not take it that I don't want to talk?

"Suze, what's wrong?"

I snapped out of my reverie just to remember that it was Paul that was the person. I'll try to be nice and tell him in a subtle way that I want to be left alone.

"Nothing's wrong, I just want to be left alone."

Great Suze, I think you just scared off a potential shoulder to cry on. That was such a great way of being subtle. I think I'm going to need lessons on that. Paul wasn't leaving! Can't he see I just wanted to be alone even though I would very much like a shoulder to cry on?

"Suze, I am not leaving until you tell me what is wrong?"

Suddenly, out of nowhere a ghost appeared, it seemed really pissed off and like all the ghosts before him. He was very surprised to see that we could see him. This was just a great day for me, you know? First, I catch my boyfriend cheating on me, and then a ghost just has to come and bother me. This is so not my day!

"What the hell do you want?" Paul asked the ghost.

"You can see me?"

"Of course I can see you, why else would I be talking to you if I couldn't see you?"

I put a hand on Paul's arm to calm him down. He must really want to find out why I am so upset. I wiped a few stray tears away from my eyes so I could see the ghost properly.

I asked calmly except my voice was still a bit wobbly and shaky. "Why haven't you moved on yet? Is something keeping you back?"

The ghost replied, "I think I'm still here is because I died before I could even tell my girlfriend how much I loved her. I wish I could have done that. I think that's why I'm still here."

When he said those words. I couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sadness take over my mind and it left me numb. This guy just wanted to tell his girlfriend how much he loved her when Jesse only wanted to leave me. I collapsed and sank onto the ground. I heard Paul's voice shout in alarm saying "SUZE!" I seemed so near to him but in reality, my mind was racing a thousand miles away.

I faintly heard the ghost say. "Emm…I think I'll just come back later." Before disappearing in a twinkle of lights.

"Suze, what's wrong? Why won't you tell me? I thought we had already established that I was a friend and someone you could trust. Please tell me Suze, you're getting me really worried!"

I feel so numb, Paul's voice seems so far away, how do I tell him, how do I plant my feet back on the ground again?

"Suze, please answer me, you're scaring me here!"

Paul's POV

Suze is really freaking me out here, what happened to her? Why is she like this? Did someone do something to her? Or was it Jesse? So many questions that only Suze can answer. I wish I knew what was wrong. She looks so vulnerable and hurt and I just wish I could erase everything so she wasn't sad at all! I'm so worried about her. I'll try and ask her again, hope against hope that she will answer.

"Suze, please tell me what's wrong? Please tell me…I am so worried about you!"

I hear a faint whisper, just enough to hear what it was, but only one word is uttered and that word sent my blood boiling as I realized what had caused Suze to be like this. That horrible word that she uttered was "Jesse".

Which meant something worse had happened rather than Jesse saying another girl had sexy legs. I wonder what happened but I don't wish to pry any more into this situation in case this hurts Suze even more. What should I do?

In the end, I took her in my arms and let her cry on my shoulder. It's what any good friend would do, right? I think we sat in that hugging position for a good 20 minutes before Suze finally calmed down.

"Thanks for being here for me Paul, I really appreciate it."

Suze hadn't gave me a proper answer yet but I suppose this answer will do for now as I don't want to upset her even more. On second thoughts, I'll just ask her to see if she is ready to tell me.

"Suze, you don't have to tell me if it upsets you more but what happened? I haven't seen you this upset for ages!"

"Paul, I don't really want to talk about it but I might tell you if you stop asking…"

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to pry but I'm just so curious as to why you were crying. And since I'm one of your friends, I think I deserve to know when you're good and ready to tell people.

This is so frustrating! I wish I could find out what's wrong but I know it's something to do with Jesse. Maybe if I could just figure out what this is about then I could make Suze feel better.

Wait…No Jesse wouldn't do such a thing to Suze…He couldn't, he wouldn't…He loves Suze so he wouldn't do that, would he? Oh my god, what if he did and that's why Suze is so upset…? How dare Jesse cheat on Suze! How could he?

"Suze, I don't really want to ask this but did something happen with you and Jesse? Did he happen to do something to you? Cheat on you, perhaps?

Suze burst into fresh tears…Yup I struck a sad nerve there, this is definitely Jesse's doing. How could he? I thought he loved Suze, he promised me that he wouldn't ever hurt her and if he did not love Suze anymore he would break it to her gently. Oh no…I had my suspicions but he wouldn't of dumped Suze for that blond bimbo, would he? Oh…When I get my hands on De Silva I am so going to kill him! How could he go back on our promise…ugh I feel so angry for Suze! HOW DARE HE!

Suze's POV

I feel Paul tense beside me, I wonder what he's thinking about…I bet it's why I'm so upset. I don't feel ready to tell him but at the same time I really, really want to tell him. It just feels so right. As I'm thinking these thoughts my eyes are hurting from all this crying. I put my hands on my face to feel the damage and I find that my eyes are all puffy and I bet they are all red! How can Paul even dare to look at me when I look like such a monster?

This night is dragging itself…It feels so unbearably long…I wish it could end already so I could forget what happened…

"Suze, tell me what happened…please…I'm really worrying about you…what did Jesse do to you? Did he cheat on you with that blonde bimbo? I knew it…Oh, when I see Jesse, I am so going to kill him!"

I can't feel or think anymore…Paul can kill Jesse if he wants because that would be doing me a favor as I don't seem to be able to do anything right anymore.

"I guess I should tell you what happened, as you deserve to know…Well it all started when…"

I recounted my horrid tale for him to hear. I wonder what Paul's thinking? Does he want revenge on Jesse for me? Or is he laughing in the inside thinking, I knew this would happen?

I feel unsure of the world now that Jesse has cheated on me. What am I to do?

Yet, strangely enough, I feel so safe in Paul's arms. His big strong, macho arms. Wow, I guess I still have a sense of humor! I feel secure while Paul is comforting me…this is so weird…I guess I'll think about it later. I feel worn out and in a split second, all I can see is darkness…

Meanwhile, what is the traitor thinking?

Jesse's POV

Nombre De Dios…what am I to do with Susannah? She looked so upset and hurt. I cannot bear to see mi querida that way! No JESSE, you can't say mi querida anymore as she just finished with you! (Or the other way around)

How did this happen? Why did I do it? Was I not in love enough to stop what happened? I cannot bear to look at Susannah's face again…because I know what I will see behind those deep-set emeralds. Hurt and betrayal, which was my entire fault! What can I do to make her forgive me?

Also what am I do to with Greer? Start going out with her? Or wait until I have solved everything with Susannah? I think I am in need of a miracle to finish what I started! I wish I could see Susannah right now and tell her how sorry I am…

I never meant it to happen…the situation got out of hand but I did not stop it. I am such a terrible boyfriend! How could I do this!

My head is swimming but I do know one thing…all of the hurt and betrayal to Susannah and this whole situation is completely and utterly my own fault…

Author's Note

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