im sorry that i havent wrote anything.i have all my chapters have been writen out but not typed.the reason why is because i have been depressed about my mom.she was drunk on saturday and angry about my dad leaving her.while we were visiting she contnued to drink even though we were there.she told us to call my dad to come get then latershe does not want us to leave and she keps my baby brother.she says that she would never hurt us but has done so these past four years.we were argueimg when my cousi comes to pick us up.they argue the daddy comes and gets us with his girlfreind which momma hates.the girlfreind drives off dropping off dad.they go in and argue then dad takes my bro and we leave my mom to sulk.

This is not even the begining.a few days later she calls because she is mad as hell at me but not dad or any one else because i dis obyed her she said that her child does not disobyes her like i did.i think she disowned me then but i will still love her.then she wants to talk to my brothers they end up telling her that we are home alone because i had to babysit while dad is out doing who kniows what.she said that she is coming over with the police to get us.i called my dad he rushes over to see that she does not come over.she never came but still got calls from her and her boyfreind my dad just told them to fuck off.we have not heard from them since but the last thing she said was that i owe her an apology. apology my ass!why should i apologize when she did all that shit for four years!

im sorry if that is not a good enough reason. im still depressed even though that happened days ago i cant get it off my mind.i will continue to write but slower maybe on the weekends cause my dad says that i spend too many hous reading fanfictions.i need to read!there is nothing better than to be around other authors and readers to make my day! you guys are the best.if you review saying that you uderstand then i might have the strenght to move on and forget about the past.if you read my reviw to the story sad love ; by Suicidel Freak then you will understand what i have to go through.

please understand i need encouragement!