WARNING-
•It might contain some vulgar word but I will ensure minimal use. (Don't trust me XD jk)
• It might contain some bloody scene (don't have any specific plan but ya MIGHT) SO..if not comfortable don't read it...
•I won't really recommend this to below 15 or 16.So... CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Sometimes life doesn't gives you what you want, rather it gives you misery. And we realise it very late. In the process we usually lost ourselves and turns towards death.
Everything was alright a year ago. A sweet home, a caring mother, an encouraging elder brother, a cute boyfriend, brilliant grades, beautiful looks, and a happy life. Everything was so perfect back then. But nothing is permanent. Now she had nothing left except griefs, pain and depression. She was a mess now.
Her life turned upside down at the beginning of the year when her mother and brother died in the car accident. Her alcoholic father took the house and her custody. Even if he paid all her expenses, it wasn't same. He never loved her, never cared about her. He was just an alcoholic bastard who used to work all day and drink all night. They never even talked properly. Due to this she became lonely and depressed. She couldn't concentrate on her studies anymore. Her grades fell down so bad that her classmates started teasing her and the teachers started scolding her everyday. She felt more and more insulted day by day. She became so much messed up that she started self harming. Soon her body was covered with scars. Deep, scary scars. Yet her life had not stopped mocking her. The only person left with her, her beloved boyfriend. Even he left her. The scene few hours ago flashed infront of her eyes."Please. Please don't leave me. please I can't live without you.'' she begged him. ''please give me one more chance please.''''no Hilary. Definitely not. I can't live with you anymore. Have you seen yourself? you are no longer the girl I fell in love with. Look at yourself. I'm not obiliged to clean up your mess. I'm leaving you goodbye. Hope we never meet again.'' The door shut with a loud bang leaving the brunette all alone, weeping inside her room.
It was almost dark but it didn't bothered her. Her life had already been dark for forever. Now she was lonely, very lonely. No one was by her side. Mother, brother, friends, and finally the person she loved the most left her. She was broken from heart, mind and body. Miserable. It was the only word that could describe the once cheerful, carefree and lovely girl. Oh how much she wanted those golden days back.
She walked into the park and sat on the bench in the shadows all alone.
'what's the meaning of life without someone to love? its better to die. Should I?'
Beads of tears started to fall down her cheeks without hesitation as she stared blankly into the stary night sky.
'only if -Only If I were in their place, I would have been dead by now. I would have been one of those twinkling stars. How beautiful! To live without grief and lamitation. Lucky are those who have everything thing yet crave for more. And blessed are those who get what they crave without losing anything.'
Her ruby eyes were bloodshot right now. Her hands trembling and her lips dying to let out a loud cry.
'This life...its too cruel, especially to those who were once happier than anyone. This fate, it just can't see anyone being happy. They are cruel, merciless and evil. And that so called God too. Infact he is tge worse, he made life and fate. And that is why I'm crying right now? I'm alone, depressed, sad, anxious, mad, needy and what's worse! suicidal. I need someone to save me but I know no one will come. It stupid to have expectations, cause they hurt...so much...that- you- you just want to die in the vary moment.'
She just wanted to run, run from this life, city, family and grief.
'now now is this what they called being broken beyond repair.'
Her feet just worked automatically. They were no longer in her control. They just ran, ran until they reach their destination.
Now what was the destination? well the bridge. Due to darkness, there were no one. Not a single soul. And the few cars and trucks going by couldn't even notice her. Yes, this was the perfect moment, very perfect, to end this miserable life. She looked down the bridge and saw the enormous water body. Yes, THIS is her last hope, hope for peace. Tommorow's headlines, she could already hear it
'Young teenage girl named Hilary Tachibana has been found dead in the river. The cops have assumed it to be a suicide by jumping off the bridge.'
'hah! my dad will be so pleased. Yes that drunkard will definitely be. After all, all his money he was going to water on me will be saved for his beers. This. world, THIS FUCKING WORLD, it will be too pleased to after knowing the absence of my existence. Then I shall fulfill their wish. Let kill, kill yourself, that's the only way around.'
The brunette shut her eyes close and took a step ahead. She finally breath in for the last time and let the last bit of carbon dioxide leave her lungs. That's it, That was the moment, the moment she has been waiting for. Her life, miserable life was finally going to end, and that's by her own hands. what can be better than that? That moment she felt so lively. Finally she was going to meet her loved one and join them in heaven. Finally...
But then suddenly a hand came forward her face and closed her mouth to avoid her screaming. It reached out to her neck and strangled it. It was painful- very painful. She tried to scream and set herself free but those hands were hella powerful. They held her so tight, she couldn't move a bit. The last thing she felt was her neck being twisted and her mind going blank. Maybe, maybe she was dead. Even if she didn't expect in such a way, maybe it was God's will. Anyways, it didn't worry her much, after all she was dead. Either by herself or by someone else, at least she had been killed. It didn't matter who, until she was dead.
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Hours passed, days passed, weeks passed, but her existence was unknown. Not like it bothered her only family, her father. He was infact happy because she went missing and hoped she never comes back. Now all those money, he could enjoy by himself, all alone. who cared about her? It's not even like she was his own.
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'ahh! it hurts.'
The gleaming ruby eyes opened slowly to face a white washed large room.
'wha-what is this place? where am I?is- is this heaven? doesn't seem like that?'
"hii babydoll.." came a smooth soothing voice from the opposite side.
Hilary quickly turned her head to face the man. He was casually leaning on the doorway, smiling as if they know each other. she hesitated a little when he moved towards her. just who was that man? Black hair, black eyes, he looked like someone in his twenties. He was dressed in a black turtle neck shirt with a brown overcoat and black jeans and formal shoes. He has messy hair and a dull eyes with a faint smile. She would have mistaken him as a Japanese if she hadn't noticed that faint accent in his voice. He approached her slowly and brushed her cheeks with his rough hands. It was surprising how many scares he had in it. Faint, faded scares of injection. oh lord! where was she? she quickly turned around and examined the room. It looked like a hospital room yet it wasn't for sure. Rather one can describe it as a room where experiments were carried. wait what? experiments? yes there was even a large glass panel attached to one wall of the room showing another room full of computers and equipment. Is was definitely an experiment room? oh no, now that's a real trouble.
'wow life. now this! how many more miserable experience you have to give me now? now I'm a lab rat. Ain't I ? now they are gonna have horrible thing inject in me for experiments and let me die painfully. ah!'
She broke away from her thoughts as she heard that man laught.
'what? why is he laughing?'
"oh..no,no, no. please don't miss understood. we have not bought you here for experiments..haha..infact you have been saved by me. anyways, how are you?!"
'wait- wait what? how-'
" because I can read mind.." Her eyes widened in pure horror. what this man is babbling? that impossible. Reading someone's mind only happens in movies and mangas not in real. how?
" chill..babydoll. I'm not gonna hurt you. Chill and yes it's real. I can. But please don't be sacred. I'm your saviour right? I saved you...from yourself."
" well..I didn't ask you to."
" ah!!! that- your voice it's so soothing. are you a singer?"
" none of your business." she stared at him with blank eyes.
" aw! girls of your age should be more sweet. Looks like you're an exception. Anyways. I'm Leonid. Just call me Leo. what's your name?" he asked with the brightest smile.
She did hesitate a bit but then answered " it's Hilary. Hilary Tachibana."
" aw! Hilary. what a nice name? anyways, you're hungry Ain't ya? Lemme bring you some food. Just a minute."
" wait- where am I ?"
" oh ya sorry I forgot...well.. welcome to Russia. It's saint Petersburg. "
" what? you- you're kidding me right?"
" nopes, why would I ? well sorry to bring you here without your permission but I was needed."
" what? what needed?" she shouted at the top of her lungs.
"ah ah ah! shh..stop shouting and listen to me...you were going to end your life...you were going to suicide.okay? think SUICIDE?!"
" AND YOU SHOULD HAVE LET ME"
"NO ! believe me, trust me when I say... suicide is not the answer to everything..it's an crime. That's what my master taught me."
" master?"
" yup. Just like you, even I had no one. Even I had committed the same mistake at some point in my life. But he rescued me. So I decided to rescue you..Okay okay.now let's eat first and talk later."
With this he headed outside the room and shut it close leaving the brunette all alone once again.
' wow. I'm not dead. why? I should have but I'm not. And worse I'm now somewhere else. In a different country and with a complete stranger who claims himself to be my savior. wow life. you're amazing.'
It didn't take him long to show with plate full of foods. Strangely, it was all Japanese food ratger than Russia. Guess he thought she will be morw comfortable with Japanese food.
He walked towards a small table placed around the corner and put the food there. He then pulled out the chair and guestured her to take the seat before taking his own seat right opposite to her.
She was really hungry. Actually, she didn't even remember when she was that hungry.
oh lord! this food is temptating.
She picked up the chopstick and put the salmon sushi in her mouth. The delicious tatse of the sushi spreaded throughout her mouth and a smile rose in her pinky lips unconsciously.
"Tasty?" he asked in a soft voice with his chin on his palm, watching her eat. In return, she simply nodded her head in approval and smiled at him again.
Surprisingly he returned the smile and said, "you know, you should smile more. You kinda look cuter with your dimples." A slight tint of red spread across her face in embrassement.
(ah! this just made me more hungrier T_T)
Soon she finished her food and sat there quietly before their eyes met.
"so...why you save-"
Her sentence was cut off by a very loud noise. She squeal in fear and he flinched slightly. The happy face in display not a minute ago was replaced with a glare and jaw clenching. He said something in Russia that sounded more like a curse and jumped up his seat and rushed towards the door. Before leaving he turned around and said "stay here. Don't go. Its for your own sake" and shut the door behind him leaving the brunette all confused.
Unable to hold her curiosity and confusion, she rushed towards the door but unfortunately it was locked. A strange fear spread throughout her body, that sent shivers down ger spine.
wait. I-I have been locked here. wha-what was that noise? sounded like some bomb blast.Oh lord.
She started banging the huge metal door with her small fist till it bleed.
no- no- I- where am i? and where did he go?
Soon her fear turned into pure rage, fire burning in her eyes.
fuCk! Let that bastard come. I will chop him alive. Her jaw tightened as she thought about the older male.
"ahh.." a loud ear piercing noise left her mouth as she waited there with patience.
so umHii there!wassup? well as you have read this is my new fics that im starting but it won't be update for almost 2 months...cause ya knowI got a fucking exam to give and bad score in (most) south asian family means murder. haha *awkward laugh*anyways...i promise after those exam things are over im coming back with another chappie of all the three ffs but till that you gotta wait with patience (just like hils...just don't rip me into sheads.T_T)okay so this much for now. Hope you liked it. Do review and tell me how it was.And...pardon my grammatical errors. My lazy sloth ass is too lazy to re check it.hahabye~
