Everyday it's the same thing.

Wake, Eat, Wait, Eat, Wait, Sleep.

Has anybody ever had a less boring life? But it's all so worth it. If she will come back to me.

Now my mind is on her again. God, why can I forget her? She is gone, forever.

I'm such a jerk.

I know what I did. I know it was my fault. Why didn't I just apologize?

I could've avoided this whole thing. I could have been happy with the woman I love.

But know all I have is a tree. And my memories. And my sorrow.

Why must it all happen to me?

Why can't I just die?