Thoughts of Reconnection
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Everytime We Touch – Cascada
I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it's hard to survive
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go,
I Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I've cried
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall..
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go,
I Want you in my life.
'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side.
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I unpinned my dark, almost black, hair and let it fall around my face. Remus had assured me it looked better pinned up but it just felt too formal. As much as I wanted to see him I was seriously doubting my decision. I had even tried getting my polyjuice potion back.
-Flashback-
I snuck up the stairs after he had closed the door. Placing my ear to the door I smirked, whispered 'alohamora' and twisted the knob.
There was a tug at the other end and I fell over.
I stared up at Remus with guilty eyes.
"Well you see I left umm my umm…"
"Rylie Jane Camilla Black, get your ass to that hotel! NOW. You have reservations."
I sighed in defeat. "Fine!"
-End of Flashback-
I glanced up at the hotel. It was one of those huge ones that had a fancy restaurant on the main floor.
'Star-Hills Hotel' flashed at the top of the building. I walked up the staircase to the doors. There were couples everywhere, all were laughing and talking. Overall just making me feel rather detached and sick to my stomach.
I glanced at my reflection in the mirror and pushed at the door. It didn't open. I looked down. 'Pull' was written across it. My face went red as the people behind me glared, some coughing in disapproval.
Chuckling nervously I pulled the door open and went inside.
In the hall was a big sign that directed me over to the restaurant. I smiled vaguely at the receptionist.
"Reservations under Black?" I inquired.
She tapped on the keys of the muggles computer for a minute before smiling up at me.
"Thank you for dining with us tonight Miss Black. If you'll just wait over there I'll get your special reservations ready." And with a rather creepy grin, she walked off.
I went to sit down at the waiting couches, wondering what in the world Remus had planned that could be classified as 'special reservations'. The lady next to me glanced at my dress and stuck her nose up in distaste. I almost rolled my eyes at how snobby people could be. It's not like I was flashing everyone.
I tapped my heel on the ground. It had been 5 minutes and the receptionist was still gone! What could possibly take that long?
"Miss Black?" I looked up from interesting piece of wood flooring I had been staring at to the receptionist almost radiating happy face. "Your special reservations are ready."
I nodded not really caring.
I was too consumed with thoughts of Sirius and how he'd react when he saw me. The outside world didn't matter while I was thinking of him.
She led me to an opening and down a long hallway. There was a door every once and awhile. She stopped at an elevator and pressed the up button.
"So this must be a special night for you?" She questioned.
"Yes." I responded quietly climbing on the elevator after the doors opened.
We rode up one story and got off. She led me down one hall way to the next. Finally we stopped at a door. She took a card out and slashed it across an electronic locking device and the door clicked open.
I sucked in some air as she pushed the door in.
I smirked as I looked into the room. It was a candle light dinner in a private room; there was a table in the middle of the room with a red rose in the middle of all of it. I flushed slightly when I saw the door off to the side.
"Where does that door go?"
"Your very own suite." The lady answered with a knowing smile.
I nodded, "Um. I'm expecting someone obviously... does he know to come here or will you be directing him?"
"I'll be directing him here."
"Okay."
"If you need anything there's an intercom on the side wall, just press the blue button and it'll put you through to our door services."
"Thank you." I replied, she smiled yet again and closed the door.
I sat down in the chair and put my head in my hands.
"What have I got myself into?" I muttered as I banged my head against the table that was so nicely set. "God, I should've just stayed where I was alone."
My breath caught as I felt someone's breath on my ear.
"No you shouldn't have." The someone whispered in my ear, "I wanted you, you know. Every night in that prison cell I'd think of you."
The owner of the voice had his hands on my shoulders, rubbing away the stiffness and making shivers go up my back.
"I love you Riley Black." With that he turned my chair around so I was facing him.
I couldn't help the devilish smirk that came to my face as I looked into his eyes.
He tipped my chair to the table making my legs go up. He leaned down almost touching my lips but not quite.
"I missed you." I whispered in a serious voice before connecting my lips with his and pouring in whatever frustration he had over those 15 year into it. He lifted me up as I wrapped my legs around his torso. Pulling him as close as I possibly could I kissed him, never wanting to let go again.
He walked over to the suite door and kicked it in. Throwing me on the bed he crawled over. Pinning me to the bed he grinned in a mischievous way down at me.
"Ah Mr. Black your looking particularly devilish tonight I hope you're not up to anything?" I asked giving him a mock questioning look.
"Absolutely not Miss Black," he said bending over me, 'What do you say we save the dinner for later and work on the dessert now?" He raised his eyebrow.
"Well I think that's a rather wonderful idea Mr. Black." I stated pulling him down on top of me.
I snuck out of the bed room and hit the intercom button.
"Yes?" a voice answered.
"Uh, could I have some more of those delicious strawberries?"
"They'll be up in a minute."
"Thanks." I hit the intercom button again and made sure it was turned off.
"What are you doing walking around in your knickers?" Sirius asked mockingly.
I turned to grin at him.
"Getting some of those strawberries you seem to be quite fond of."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
The door bell rang interrupting the conversation I knew was bound to happen sometime.
I got my kimono and sat down at the table while Sirius brought the strawberries in.
He sat down at the other end.
I stared down at the table seeming very interested in the spork at that moment.
"Rylie?" Sirius questioned. I nodded and looked up, tears in my eyes.
"Don't cry," he said softly coming over as I slid onto the soft plushy carpet. Leaning against the wall he sat beside me.
We sat there for 10 minutes, just happy in each others company.
"Sirius?" I voiced.
"Yeah?" He replied.
"I'm sorry."
He looked over at me while I stared at the carpet, if I looked at him I knew I would cry.
He tilted my head up to meet his eyes.
"We've cried enough, I love you, and I don't care what happened 15 years ago because whatever you felt you had to do, I was with you the entire time."
I shook my head, "I should have supported you."
"You did. Every time I felt myself drift I always remembered you and I felt better. Even If you weren't there, you were with me inside and I couldn't have asked for more. You came back and that's the only thing that really matters."
I nodded, still looking into his eyes, the pools of grey shining with affection of the deepest kind.
"I love you so much right now," I finally got out what I was thinking the entire time.
He smiled and hugged me close to him, where I felt most secure and safe. Better than I had in 15 years. I felt complete to the point where I just never wanted to be alone again, always with him.
My face lit up as I realized I would never have to be back like that again. I was truly free now. Funny that when I was alone I felt like nothing but now I realized maybe that was because I was missing apart of myself that I gave away back in 1st year.
My whole life so far was based on really good times or really bad times. Hopefully I could make a time where I felt just regular, almost normal. I doubted my life would be perfectly normal all the time but just to know what normal was would be a thrill.
Hey people!
It's done! YAY! Hee… hope you liked it! Not totally sure if I like the ending or not… . Was that sappy or what? Sounded like a soap opera a bit didn't it? Sorry for that, but I think it was alright. I'll get the sequel out as soon as I can! Don't worry her life won't be heading to normal town quite yet… :P. Well see yah…
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