Author's Note: I guess I should begin with a million and one sincere apologies. I have been so out of the loop lately and really lost my motivation for awhile. I finally got this chapter finished, and I don't know how pleased I am with it, but I feel so bad about not posting in such a long time. I did a fic exchange and the full story is posted on my fic site - the link is in my profile if anyone wants to read it!
Huge Huge Huge thanks go out to Kaleigh - you know that you helped me so much with this chapter and thank you for being such a loyal reader. I know I'm a few days after my deadline, but I was only holiday this weekend and a few things got in the way of me posting before I left.
Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed the last chapter - I was really worried to take on such a touchy subject matter and I'm so glad that many of you told me I did it well. It's hard to sort of bottle up those emotions and express them through words so I'm glad you all felt I did a good job portraying them. Hopefully that stays true in this chapter.
This story doesn't have too many chapters left. I want to start focusing on my other story "Touched By An Angel" and I've felt the end of this coming for awhile. So thanks again to everyone who has stuck by me through my horrible waiting periods and one day I swear I will get better at updating. I also didn't proof so I apologize for any mistakes.
Okay enough babbling...
Chapter Fifteen – Heal Over
It was over an hour later before Karen left and as Nathan shut the door behind her he realized just how physically drained he was. He didn't know if he had the strength to take three steps yet alone walk all the way to the bedroom. It seemed like it was light years away.
Karen told him that Haley had just fallen asleep so he dragged himself to the kitchen and loaded the few dishes by the sink, not wanting her to see a mess in the morning. Haley's bowl of soup was pretty much full and Nathan shook his head at the fact that he all but had to force feed her the few spoonfuls that she did eat.
Nathan looked at the clock – it was 3 a.m. Even though he was tired, he felt as though he would never be able to fall asleep with all the thoughts running through his head. After everything they had been through this past year, he couldn't understand how tragedy had found them yet again. They had finally moved on from all the negative things that had happened, they had finally been able to forgive and forget. But Nathan didn't know if he could forgive the loss of such an innocent life, and he would definitely never forget.
Deciding that he should probably at least try to get some sleep for Haley, he walked to the master bedroom bathroom. He removed all of his clothes except for his boxers, splashed some cold water on his face and quickly brushed his teeth. Placing his hands on either side of the sink, he took a moment to take a deep breath before heading into their bedroom. All he hoped for was that Haley was still asleep. She at least seemed peaceful in her sleep and he didn't know if he could deal with the painful look in her eyes anymore tonight.
He did his best to climb into the bed without causing too much movement. Scooting closer towards Haley, he lifted the blankets around them before placing his hands behind his head and leaning into the pillows. Haley instinctively rolled over on the mattress and curled into his chest, draping one of her legs over his own and snuggling into the hollow of his neck. Her breath was steady against his skin and Nathan removed his hands so he could place one on her back and the other resting against her thigh. He turned his head slightly so that he could kiss her forehead and he smiled at the feel of her lips subconsciously reciprocating on his neck. It never failed to amaze him how even their subconscious's had such a need for each other, how they never made it through a night in the same bed without holding on to each other.
When Haley had been on tour he had slept with a pillow in his arms, but it never held the same warmth that her body did and often he never slept through the whole night. He would awake yearning for the feel of her soft skin against his and the warmness of her breath as it fell upon him. No one else in the entire universe could make him feel the way she did; so complete and whole and satisfied. She was his life and he would do anything for her, he would walk to the ends of the earth if she asked him to.
It was this thought that he clung to, that gave him strength to finally close his eyes and succumb to sleep. Because he knew that if he would do anything for her, than somehow they would find a way to get through this latest hurdle. Their love had survived so much and this was only another test, another way to prove to them that they were it for each other. There would be another pregnancy, he had no doubt about that, but for now they just had to hold onto each other as they always seemed to. They had to remember that as long as they had each other, they had everything they needed.
They had to remember that their love was enough.
Nathan didn't know what time it was when he woke up the next morning, the clock on the wall had stopped ticking at 7:00 pm the night before. It was almost chilling the effect it had on him that the clock had frozen shortly before their life had been turned upside down. It was almost as if the clock felt the same way as Nathan did; like it couldn't go on until things were made right and all had resumed in the house.
Nathan glanced to the empty spot on the bed next to him. He had noticed Haley's absence right away, she had left the bed not even an hour ago, but he hadn't been able to force himself fully awake. His body was so physically and emotionally tired that he hadn't been able to open his eyes and face the day.
At first, when she had left his arms, he had taken it as a good sign that she was up and about early. But now he heard something that told him completely otherwise. The sounds of her stifled cries were drifting into bed with him and causing his arms to ache in want of enveloping her in hopes that he could still them. Taking a deep breath, he forced himself to get up and walked towards the sound of her tears.
Nathan found her sitting at the bay window in the back room, cradling what appeared to be a blanket in her arms. She didn't look up when he walked closer and he figured that she couldn't hear him over the thoughts in her head. It wasn't until his hand connected with her shoulder, when he slowly knelt down in front of her, that she noticed his presence. Her cheeks were streaked with tears and Nathan reached out to gently wipe them away. Haley immediately leaned into his touch and momentarily allowed her breathing to calm. He always had a calming affect on her and he had never been so appreciative of that fact until now. Standing up, he kissed her on the forehead and sat across from her. He brought one leg underneath him and reached for one of her hands, softly rubbing over the back of it with his thumb.
Haley brought her eyes to his, knowing that he wanted to know what she had found, but unsure of whether or not she could get the whole story out. Taking a deep breath, she willed herself to try. "I was doing really well this morning, I really was. I woke up and made myself some tea and did my best to just keep everything in the back of my mind. I know that's not the best way to deal with it, but it was working temporarily and I was okay with that. I just wanted to let it be for today. So I decided to come in here and finish unpacking some things and everything was going fine until I unpacked this." The tears returned as Haley held up the blanket in her hands and Nathan didn't completely understand how it had her so upset.
Nathan scooted closer towards her, gently rubbing up and down her arm to do his best to console her. "What is it, Hales?"
Haley pulled out a small sheet of paper from underneath the blanket and handed it to Nathan, willing him to remember. Nathan took the sheet of stationary from her hands and unfolded it, immediately understanding the cause of her tears.
"Nathan and Haley,
We never got the chance to use this blanket, it sat untouched by human hands in our closet for years. It wasn't until you two got together that I finally realized what this blanket had been patiently waiting for all along. I hope that you will be able to put it to good use after all these years. I don't necessarily mean now, it just might be a little two early for that, but one day it'll be right. And on that day I'll be so glad to see it tightly wrapped around the result of fate.
Sincerely,
Whitey"
"Oh, Hales," Nathan pulled Haley in between his legs, her back resting against the rise and fall of his chest. "Whitey's right, baby, and one day we will be able to put this blanket to good use and I can't wait for that day. It just wasn't the right time now, and even though we may not understand it, it was meant to happen."
"You really believe that?" Haley asked as she nuzzled even more into his chest, taking his hands and bringing his arms to rest around her stomach so that hers lay perfectly on top of his.
Nathan settled his chin on her shoulder, leaning down so that he could brush a gentle kiss against her neck. "I really do, Hales. At least we still have each other, right?"
Haley nodded. "I don't know what I would do without you through all this, Nathan."
"Hey, hey, you don't even have to think about that because you have me, okay?" He kissed the side of her head, inadvertently causing a shiver to run down her spine.
She nodded again, but this time it was a little more tentatively.
"Hey, chin up," Nathan said, placing his finger beneath her chin to reinforce himself. When her eyes met his and he was sure that he had her full attention, he continued. "I'm here for you no matter what you need and you have to tell me what you're feeling, even if you think that I'm not going to like it. I just want to make you happy, that's all I've ever wanted, and I hate that we have to go through this. But we have to hold on to each other."
"You have to do the same, Mister. You have to come to me as well and not hold anything back. Because I'm here for you too and I only want to make you happy."
Nathan smiled. "You do make me happy, Hales, the happiest I've ever been. And I swear not to hold anything back. Listen to us; we're such adults, compromising and all."
Haley laughed and it was music to Nathan's ears. His hand came to rest along her jaw and his thumb rubbed gently over the cleft in her chin before sweeping over her bottom lip. "That felt good," Haley said simply.
"The laugh or my hand on your face?" Nathan asked.
"Well, both actually, but I meant the laugh."
"Well normally I would be offended, but it sounded pretty good to me too so I'm going to have to agree with you." Nathan leaned forward and slowly kissed each of her cheeks before bringing his lips to rest against hers. The kiss was simple and held in it everything that they needed from each other. It was full of love and reconnection of two people that had once again momentarily lost each other, but then again never wandered too far apart.
Haley pulled back gently from the kiss, leaning her head back against Nathan's shoulder. She felt her stomach grumble and Nathan laughed at the feeling against his arms. "I guess I'm kind of hungry."
"I wonder why?" Nathan joked as he placed a kiss against her ear.
"Want to make me something?" Haley asked sweetly.
Nathan laughed. "How about I start a shower for you and while you're in there I'll make something for both of us?"
Haley nodded. "That sounds good."
Haley leaned forward so that Nathan could get up and smiled as he kissed her forehead. Right as he was walking away, Haley grabbed his hand and pulled him back to her. She kissed him sweetly on the lips before releasing his hand.
"I'll be right back," he promised against her lips.
She nodded and kissed his cheek, watching his retreating back as he left the room.
He was back not a minute later, true to his promise, and Haley took the hand that he withdrew to her. She followed him into their bathroom, holding his hand in both of hers, and smiled as he stuck his other hand under the water to test it for her. Always the gentleman.
"Perfect," he told her with a reassuring smile and she couldn't help but feel that he wasn't only talking about the temperature of the water. He set a quick kiss on her forehead before leaving her alone to take her shower, knowing that if he stayed there it was quite possible they would never get around to eating.
He shuffled around the kitchen, finding the right ingredients to make some homemade pancakes. It was Haley's moms recipe, one of her many wonderful meals that she had passed onto them. He made some more tea for Haley and coffee for him while the pancakes were cooking and set everything out on the table.
All the pancakes were made not fifteen minutes later and he placed them inside of the oven that he had preheated. He headed back to their bathroom, pausing to lean on the doorframe. "Hales, the pancakes are ready, are you almost finished?"
"Yeah, babe, you want to grab me a towel?"
"Of course." Nathan scrounged under the cabinet for Haley's favorite towel. She always claimed it was extra soft when Nathan swore that it was really no different than the rest of them. But he knew that she would appreciate the sentiment right now. He waited for her to shut off the water and when she did he unfolded the towel and stood right outside of the shower door so that she could walk right into it.
Haley loved when Nathan did such simple things as wrapping her in a towel and gently drying off her body. It really made her wonder what she had done to deserve such an amazing partner in life, but she knew that really it was what they had done for each other. They had changed each other for the better, learned that sometimes love meant making sacrifices, and most of all they had matured and grown together. They were so different from who they were when they first married. Now they understood that no matter what bumps they hit in the road, they were willing to fight for each other and would do whatever it took to stick by the other. There wasn't anything Haley wasn't willing to do in order to keep Nathan right by her side. And it was so amazing to know that he felt the same way about her.
She sent him a warming smile as he turned her around and brought the towel up to her hair, carefully scrunching out as much water as he could so that it ceased to drip. After, he brought the towel back underneath her arms, folding her inside of it and carefully tucking in the corner so that it would fall down. "Perfect," he said again.
Haley stood up on her tip toes so that she could place a kiss on his lips. "Thank you," she said as she sank back to the floor, reaching her arms around Nathan's waist and placing her head against his chest. Nathan's arms immediately went around her, and he leaned down so that he could kiss her bare shoulder.
Haley shuddered at the touch, a chill starting at her toes and spreading throughout her body. It was amazing how such a simple kiss could have Haley feeling, as if she was on the top of her world. She used to believe that she felt that way because Nathan kept her on a pedestal, and it used to scare her. She had never been held at such a high regard and she had always been afraid to make one wrong move because it meant falling from such a high height. So she had foolishly tested her theory and as much as she didn't regret going on tour, it had almost cost her their marriage. But luckily Nathan was waiting for her when she fell and together they built back the pedestal. In the beginning she had been afraid of it, but now it only served to comfort her. She had learned to love the way that Nathan thought of her on a higher regard, the way that she seemed to be an oddity to him. But in the process of her learning to accept the pedestal, Nathan had learned that Haley was human too and no matter to what regard he held her, he had to understand that everyone made mistakes.
So Haley stood high on her pedestal and Nathan stood below, arms outstretched in case she ever needed him to catch her again.
Haley tightened her arms around his waist, silently willing his lips to continue their path. They did so obediently and Haley melted into the feel of them traveling up her neck, placing lingering open mouth kisses as they went. Her hands fell away from each other and she grabbed at the fabric of his t-shirt with her fists. Nathan hands rose to each side of her chin, his fingers resting gently against her neck. He used his thumbs to softly trace her bottom lip, wanting her to open her eyes and to look at him. Haley instinctively knew what he was asking for and her lids fluttered open at the touch. She licked her lips in anticipation, wanting to feel Nathan's lips against her own. Finally he pulled her chin up and leaned down to meet her in the middle, their lips closing the distance between them. They moved slowly at first, taking time to move together and not immediately craving anything deeper.
Nathan held back, waiting for Haley to make the next move so that he knew he wasn't going too fast for her. Finally she opened her lips to him and he gently licked her bottom lip before slipping his tongue into the warmth of her mouth, seeking out the touch of her tongue against his. They playfully dueled together, enjoying the simple sensation of being in the confined space. Nathan brought his hands down to her lower back, pulling her flush against him and causing her to moan into his mouth. Nathan could feel himself harden as the sound reverberated throughout his body and it took every ounce of control in his body to not sweep Haley up into his arms and carry her into the bedroom. He just wasn't sure if it was too soon for her, for them, to get right back into the swing of things. They were still mourning the loss of the baby and he didn't want her to feel like he was trying to make her forget everything. That was the last thing he wanted to do.
Nathan did his best to break his lips gently away from hers, leaning his forehead against hers and taking a soothing deep breath. "The pancakes are ready, we should probably eat them while they still taste good."
Haley nodded against his head. "Just give me a few minutes to change and I'll be right there, okay?"
"Sure thing." He left a lingering kiss on her lips before leaving their bedroom and giving her some privacy.
Haley had felt the resistance in his advances and she knew that Nathan was only taking things slow in order to give her time, but a part of her needed him to take things fast. A part of her needed him to push her, to help her make the pain go away. To take control and to let everything else just fade away.
Her only fear was that he needed the same thing from her, and deep down she knew that she wouldn't be able to give it to him.
Haley loved the feeling of being wrapped in Nathan's arms. It was almost as if he was her fortress, and anything that wanted to hurt her wouldn't be able to fight its way through his impenetrable barrier. And as they lay on their family room couch, her back leaning into the sturdy frame of his chest, she felt exactly that way. She felt protected, the simple extent of the word meaning so much to them. He had promised her from the beginning that he would protect her and he had, and she knew that he always would do his best to keep it that way forever. He knew that she didn't like feeling vulnerable, but he never made it seem like he did it for that reason. It was out of his love for her alone and his simple need to have her by his side for the rest of their lives. And there she would stay.
She felt his deep breath behind her and as his arms wrapped around her stomach, Haley couldn't help but think that he had been thinking the same thing as her in that moment. Her hands fell over his arms, gently rubbing at his skin and urging his arms as tight as possible around her. To lock her in, to keep her held tightly in his embrace. To make her feel as safe and protected as possible. To transfer some of his own strength to her, no matter how little he was able to give. His lips settled against the point where her neck met her shoulders and she smiled at the touch. It was amazing how much Nathan could convey to her with one simple kiss, one simple feeling.
His lips moved up her neck, finding her earlobe and gently pulling it between his lips. Her head leaned towards him immediately, pushing him onward. Push me further, her mind begged. Push me all the way, baby.
He eased up on her ear, pulling it gently before releasing it from his lips and dropping them to her neck once again for a lingering kiss. She could tell he meant to stop there, but she couldn't let him. She wanted him, no needed him. Turning herself around in his arms, she pushed his legs together so that she could easily straddle his hips. His hands fell to her hips, holding her in place as she tried to move against him.
"Hales, baby, are you sure?" He needed an answer, a nod, and passionate look, anything to tell him that she was okay with it.
"Please, Nathan," she begged with a nod of her head, giving him all that he needed to know. "Push me…" she whispered.
Nathan leaned forward quickly, not wasting time and fusing their lips together. Their movements were quick, breathless, and fervent.
Her hips bucked against his and he no longer held them still. His hands lost themselves in the mess of her hair and held her lips to his. His tongue licked access against her bottom lip and delved inside once it was granted.
Haley's hands found the hem of his shirt, doing her best to pull the fabric above his head. Nathan broke his lips from hers momentarily so that he could help her with the task, tossing it onto the floor next to them. He moaned as Haley reached between them and roughly stroked his length through his sweat pants. There was no doubt about it, she was killing him. He took her hand in his and brought it to his mouth, kissing her palm.
"It'll be over way too soon if you keep doing that, baby," he laughed.
Haley laughed with him and sent him an innocent smile, pulling her bottom lip in between his teeth. It was amazing how such a simple look turned him on even more. Her arms wrapped around his neck, causing their chests to come flush together, and Nathan hands drifted to the bare skin of her lower back. Drawing lazy circles on the skin with his fingers, he playfully pulled at the waistband of her sweat pants.
His thumbs tucked into the sides, ready to push the material away from her delicate frame. He was so close to doing it and then…
Three knocks came from the front door.
Haley released a sigh and rested her forehead against Nathan's shoulder. "You've got to be kidding me," she said. They were finally pushing past the barrier, finally going to find the comfort that they both needed.
Nathan reached onto the floor and picked up his shirt, quickly putting it on. Taking a few deep breaths to normalize his breathing and gain some composure, he scooted out from underneath Haley. "I'll get it," he said, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
He took another deep breath, willing a certain part of his anatomy to calm down because it definitely wouldn't be getting what it wanted anymore. There was no doubt in his mind that whoever was at the door would be here for quite some time. They had really only seen Karen and it was a wonder that none of their friends had stopped by yet. Probably figured they needed time alone and Nathan couldn't agree more.
Opening the front door, he found himself face to face with Jimmy and Lydia James themselves. He had never been so happy to see them in his whole entire life. Haley needed them right now more than ever before and he knew that if anyone could help her it would be them.
Lydia immediately enveloped him in her arms. "I'm so sorry, Nate. We got here as soon as we could."
Nathan pulled away and nodded his head. "No, we understand and I'm so glad that you could make it at all. Haley's going to be so glad to see you." He turned to Jimmy and gave him a firm handshake. "It's so good to see both of you."
"You two, Nate," Mr. James responded, clapping him strongly on the shoulder.
"Where is she?" Lydia asked, needing more than anything to see what shape her baby daughter was in.
"She's in the family room, we were just resting on the couch." Nathan led the way, quickly realizing that Haley's parents hadn't been in their new house yet.
Haley stood up as soon as they walked into the room, falling immediately into the embrace of her mother. "Oh, I'm so glad that you guys came." The tears sprang to her eyes and she did her best to wipe them away with the back of her hand.
Lydia smiled as she tried to help her, gently brushing them away with the pads of her thumbs. "Haley Bop, there's nowhere else we'd rather be. How about we start with a tour of the house, it looks really great. You guys have done a great job so far."
Haley nodded and released Lydia as Jimmy pulled her into his own hug. "Yeah, we really love it, don't we, Nathan?"
She looked to him and all Nathan could do was smile at the beauty that was his wife and nod. "Yeah, baby, we really do."
"Well then, Nate, why don't you lead the way?" Jimmy asked.
"I can definitely do that," Nathan stated. He kissed Haley on the top of the head as she came to stand next to him, their arms wrapping around one another's waists.
They stayed that way through the whole tour of the house, leaning on each other for support. The tour ended in the kitchen and they all gathered around the island as Nathan put on some water for tea. Nathan came to stand behind Haley who was seated at one of the stools and she immediately leaned into his chest.
Conversation was pleasant while everyone drank their tea and it was so overly obvious that Jimmy and Lydia were trying to avoid the big fat elephant in the room. Nathan almost wished that they would just say something, get it off of their chests so that they could move on. Or at least try to. Was it bad that he just felt like shouting it? Our baby died! Someone acknowledge it before it kills us all! He knew there was still anger in his heart over everything that had happened, but that wasn't enough to excuse the fact. He needed to stay together for Haley.
"Haley Bop, how about we go have ourselves a little mother-daughter time?" Lydia asked, clearly with ulterior motives.
Haley nodded. "That sounds nice." She stood and kissed Nathan on the cheek before following her mom out of the room.
"Well, Nathan, you sure put up a good act." Jimmy said as soon as he was sure they were out of earshot.
"What do you mean?" Nathan asked, even though he knew exactly what his father in law was saying.
Jimmy took a deep breath. "Well, it's easy to tell with Haley. She's broken inside because this killed a part of her. The thing is that everyone tends to think it's only difficult for the woman, but I know from first hand experience that it's just as hard for us as it is for them. Both because you've lost something that you already loved and also because you can see it tearing away at your better half."
Nathan let his words sink in and as they did, he realized exactly what he had said. "So, you and Lydia had a miscarriage as well?"
"Unfortunately, Nate, it's something that way too many couples experience. And I wish I could promise that it would never happen again, but there's no way I can do that. Luckily the Mrs. and I only had to go through it once, and I pray to God that it's the same for you two. I know how much you both wanted this baby, no matter how unexpected it was, and I know that you two would have been the best parents. And you will get that chance again, maybe when the timing is a little better."
"Thanks, Mr. James. That means a lot to me, to hear you say that. When Haley told me she was pregnant, I had so many doubts. But in the end I knew that I was excited more than anything else to bring something into the world that was part Haley and part me."
"What kind of doubts? About the type of father you would be?"
Nathan nodded his head.
"Nathan, you are going to be such a great father. I know you may have your doubts because of the way your father treated you, but in the time that I have known you, you have proved to be such a different person than him. And I think my little girl helped you a lot in that area, which really just shows how much you two love each other. You both have been through so much together and it has only made your relationship that much stronger. That's how you know it's real, Nathan. When you get to the lowest point and instead of giving up, you both realize that it means things can only get better. That child would have been so lucky to grow up in this house with the two of you, I have no doubt about that."
Nathan didn't know what to say. "Thank you, Jimmy."
"So, how are you really holding up?"
"Not too well," Nathan shook his head. "I want to be strong for her, I do, but sometimes I have doubts. I broke down last night after I talked to my mom on the phone. I guess the reality of it all just hit me. Up until that point I had only been concerned with Haley and making sure that she was okay, at least physically. And then Karen came and took some alone time with Haley, leaving me alone with my thoughts. It just became too much."
"Does Haley know, about the breakdown?" Jimmy asked.
"No, I didn't say anything to her about it. I've just been so focused on getting her better, you know?"
"That's understandable, but you have to focus on getting better as well. You're just as hurt as she is, Nate. And it helps to get better together, because in the end you will both be stronger for it. It's the best part of marriage, having someone beside you that will do anything just to see that smile on your face. Having someone who genuinely cares about your well being. It'll get better, Nate. The only thing left to do is heal."
Nathan nodded with understanding, but not completely able to convince himself.
The only thing left was to heal.
It sounded too easy. As if they could just wake up tomorrow and be healed. He knew that wasn't even a remote possibility. Not this time. If only it could be. If only Haley could not have that broken look in her eyes that was slowly killing Nathan as well.
Nathan knew he had to dig deeper for strength, because he could slowly feel himself falling apart as well. He also knew that Jimmy was right, the best way for them to get better was by helping each other out. It just meant that Nathan needed to find his own courage so that he could share it with Haley, help her to get stronger.
They had been so close earlier in the afternoon and it scared Nathan to think that it might not happen again for awhile. Not with her parents in the next room at least. But then again who was to say that making love would make everything better? It was what Haley seemed to need to take away the pain, but would it actually work? He knew without a doubt that he lost himself inside of her, but would that be enough to make her see that life could still go on? Would that be enough for them to heal?
It had to be enough, it just had to be.
It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday
And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
You know it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
But we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds
Come over here lady
Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over, heal over, heal over someday
- "Heal Over" by KT Tunstall
Thanks for reading and I can't wait to hear your thoughts!
-Kylie
