Ok so here's the drill, many of you may know me and many of you may not, but I'm the author of "Leaving on a Jet Plane." and Now I think I'm back for more...In this f.f. Jude's 18, single, and of course still in love with Mr. Tom Quincy himself, but here lies the problem, Tommy isn't single (yet) yes, and guess who he's tied to at the current moment. Ms. Sadie Harrison herself (they've been having a thing on and off for about two or so years...unfortuanately) But what happens when Jude sings her new song "Don't" and someone who shouldn't hear it does...Ok on to the f.f. I don't own Instant Star the charachters never have and never will...Don't own the music I use, which in this chapter is. "Don't" by Kelly Clarkson (you can't help but just love her voice.) But I do own the story line. So now on to the F.F.


"Jude it's ten, I promise Sadie I'd hang out with her you have a song or not?" Tommy said getting a little apprehensive

"No, Tommy I don't have a song yet… But I also don't want you getting in trouble with Sadie so just go… and I'll write down whatever comes to mind and we can start working on it tomorrow." Jude said while scribbling aimlessly on her notebook

"Girl, you're great thank you so much." Tommy said while getting up from his seat kissing her on the cheek and leaving the studio.

Jude sighed. She did have a song, but of course it was about Tommy and she didn't want have to sing it in front of him the night he was about to go out on a date with her sister

"someday" she said to herself. Then she started writing down words.

As Tommy was making his way to his trusty Viper he realized he forgot his jacket so he turned around and walked back into studio B, expecting to hear complete silence because Jude was still "writing" but instead he heard her strumming on her guitar as words filled up the studio air he walked quietly over to the sound booth and turned on the record button, not knowing he'd regret ever coming back into the studio tonight.

(Don't Kelly Clarkson lyrics)

"You look at me,
Like you always do.
You don't have a clue.
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don't know I want you.
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets.
I'm always the one you run to,
but to you I'm just your friend.

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me.
Don't say you love me.

Ooooh ooooh no... no.. nooo.

I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and I it's so hard.
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees.
I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you'd never make it without me.
It's getting harder everyday.
Please don't say to me,

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart can't take it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me.
Don't say you love me.

Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.

My heart cant take it.
I love you so much.
But you don't see me.
I hate love.

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
Unless you mean it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you need me,
Don't hurt me.
No...

Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me.
Don't say you love me"

Tommy stopped the recording after she finished the last verse taken back by the song. Who was it about? What did it mean? Was it about me? Was all he was thinking. The thought of Sadie never crossed his mind since Jude started singing her new song. He's late for his date with her by about 10 minutes already, and by hearing that song, he now realizes that he'll never show up tonight.

As Jude opened her eyes she gasped she didn't know Tommy was there. How long had he been there? Did he hear the whole song? Why is he looking at me like that? Does he think the song is about him? But in all honesty of course the song was about all of them have been about him no matter how hard she tries, she can never get him out of her head and heart. She didn't know what to do, all she could think of is why is he there, he was supposed to be out on a date with her sister, his girlfriend. When he finally caught on how nervous she was getting he opened his mouth.

"Jude….. That song was amazing." Tommy said shoving his hands in his pocket. What was he supposed to say, because he clearly knows that Jude didn't expect him to be at the studio when she sang that song.

"Umm thanks Tommy, weren't you supposed to be gone like out on a date with Sadie?" Jude said as she started gathering her papers with the lyrics she was writing on. And Walking out of the booth and with guitar in hand and putting away in her guitar case while not looking at Tommy.

"Jude. Why can't you look at me?" Tommy asked as he walked closer to Jude, pretending he didn't just hear her bare her soul about the heartbreak he's putting her through.

"Tommy, just don't ok. I know you heard the song. Just let me leave and go home, please." Jude begged this Tommy meeting Tommy's eyes, with tears in her own. She couldn't look at him not without seeing his eyes. Those eyes could just read everything she was feeling, thinking at anytime. What she needed was to go home and pretend that this never happened.

"Fine, Jude we'll play it your way. You can go home and pretend that I was never here so we don't have to discuss the song you just wrote." Tommy sounded defeated. He was trying to figure out how an eighteen year old, this eighteen year old could get him and yet not understand him at the same time. He knew he would find out what the song meant in due time. But tonight he needed to let her be.

"Thank you" Was all she said and then she took off out of Studio B, out of G-Major with tears rolling down her face and a rolling pain in her stomach.

Tommy just stood there in front of the control board replaying the whole event that had just happened before hand. He sighed raked a shaky hand through his Tin man hair and plopped himself in the closet seat he could find.


Ok So there you have it the first Chapter...I only have the second one done, I'm still not sure what's going to happen next...and if you guys would like it...So if you like it Reply and if you don't well don't reply and then I'll stop writing...Keep things real
Jess