OK So here's the second chapter...I hope you guys like it, it was pretty cool on my behalf because I got to use my favorite songs... So I still have no ownership or rights to instant Star or any of the music I use in this f.f...ENJOY!
As Jude made it to her car, she opened the door got in the driver's seat and cried. How could I have been so stupid? she thought to herself. She saw Tommy leave without his jacket, why didn't she put two and two together and realize he'd be back for it. Maybe she really did want him to hear her story. For Christ's sake she's been in love with the guy since she first met him. Why was it so hard for her to let herself believe that she truly loved him. Sadie, she was the only reason, of course she wasn't Jude's favorite person, but she was blood and Tommy's girlfriend., they're happy together. She lets herself believe that, no she makes herself believe that Tommy and Sadie are happy together, because if she knew the truth, which she doesn't, she wouldn't be so torn up about having feelings for him, but all and all, the truth was, Tommy and Sadie aren't happy together, and they both know that, it's only a matter of time 'til one of them break.

As Sadie, sat at the quite diner waiting for her "Tommy Q" to show up, she was flipping through the latest tabloid, when she opened to a page that caught her eye. Headlines read "How close is to close?" ,Yet another article preaching about Jude and Tommy's relationship. Not one photo of her and Tommy have been in any tabloids. Granted that Sadie wasn't a celebrity so no gossip was needed about her and her famous boyfriend. But she can't help but feel jealous, her boyfriend and her sister are in yet another tabloid together. When are they ever going to get it. Jude and Tommy are just friends? Or are they? Sadie couldn't take it anymore she got out of her chair rushed to her green Bug, and made off in the only direction she knew Tommy was going to be, the studio.

As Tommy sat in his chair a pen and paper laid in front of him. He was getting nervous because he hasn't had this feeling in quiet some time. He then took the pen in his hand and started writing mercifully and by ten thirty, he was proud of the outcome and he took a guitar that had been laying next to the sound board and started to go at his new work.

As Sadie drove to the studio she was trying the think of all the excuses Tommy would use to why he hadn't shown up for their date, when she saw a car pass her recognizing it as Jude's she shook it off, figuring there must be tons of models similar to Jude's. As she pulled into the studio, low and behold Tommy's Viper was sitting in the parking lot off and him no where in site. Sadie parked next to Tommy's car and turned off the engine got out and proceeded with an open mind into the G-Major waiting for yet another fight. As She made her way into the studio she noticed that only studio B's lights were on and once she walked in she heard something she couldn't believe. Tommy was singing a song, he hasn't sung since Boyz Attack at the Music Help's telethon two years ago. This song was different it was about someone, a girl, and Sadie caught on as she stood in the doorway the song, this song, wasn't about her it was about another girl in his life, Jude.

(It's not A Side effect of Cocaine. I am Thinking It must be Love by Fallout Boy)

"Why can you read me like no one else?
I hide behind these words
but I'm coming out
I wish I kept them behind my tongue
I hide behind these words
but I'm coming out

put your hand between
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them so jealous

all the ways you make my stomach turn
and all the long drives
with my friends blur
and I wish I kept them inside my mind


I hide behind these words

and think of all the places
where you've been lost
and then found...out
in between my sheets
in between the rights and the wrongs

put your hand between
an aching head and an aching world
we'll make them so jealous
we'll make them hate us
aching head and an aching world
think of all the places
where you've been lost and found...out"

"I'm so stupid, I should've known" That snapped Tommy out of trance, making him wince, knowing who was standing there and just heard the song, about another girl, her sister for example.

"Sadie, I can explain." Tommy said while standing up, not really knowing how he can make this situation any better, it really can't get any worse now, unless you know Portia decides to show up again.

"Really, Tom, because I don't think you can. I don't think you even planned on showing up for our date, or that fact that you expected me to show up while you were singing a song about a girl for the matter being said girl is MY SISTER" Sadie yelled while taking a deep breath then realized. This would be the perfect way to end their agonizing relationship, they both weren't happy, they both know they aren't in this for marriage.

"Sadie, I'm standing right here no need to yell, Damn!" Tommy said while twisting his finger in his ear to trying and get the loud ringing to drown out.

"I know you're standing right here, but you're not here, physically yes, but mentally, emotionally, you're with someone else you're with Jude, I just can't believe it took me so long to realize it. I thought I was in love with you but I know I never was, because if I were, I'd be livid right now. But the funny thing is I'm not. I'm actually relieved, because I know we haven't been happy, Tommy, we've been going at this thing for on and off for the past two years. Maybe we're just better off." Sadie admitted, while watching the sigh of relief plaster on Tommy's face.

"Wait, rewind that for a minute, are you trying to breakup with me, because you know that I'm not in love with you and you aren't in love with me? Not that I mind us breaking up because I agree with you we both aren't happy we haven't been happy for sometime, but I wasn't expecting you to take it this well, because of the previous break-ups we went through" Same old Tommy trying to make humor out of something serious.

"Well, Tommy, I've grown up, and I realize what I want and it's not too late for me. But I'm just not so sure about you." Sadie, admitted. She knew Tommy had feelings for Jude and she also knew that Jude still had feelings for Tommy, but more and more everyday, she was feeling that Jude had either lost them or she started to hide them fairly well, and that worried Sadie, Jude was never one good at hiding what she felt.

"Sadie, what do you mean, 'I'm not so sure about you?' are you going somewhere with this?" Tommy asked while taking a seat, gesturing that Sadie should take one also, knowing that this night wasn't going to end anytime soon.


What did Sadie mean? If you like it reply and if you don't I'll understand and I can stop the posting...but I seriously hope you guys enjoy and reply!
Jess