Dear Diary,

I've just read the last entry, and come to a shocking revelation, what's even more surprising is that I didn't realise this sooner. Ill tell you what I have realised. I am in love with Sirius Black. I love him. I know this should come as no surprise, but it did.

It hit me with the same effect as being soaked by I bucketful of ice-cold water. It was a gasping entrance into a different reality, one where I am Bi. This in itself does not bother me, as far as I can tell, this is not physical attraction. What does bother me, however, is that my heart has decided to fall for my best friend. This is not good. I now have to find a way of coping with this revelation. Bearing in mind, of course, that I spend most of, if not all of the day with Sirius, as well as sleeping in the same dorm as him. I can't run, (He'd run after me, catch me and then force me to talk) and I can't hide (He'd find me, and make me talk). You see the dilemma I am in? HELP!

Remus