Chapter 6: Giving in

At the funeral all of the girls were crying. They couldn't believe that it had come down to this. After the funeral everyone went back to the Forman's. The adults stayed upstairs while the kids went down to the basement just like old times. They all told Jackie everything that had been going on in the past year. Everyone forgot the Jackie said that she had been living in Manhattan, they had been to wrapped up in the fact that she was back. And no one mentioned that Hyde now lived there. It got late and Jackie said that she had to get back to the hotel. Everyone said goodbye. It got a little quiet after she left. Everyone would glance at Hyde to see his reaction, but he kept his Zen face in tacked. He didn't want to let anyone know how he was feeling, because truth be told, he wasn't sure how he felt.

Jackie walked back to her hotel, she had no idea what was gonna happen. All she knew was that she wanted to be with Steven so bad that her body ached. She knew that it was wrong because of how they left things, but she couldn't help it. When she got to her hotel room she took a shower, when she was drying off she heard a knock at the door. She wrapped her black, (very short) silk robe around her. She walked to the door and opened it. When she saw him her heart stopped beating for a second and she forgot to breathe. He was wearing the shirt that she always thought he looked absolutely sexy in. Now don't get it wrong, she had always thought that Steven all scruffy was totally hot, though she would never admit it, but the way this shirt looked on him gave her that tingly feeling, and she didn't know why. She knew that he knew how she felt about the shirt and realized that was probably why he wore it.

H: "We need to talk."

J: "Umm… okay, come in."

She moved aside to let him in. He stepped inside, and she closed the door behind him. He walked over and sat on the edge of the bed while she sat in the chair directly in front of him. When he didn't say anything, she broke the ice.

J: So…you wanted to talk.

H: Yeah, I uh, I did. Look Jacks, I… I… I don't know what to say.

J: Listen it's okay. I don't expect you to. I already know okay? You're sorry, right? About what happened between us? About my dad, about never coming to see me? I know. You've moved on, and just because I'm back doesn't mean anything can happen. I get it okay.

H: God Jacks, is that what you think? That I've moved on? Because I haven't, just like I know you haven't. Jacks…

He reached forward and touched her cheek. For a second she leaned into his touch. But then reality hit her, and she stood up.

He was surprised when she stood up and walked away. He wasn't expecting it.

J: "No. No. You can't do this to me." She spun around to look at him. "I waited on you for a year! A whole freaking year! And you never came! You can't do this! Not after two years, not after everything! You had a whole year to do something but you didn't! As usual. You just sat back and let me go. I hate you for doing this to me. Do you know how much I still love you? Huh? I can't move on, okay! I've tried. But every time I get close to someone I break it off. God, I'm like how you used to be. Pushing everyone away, because I'm scared of getting hurt again. It's been two years and you still have so much effect on me! God damn it!" She turned around as tears began to stream down her face. She didn't want to let him see her cry.

He couldn't believe what just happened. He stood up and walked over to her. He wasn't sure what he was doing or that it was wrong, he didn't care anymore. He grabbed her shoulder, he felt her tense at first and then relax. He turned her around to look at her. He took his sunglasses off and looked into her eyes. He put his hand up to her face and whipped the tears off her face. He bent down and gently kissed her on the lips. It was short but sweet. He pulled away and looked into her watery eyes. She looked up at him and gave in. She pulled him down until his lips were on hers. It began as sweet, passionate kisses, but turned heated very fast. Hyde backed Jackie up against the wall, his hands wandering all over her body. He slid his hands down her waist and behind her, where he picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he carried her over to the bed. He stepped up onto the bed, putting his hand straight out behind her so that they could fall gently onto the bed. He reached down in between them and untied the ribbon that held her robe together, and opened the robe up. He was glad that the robe was all she was wearing, easy access. He slid his hands all over her naked flesh. He moved his mouth away from hers and latched his mouth onto her pulse point, which he knew drove her crazy. As she gripped onto his curly locks she began to make soft moans in his ear, which only made him suck harder. She unbuttoned his shirt with ease and impatiently torn it off. He tried to move down her body but she held onto him as she slid her hands between them to work on his belt buckle. It only took her about 20 seconds to get his pants completely off. She moved her leg to the inside of his and gripped his arm to flip them over so that she was on top. She slowly began to kiss and lick her way down to his abdomen, then worked her way back up to his ear where she began to suck on his lobe, and kiss his neck. She began to grind her hips in slow circular motions while moving back and forth. When he finally couldn't take it anymore he flipped them over, reached down between them, looked straight in her eyes and slowly guided himself into her. She couldn't believe how much she had missed this. The feeling that he gave her while they made love. He started of with slow, but hard thrusts. He wanted to make her delirious. He leaned down and rested his head on her shoulder he turned his head slightly, and began to whisper things in her ear.

H: God I missed you so much.

Jackie couldn't speak so her only reply was a low guttural moan. He could barely think straight when she started that. He tried to block out the passionate noises that she was making; he wanted this to last for as long as possible. She tried to arch her hips to take him in deeper so that she could gain release, but he gripped her hips so that his slow torture on her body could continue. After a few minutes, and after her moaning started to grow louder, his self-control broke. He had one hand gripping her hip, while the other moved up and held onto the side of her neck. He began to move faster and harder inside her. When he looked down at her as she began to grip at the sheets with her eyes squeezed shut he realized she was close to release.

H: Open your eyes, baby.

J: Hmmm?

H: Look at me, I want you look at me when this happens.

Jackie slowly opened her eyes and stared at Steven. Their eyes locked with the same glazed over passionate look. Suddenly he felt Jackie tighten around him, as she bit down on his shoulder to stifle a scream. He slowed down his thrusts until he felt Jackie relax again, and he quickened his pace once again.
Jackie was shocked that Steven didn't come after she did. Usually he would hang on until she came and his release would follow right after. But he wasn't done yet. Jackie turned her head so that her mouth was at his ear.

J: "Oh my God, Steven." She began to moan his name. He was driving her crazy. As soon as she got close to coming he would slow down, and almost withdraw completely before slamming back into her.

J: "God Steven, please!"

H: Please what, baby?

J: Please baby, Harder.

Hyde smirked at the effect he was having on her. He slid his hands in between them and found her hard nub, and began to slowly rub hard circles with his thumb. She let out a loud moan, and whimpered. Hyde couldn't hold back any longer. He began his fast, hard thrusts once again. Jackie could feel her orgasm in the pit of her stomach, aching to be released. Jackie felt a second orgasm rip through her body. Suddenly everything went white and all she could concentrate on was the almost painful pleasure that she was feeling. Steven was still riding her hard which made it last longer. Hyde felt his release coming and he began moving faster as he whispered "I love you" into Jackie's ear, when finally he exploded inside her. He collapsed onto the bed next to her. They were both panting trying to ride down the amazing orgasm that they had both just experienced. Hyde wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her close to him. They fell asleep in each other's arms, and at peace for the first time in two years.